Update: I arranged for a guy to cum on me at the nude beach [nb]

I posted the prelude to this on r/sluttyconfessions, but now they think I am a bot. Anyways, on to the story:

So I have a major exhibitionist kink and also like fantasizing about free use, cnc, etc. I have also been questioning whether my fantasies about male cock are just that, fantasies, or if they are real desires (I’ve considered myself a lesbian for a long time). So here’s how it went:

I told him where I’d be at the beach – hidden between two clumps of willow trees, on my stomach, and that he could also cum on my thighs and ass. It took longer for him to find me than expected and waiting like a good slut made me so wet, so I texted and asked if he could rub sunscreen all over my body before anything else. Eventually he found me, said hi, and immediately started working on rubbing all over my body with sunscreen, which felt so good. He got much more intimate with me than expected and ended up rubbing all over my body for a good half hour. He massaged my ass, back, shoulders, thighs, and breasts so nicely. I was melting and pushing my ass back onto his already hard cock as he rubbed the sunscreen in. With me presenting my holes (all I was wearing was a thong) he started paying attention to my inner thighs and rubbing all around my mons.

Although we hadn’t talked about this beforehand, he sort of naturally started fucking between my thighs right next to my pussy. I squeezed tight on his cock and threw my ass back. Eventually I let him enter my pussy. He pulled out still hard and started rubbing my clit with his cock and fingering my pussy, to which I actually came twice. He entered me a second time and started getting really rough. I gripped around him on top of me with my legs to get him even deeper while he made pretty primal noises. His slaps on my ass made me quiver.

At this point, I think he started getting the idea that I wasn’t going to say no to anything, and he suddenly went from aggressively fucking my pussy to sliding his cock in my ass. It felt so good sliding in, but I said “oh noo” because I wasn’t ready at all and he said oh yes and continued fucking my ass while choking me (and he did it the right way). When he was done with that hole, he started stroking himself again and playing with my pussy. He told me that people were watching and that they asked if they could get a peek behind my thong (to which I regrettably said no). He also asked if I wanted to put my pretty mouth on his cock, which I declined. But I massaged his balls with my feet while he stroked himself and then he came all over my ass and pussy.

I enjoyed the domination, the exhibitionism, the touch, and the physical sensations. It didn’t feel bad and I’m glad I did it but I probably wouldn’t go for round 2. That’s not to say I’ll never mess around with a guy again, it was just fine. I wasn’t eager to worship his cock like I am with butch cock or girl cock. I also found myself trying to think of him as non-binary or just not a man.

Tldr it was pleasurable and I can’t say it will never happen again but I think I can confidentially say that much of my fantasy around being used by men is societal conditioning that my worth is proportional to men’s attention. This is really just the start of my lifetime sexual journey – I’m excited to see where it takes me.

Second update: this morning I woke up feeling completely differently. I want to be dommed by him so badly that I’ve arranged to meet with him again in a week.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/w88svy/update_i_arranged_for_a_guy_to_cum_on_me_at_the