(32)[F] – Struggling to keep my senses around the new intern (22)[M] at work

I am 32F of South Asian Indian ethnicity, working as a manager at a largish technology company. Been married for about 5 years. I would rate my sex life as above average, with a smattering of some fireworks moments. Then again I probably would not be a good judge of that since my entire experience would be with my husband, who has been my only partner ever.

Anyways I digress.

My company has a summer internship program. My team had interviewed some candidates earlier in the year and we had selected a few interns, one of whom was assigned to me. I did not get to interview the intern assigned to me (as I was away on vacation). In any case all the interviews were conducted remotely via zoom and many of them without video, so I had no idea about the appearance of any of the candidates.

Like many tech firms, we are still in a remote first/hybrid workplace. The offices are open, but it is entirely up to the individual if they want to work from home or from the office. For the internship program, the general recommendation from the HR was to have at least a couple of in-person meetings per week with the intern to keep track of their progress. As he was joining this Monday, I went to my office (after a long time) to meet him and to make sure he knows his way around and is settled in.

I was still setting up my desk when there was a knock on my office door. In walked this tall, gorgeous, smartly dressed, black guy. He introduced himself as Eric (name changed) and asked if I was his reporting manager, completely mispronouncing my Indian name; but I barely heard him and was just staring at him. It would be a stretch to say I became instantly wet, but my heart definitely started beating faster and my face was flushed and I had this warm feeling all over. My hand was all clammy when I stood up to shake his hand. He towered over me, I am guessing he was around 6’4” (I am fairly short, only 5’3”) . I have gotten so used to seeing all the men around the office dressed casually (T-shirt & shorts/jeans) that seeing someone in a suit was more than a welcome change. I had not realized till then I have this instant attraction to tall, muscular and well dressed guys.

He has this deep smooth voice and the moment he started talking, I was melting! He started briefly talking about his coursework (I was so lost in his voice, it was even barely registering) and by the time he was done talking I definitely had wet myself. He looked at me it was my turn to say something, I could barely get any words out. I was stuttering and the more I looked into his face, more incoherent my thoughts became and bigger the hole I was digging myself. I am a fairly confident woman and this has never happened to me before. By the time the meeting was done, I was sweating pretty profusely and had soaked my panties. I just hope I did not leave a terrible first impression on him.

He is going to be around till September. God, help me, to remain sane around him!

Update: In the evening, my husband asked about how my day in office went and about the new intern. My face turned red and I quickly answered that It was great. Maybe too quickly.. My husband definitely was giving me that “hmm, you ok, What is going on?” kind of look.

P.S. Yes this is a throwaway account. Do not want to get into major complications due to this by posting on my regular account.

P.P.S Originally posted by me on r/SluttyConfessions

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/w7vb1s/32f_struggling_to_keep_my_senses_around_the_new