“Straight” [M] best friend helps me realize I’m [M] not straight and love dick

Hi hello I’m new here and I’m not the best writer so I figured I’d start off by telling a story I’ve never really told anyone besides a couple close friends. So fuck it here we go. Enjoy!

This happened about 6 years ago but I’m 27 now. I always viewed myself as straight and never really thought about men in a sexual way. I’m pretty open to trying anything though at least once if it seems fun. I’ve still only ever had sex with women and still date women to this day.

Around my 21st birthday a close friend of mine I’ve known my whole life named Erik invited me over for our usual hang and sleep over. We can literally talk to each other about anything regardless of the topic. He’s an alternative looking guy with swoopy dark hair and a normal build. Erik to my knowledge is straight and only dates women. I myself have a slight dad bod with a similar dark haircut and dress style.

The night kicks off as our usual hang that involves us showing eachother punk bands and playing n64. Several hours pass and it’s getting late so we’re just chilling on his couch. We start talking about each other’s sex life with the girls we’ve fuck like usual when we catch up. One thing leads to another and Erik asks me if I want to watch porn with him and continue the conversation. Personally I’ve never done that with anyone so I was a lil out of my comfort zone but I figured “aye fuck it”. We keep talking and about a half hour goes by of watching lesbian porn and I’m trying to hide my boner while watching porn. I look over at Erik and see a huge dick print in his pants that he has his hand rested on that he’s slightly running his fingers on like he wants me to see it. I’m trying to play it cool but I’m honestly turned on now by the porn and the situation. He knows I can see it and just says to me “Do you care if jerk off to this? We’re buds it’s no biggie”. I just go along with it and say go for it. He unzips his jeans and it just flips out into his hand as he begins stoking.

We’re sitting on a small couch close enough that our thighs are slightly touching. I’m trying to play it cool and not glance over at him masterbating but I couldn’t help it and I couldn’t contain myself. I tell him “I’m going to join you”. I was a little nervous at first since how big he is since my dick is average but it’s decently thick with a good shape to it.

After a few minutes goes by and the current video finishes. He turns on another video and then asks me “I’ve always been curious, would you care if I touched your dick?”. I started blushing because I’ve never been in this situation before but I was so horny I said ok to him. He turns over and starts giving me a handjob and it felt better than anyone I’ve received before. With how he was sitting when he was reaching over his dick kept touching my leg. I kept getting more and more turned on and reached over and took his dick into my hand and started stroking it. I loved the way his smooth cock felt in my hand. Neither one of us have ever done anything like this before. We both started moaning together and he asked me if he could try using his mouth and I smiled and said “please do”. We took our shirts off and Erik leaned further down and licked the tip a few times and started slowly working my hard dick into his mouth. This went on for a few minutes of him bobbing his head and I blurted out “I’m gonna cum”. He didn’t want it in his mouth but I couldn’t control myself and covered his hairless chest in cum. We both started laughing and he asked “how was it? I hope it was ok for a first time. I’ve honestly always wanted to do that and explore my sexuality”. I smiled and told him I’ve never thought about anything like this before but I really enjoyed that and I felt like he unlocked something in my head I didn’t know I would love.

Tbh. I was still horny about what just happened and still looking at his hard dick and cum covered chest. At this point I wanted more. I build up the courage to ask him if I could try it because it honestly looked hot and I figured why not return the favor. His face lit up and said yes and push him back against the couch and got on the floor on my knees and I’m now face to face with a dick for the first time and still kinda scared. I leaned in like he did and licked the tip and used my hand to stroke it slowly. He let out a moan which gave me more confidence and took more of it in my mouth. I was struggling a lil bit but I loved how it tasted and felt. Minutes went by and I felt like I was getting decent at it and kept sliding it in my mouth and out. Erik kept moaning and I was so turned on. Even got a little more curious and started licking his balls while stroking him as I felt like I was getting more comfortable. I took his dick back in my mouth and kept going building a little bit more speed. Then without warning he cums straight into my mouth which caught me off guard. I took it like a champ even tho I was in shock. Erik started apologizing over and over again for it but I started laughing then so did he.

We both talked about what we just did and loved this new experience with eachother and firmly agreed that we won’t look at eachother any differently in our friendship and if I would ever do it again with. I agreed with him because this was the day I realized Im not straight and I love dick. Even years later we remain close friends who are in separate relationships with women we hang out all the time. I have a bunch of other follow up stories with Erik I’d love to share that lead up to almost current day. Thx!

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