I guess first a bit of context, I live in Caracas, I’m a social communicator, I write in a fashion magazine in a company very “Devil wears Prada”, I think you can imagine the type of girl I am. Last year I broke up with my boyfriend, the typical abusive softboy, I haven’t dated anyone since. My friends basically forced me to install Tinder and after giving it a couple of tries I decided they were all jerks and even though I didn’t uninstall it, I stopped using it. A month ago out of boredom I went back in, I saw that he had some matches, I liked a handsome man, we started talking, he gave me rude man vibes, my type are men a bit effeminate so I was a bit out of my zone comfort, we talked for a couple of days, he invited me to have a drink and although I was hesitant my friends forced me to accept, so I went, we went to a bar I had never been to, I saw him, tall, very tall, beefy, dark complexion… zero physical compatibility with me, however i felt intimidated in a good way, we drank, we talked, although i was practically the one doing the talking, i drank too much so i was a bit tipsy.
And then between the conversation and me tipsy, he came up to me and kissed me, I wanted to hit him but I felt intimidated, we kissed a little more and I hate doing that in public, he noticed and said “Let’s go to my place” and I I thought “Mariella, for nothing in the world are you going to say yes”. So after saying yes, I went to his place in his muscle car, as soon as we entered, I noticed that I was nervous and trembling, partly because of the liquor and partly because of fear and nerves, he was very direct, he kissed me He picked me up (I’m sooo small and very thin) and before I understood what was happening I was already naked and he was kissing my pussy. You have to understand that when I’m tipsy I get a little wild so I got down on my knees and tried to pull out his penis, I hate giving oral sex, I do it more to feel in control than because I like it, but when I saw it so huge I got really scared! Like I can’t survive this!
But very late, he took me by my face and started to force me to choke on him, I was scared and it was too much for me, I was filled with saliva and some tears because I couldn’t breathe, I didn’t see anything, then with a sudden movement , put me on the couch lying on my back and started to enter me… At first I didn’t make a sound, maybe in shock, but then… If I had neighbors I’m sure they all heard, I wanted to not make so much noise but it was inevitable! I had lost control of myself and I never regained it, I settled into the positions he wanted, me on top, missionary, on my side, I could hardly open my eyes because they were full of sweat and tears, I only remember fragments of what that happened on television in front of the furniture and my clothes on the floor of his house. After my legs and all of me trembled and I had no energy, I began to feel his finger on my butt, I immediately screamed because I suspected what could happen and I begged him desperately not to penetrate me there because it would be too painful, I was going to die ! I begged as if my life depended on it, I think it worked because he only started playing with his little finger while he penetrated me, I noticed that every time I was about to have an orgasm, he made me suffer and he would stop for a couple of minutes and come back to start
My memories are somewhat confused and blurry, but I remember perfectly that he laid me on top of him, because I couldn’t even hold on anymore, and he began to penetrate me abruptly and quickly, it didn’t hurt so much anymore, but the pleasure… I can’t describe it , it didn’t feel like a bomb that was going to explode, it felt like a bomb that had already exploded, with his finger he started to enter my butt, I lost control of my body, an uncontrollable feeling, like when you lose control while they make you tickling and then… I had my first squirt, I couldn’t believe it, I started crying out of shame because I felt that ladies didn’t do that, I apologized for staining his furniture and his carpet, he didn’t say anything, he just held me and then he continued to make love to me, but I couldn’t help but bear it, I felt his explosion inside me, I could only let out a small moan because it was all the strength I had left. I fell asleep on that piece of furniture, which smelled of sex like I can’t explain it, I watched TV half asleep, it was the news, I don’t know how long it took but his penis was on my face and I knew I had no choice, I started giving him oral sex with indescribable desperation, as if my life depended on it, I remembered all the tricks I had heard and seen in porn and tried them, they worked or I don’t know, but without warning, he started to cum in my mouth, I I choked, tears came out, but I swallowed what I could and the rest I tried to spit out, although I only managed to spill it on my belly, he said wait, I’m going to get wipes. And there I stayed, naked, on the furniture stained with my flows, with semen inside me and with that taste of semen in my mouth. In those 5 minutes that I was there alone I wrote to my dad that I would stay at a friend’s house, I couldn’t believe I wrote that.
The next day I went home by taxi, I had to take a shower quickly, find my laptop and leave, my dad took me to the office, he told me that it smelled strange, different, I had to hide that I practically couldn’t walk and that I my back hurt like never before in my life, I had to hide it all day. It was difficult
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/w3qw1j/f_24_im_a_blonde_girl_who_thought_size_doesnt