my [F]irst date/orgasm with a new guy (part eight)

I got home that evening from the wedding, and you were gone. I thought maybe it was some kind of sex game at first, but after I called you multiple times and it went straight to voicemail, I was starting to think something else was up.

why were you ignoring me? what did I do? was I not good enough? I couldn’t imagine my life without him at this point, or sex without him at this point. I was still worked up though, so I got into bed and played with myself while thinking about him for what felt like hours. no matter what I tried, I just couldn’t get off. so I rolled over, frustrated, and went to sleep.

it’s now been a whole week since I’ve heard from you. no calls, no texts, nothing. I’ve driven by your job and watched you walk to your car, so I know you’re alive. you are just ignoring me. it’s pure agony. I can’t fathom why you’d ever want to give this up, cause what we had was amazing. but I’m starting to think only I felt that way. that you didn’t ever enjoy our time together, or that I wasn’t enough. I was sick and my head was reeling. how could I have gone and fallen in love with a man after two weeks, and then dumped on my ass? just like I was nothing. it’s been hard. my pussy aches for you every night. I don’t even want to touch myself anymore, because it’s not you. I feel so pathetic and lost. where were you? and why weren’t you fucking me anymore? I needed you so badly, I couldn’t stand it anymore. so I did something I thought I’d never do.

I put on my sexiest lingerie and got ready to blow your mind. I took my phone and began recording a video, capturing my whole body, up and down, so you’d see my full outfit. I bit my lower lip, and began removing pieces of my lingerie. I was nervous, but I couldn’t let that show. I wanted to make you so jealous, and I had to seem confident. so I began to rub on my body, especially around my curves. I wanted you to imagine yourself touching me. I began to finger myself on camera, but not for you. for me. I was going to town on my pussy and I was going to prove to you that I could make myself cum better than you ever could. I wanted to make you watch. to hurt. to need me as bad as I’ve needed you this past week. i was filming up close on my pussy, so you could see my fingers going in and out. then i put the camera down, long enough to build some anticipation, and I pulled out my dildo. I was already wet, so I didn’t need any lube. I picked up the camera, and filmed a dick that wasn’t yours sliding into my pussy. I couldn’t bring myself to do it with anyone else, but I knew a dildo would set you off, because of your ego. I was going to make you wish you were that dildo. so i filmed myself, fucking myself. and honestly, it was pretty hot. I pulled the dildo out halfway through and put it all the way in my mouth, then back in my vagina. I kept fucking myself until I was ready, and then I finished with a loud moan and made sure to get a close up. I pulled the dildo out, brought the camera up to my face, bit my lower lip again, and winked right at you before cutting it off. then I hit send.

it took approximately 13 minutes before I heard a key slide into my lock and the doorknob turn.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/wcsil5/my_first_dateorgasm_with_a_new_guy_part_eight