I watched and feel sooooo guilty [FM]

It’s been over 6 months and I still feel shameful. Was I wrong or just human ??

Late last summer my next door neighbor asked me to check in on their 18 year old son. They were going to be out of town for a week and asked if I could stop by. They said he could take care of himself and his two younger brothers 15 and 13 but would I please just check in every couple of days?

Matt is a good looking kid for 18. He is tall and lanky at 6’2″ but only 165 lbs or so. He has dark hair and a great smile. I’m guessing that he doesn’t have any problems getting a date.

On Tuesday afternoon I heard splashing around and sounds of horse play. I looked out my living room window towards my neighbors pool. The two younger boys were in the pool wrestling and Matt was sitting in a lounge chair with his girlfriend Shae sitting on his lap. Matt had on shorts and flip flops and Shae had on a pink bikini that showed off her firm but shapely 18 year old body.

I could tell the she was flirting with him by the way she moved her hair and hips. She was sitting on his lap facing him and then she slowly started moving her hips. At first it looked playful but it began to evolve into suggestive grinding. Their hands were all over each other as the flirting progressed to passionate kissing and wondering hands.

Just then Shae stood up and grabbed Matt by the hand. I could see why Matt liked her. I’m estimating she was 5’1″ tall, petite, about 120 lbs. She hand a tiny waist with curvy hips and a solid C breasts. Her ass was incredibly firm. There wasn’t a single giggle as she lead him around the corner and out of sight from any prying eyes. I could tell by the bulge in Matt’s pants that Shae’s kisses had their desired affect.
I was now out of view as well so I hurried into the bathroom where I could look directly down on them. Shae playfully kissed him on the lips and then kneeled in front of Matt. I saw him look back towards the pool to ensure they were alone. Shae then slowly pulled the front of his shorts down.

When she reached his tip his hardening cock sprang free and stood straight out. I saw Shae’s lips mouth the exact same word as me. “WOW, THATS BIG”!!! I was so caught off guard. This skinny boy had a cock bigger than my husband. I didn’t see that coming this shy, polite boy from next door was HUGE

Shae leaned forward and took him in her mouth. I could see that her hands couldn’t close around his girth. I ducked my head as the same filled my soul. How could I watch this young couple in this private moment?? By lifting my head and looking out the window I thought. After a minute I peaked out the window. Shae was moving her head and hands in perfectly synchronized motions. Clearly this was not hr first BJ.
Matt lasted about another minute. I saw him flex as Shea slowed her pace. She held him in her mouth before slowly swallowing. She immediately rose and kissed him passionately. She took his hand and lead him back to the pool.
The entire event lasted maybe 5 or 6 minutes and I felt horrible for watching. She was incredible handling his surprising size. I wonder how she handles him in the bedroom? I’m so bad 😔😔😔

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/wbkirb/i_watched_and_feel_sooooo_guilty_fm