He actually fucked me out of my porn habit [MF]

So yeah… I had a problem for a while. I am a diagnosed sex addict who deals with compulsions, and porn was a little too prominent my life for a while.

*I’m just going to be upfront: I don’t watch porn anymore. I had a weird brush with the industry when I was a young attorney and it cured me for good. I am ALL about supporting sex workers, but that industry is exploitative. I digress…*

What’s worse is that I kind of watched “weird” porn. I get weird in bed so this is natural to some extent, but once when I put on porn with an ex boyfriend and he got kind of freaked out.

That’s the day I learned I watched intense porn.

So I dated a dude for a while who I got rough with and we once got on this subject. I was SHOCKED to learn he hated porn. This man was sexual AF to the point of compulsion.

*Ok… He was also HELLA hot which I think made this easier for him. He got sex pretty much whenever he wanted it… which arguably wasn’t great for his addiction.*

Still, this took me by surprise.

“You NEVER watch porn?”

“Never.”

“What? How?”

“It doesn’t do it for me. It’s all fake and stupid. Plus I have certain memories which tend to be better.”

“Seriously?”

“Yeah, it’s not my thing.”

Then he found out how much I watched porn at the time and was VERY amused, especially when I let him see my search history.

*An act of trust if there ever was one.*

“Jesus V, are you obsessed with bondage?”

“You’re not?”

He looked me in the eye. “I like it when women willingly do exactly what I say.”

*Dear god, he said hot things sometimes.*

So at the time we were playing this fun game where I wasn’t allowed to get off without his permission. If he wasn’t there he would tell me exactly what I was allowed to think about and if I deviated, he’d punish me.

So when I explained my porn habit, he was like, “So this is going to stop.”

“What? Ehy?”

He smiled. “I own your now orgasms, V. You’re not going to get off to anything but me.”

*Again that was super hot.*

“I’ll try…”

“Go ahead, but if you watch it again, I’m going to punish you.”

“Ok…”

So… one day I broke down and he somehow just knew.

*He ALWAYS fucking knew.*

I handed him my phone and he smiled as he watched the full video. “This is like the least sexy thing I’ve ever seen,” he laughed. “What about this does it for you?”

“I don’t know the way she’s tied up? I guess the spanking?”

“That’s not even how you spank someone. And then she fakes an orgasm? Is that sexy?”

“I don’t think I got that far.”

“Ok V… I have an excellent idea.”

*You probably see where this is going, right?*

We rarely used bondage because, as explained above, his kink was very much people willingly submitting. Nothing turned him on more than watching me takes orders. However, I had bondage.

*From a past relationship btw. He was weirdly cool about that.*

I told me to strip down and tied me face down on the bed.

“I should just fucking leave you like this for disobeying me.”

“I guess I deserve it.”

He sat in my chair and flashed me a terrifying smile. “Fake an orgasm.”

I glared at him. “Seriously?”

“If you make me ask again it’s going to be worse for you.”

I faked an orgasm and he burst out laughing. “Oh my god! Is that how you THINK you sound?”

“Fuck off dude.”

“Do it again.”

“Just spank me.”

“I will but not yet. Fake a fucking orgasm, V. Now.”

I got more into it this time. I moaned and then screamed, curled my toes under and convulsed.

“That was closer, although you twitch when you come.”

“I do?”

“Yeah it’s fun to watch. Then I like how your body gets really sensitive after. It’s fun to play with.”

“I’m glad you’ve analyzed my orgasms, dude.”

“I’m going to fake spank you now.”

“How do you fake spank?”

He climbed on top of me and ran a hand down my back. He reared his hand back but barely touched me. It made a clapping sound but didn’t hurt.

“Is this satisfying, V?”

“Dude, fuck off.”

“Beg me to spank you. That’s what you want, right?”

I didn’t say anything and he fake spanked me again. He laughed at my look of apparent disappointment.

“Please spank me,” I mumbled.

“What was that?”

“Spank me! Ok? Is that what you want?”

He reared his head back and spanked me so hard I screamed.

Then the magical switch happened. He hurled himself on top of me. He used one hand to push my face into the mattress and the other to pull my hair.

“You belong to me, do you get that you fucking whore?”

“Yes.”

“I’m better than anything you can find online and I’m going to fuck you so hard you won’t be able to come ever again without thinking about my dick.”

“Shit… ok.”

“Ok?” He pulled my hair.

“Fuck, yes sir.”

He pulled his shirt off and put his mouth to my ear. When he bit my earlobe I moaned and he gave an evil chuckle. “You’re so fucking easy to control. Your whole body responds.”

I started shaking. “Will you fuck me now?”

“What will you give me for it?”

“What do you want?”

“Next time you watch porn, I’m not fucking you for days, do you understand? You’ll suck me off every hour and go without any pleasure for yourself.”

“Ok! Fine!”

He pulled my hair and watched me cry out as he slid a hand under the mattress and started fondling my chest. I squirmed under him and whimpered.

“Fuck me,” I gasped.

“It’s almost too easy, V,” he laughed. “God you get desperate so fast.”

“Fuck off.”

“Oh I love it when you get moody in bed. All the more reason to…”

He spanked me so hard I screamed again, but I did beg him for more.

“I think I’d like to see you actually come now,” he laughed as he slid a hand under me and started playing with my clit.

“Fuck,” I shivered and pulled against the restraints. “Please don’t stop.”

“Here’s what happens when you orgasm, V. Your body tenses like this because you get overwhelmed.”

That part was true. Every part of me had gone stiff.

He circled my clit with his thumb and watched me bury my head in the pillow as I cried.

“No!” He said abruptly. “I want to watch you come. I’ve had enough fake shit.”

I moaned but complied as I laid my head to the side and made eye contact. He circled my clit faster until my breathing grew heavy and I started to moan.

“That’s it,” he laughed. “The way you moan and whimper. It’s so fucking pathetic how much you need it. Beg me.”

“Please don’t stop.”

“Beg me harder.”

“PLEASE! I need it.”

“This is my favorite part,” he laughed as he sped up even more. I clenched my fists as my entire body responded and I came to the edge. “Oh god, I love it when you fucking lose it.”

I whimpered twice and then screamed as I climaxed, pulling against the restraints as I lost control.

“Oh fuck yes,” he said as he plunged a finger inside of me. “I love the way you pulse when you come. God, you get so tight.”

“Fuck me.”

“Gladly,” he finally said. He heard him unbuckle his belt and pull his pants down. He pressed his chest to my back as he entered me and laughed as I started twitching at the feel of him.

“Jesus your tight,” he said with a strained voice. “I can’t… God Viola.”

*Fun fact, my fake names on here are obviously just that, fake. I do have a nickname that closely coincides with “V.” However, he very rarely called me my real name unless he was fucking me… and I loved it. When he said “Viola,” that’s when I knew shit was getting good.*

“You want my cum inside of you Viola?” He asked.

“Yes!”

He leaned back and spanked me twice as he came with a final gasp.

When he undid my restraints and let us both relax, he ran a hand up and down my body and smiled at how my body jolted at his touch.

“Next time you want to watch porn, think of this instead.”

I didn’t watch anymore porn that summer.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/w9u2wy/he_actually_fucked_me_out_of_my_porn_habit_mf