Writing these stories and reading the DMs I get has really helped me accept my sensuality. I have a lot of anxiety around my body and myself thanks to my promiscuous, narcissistic, drug addicted mother. And Steven’s mom is convinced I’m no better than her. My mother would barge in when I was dressing or showering and criticize my body. Plus her revolving door of men added to some of my anxiety and depression.
All the while, Steven has been a rock. He accepted a friends with benefits situation over a relationship so I could feel free to look at other men and to not be trapped like I was for all those years by my mom whose lies unraveled completely the night I was removed to my dad’s.”
We laid naked in my room the night before he left to return home. I showed him the posts, had him explain some DMs I didn’t understand through my naïveté, and explained how much it turned me on to write them and know people enjoyed them. In true Steven fashion, he even had my laughing at some of the DMs.
I was particularly anxious and self-conscious that night, though. For some reason, I kept hearing my mom’s voice in my head mocking my puffy nipples and retrousse b-cups, and telling me no guy would ever want me if I didn’t shave down there. That was my one act of rebellion. I kept my thick bush trimmed, but refused to shave just because she and her boy toys (she’d actually say it in front of them) thought I should.
“Steven. Do I…should I…shave…down there?” I gave in to the nagging thoughts.
Looking up from his phone, “Your body, your choice.”
“But do you…do guys like…don’t they prefer it shaved?”
“Some do. It’s not my decision. And I think I’ve made it perfectly clear that I adore that pussy. An innie like yours is my ideal, and the hair is incredibly attractive to me. But if you wanted to shave, I wouldn’t stop you either. I’d still hit it.”
Fuck. He could always make me laugh. He could always make me feel beautiful in my body. I wanted to say a lot of things, but the words didn’t come out.
“I’m going to go out on a limb and assume this comes from your mom. Look, first of all no guy is going to get you naked and walk away from a hairy pussy. Secondly, you’re 5’2, 115 lbs, with a fit body hooking up with a 5’10, 250 lbs dude. I think we know who won the lottery.”
“Oh, please. You know damn well plenty of that is muscle and girls like the dad bod more than they let on. You don’t get to worry about your gut anymore than you let me worry about looking nerdy, not having big boobs, and not shaving. So ha, I win! And no, you can’t complain about your size either. It’s perfectly normal.”
“You’re more girl next door than nerdy. But I relent.”
“Good.” I climbed on top of him. “I know for a fact other girls think you’re cute. And I also know a good thing when I see it.”
Steven had begun to grow hard. I move down the bed and began stoking him, letting him grow fully hard in my hand. I moved my head closer and began to lick the head while continuing to stroke him.
As my lips parted over him, Steven moaned “fuck. You win. Damn that sexy body. Mmmmmmm.”
I laughed with him still in my mouth. He moaned. I slowly moved my mouth up and down, teasing him with my tongue. I tasted his precum as it seeped out to prepare him for penetration and moaned as it hit my tongue.
I removed my mouth and stroked him as I positioned myself over him, guiding him to my entrance. As I slid onto him, Steven smiled at me.
“You may have heard girls say I’m cute, but you don’t realize how many guys come to the apartment when we pregame or when we go to parties wondering how somehow like me gets a girl like you. And by the way, it’s a huge turn on when I watch guys hit on you and then you come back to me. Makes me feel like a big man.”
We busted out laughing. I fell over on his chest and he seized the opportunity to take a nipple in his mouth and gentle suck on it and tease it. I moaned as I moved my hips while he switched between the two. My nipples are incredibly sensitive and the sensation of his cock inside me and his teasing caused me to straighten up.
“Stop! I’m trying to make this about you! You make me feel beautiful damnit and I can’t express it with words.”
He began to rub my clit as I protested. “Nah, sex isn’t good if you don’t get off, too.”
My body was tensing and I tried to argue but all that came out were moans. I rocked my hips against him as his thumb held steady. My pace picked up as my whole body tightening and tingled.
“Fuck. Just…mmmmmm….just let….ahhhhhhh…just let me be a good…good girl and…and…AND unnnnnggghhhhh.”
I collapsed onto his chest and he thrust into me through the aftershocks.
My head was buried in his neck. “I just wanted to make it about you” I pouted before sitting back up with a mock puppy dog look.
He grabbed my hands. “You are a good girl. Good girls cum on a man’s dick. Damn I feel dirty now. I’m not good at dirty talk.”
I laughed as I rode him, bouncing up and down from my knees. “Neither am I, apparently. Now, can I please please *you* tonight?”
We found a steady pace as we thrusted into each other. Steven began to tease my nipples again and I couldn’t refuse him access as he was definitely a boob guy. I leaned down and let him lick and suck them as I thrusted faster. I felt the familiar tingling and tightening again, but decided to see how far it could go.
As my muscles tightened and moans got louder, I could feel tense. Steven began to move away as his breathing increased and I felt a tension in him. This only caused me to get closer to the orgasm that was building.
“I’m going to…”
“Me, too.”
“Oh God. Aaaaahhhhhhh” I squeezed him one last time. He groaned and I felt him cum inside me. For the first time, we came simultaneously and I collapsed on his chest.
After cleaning up, we laid together for our last night before separating again.
“Whatever happens. Whether we ultimately solidify what we are or if we remain friends and you move on. Remember, you’re not your mom. Even if you flirt, explore other options, and come back. Every fiber of your being, everything that makes you Mackenzie, is worlds away from the kind of person your mom is. No matter your ultimate choice, I promise you I’m here and will support you.”
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/w8639v/reassurance_from_my_best_friend