It’s been awhile since I’ve needed to use this account but here it goes. I’ve been doing relatively well in my recover from the sexual abuse from my ex over the past year. I’ve been in counseling and attending NA to help with my addiction to all the things he use to make me take to sedate me for sex.
In a meeting I was telling the group a little about some things that were done to me when I willingly took Xanax. It’s pretty common to share events of your use at those meetings just to get them out. For those that arnt familiar with NA it’s a place you can go and talk as a group about drug addiction and get support.
After the meeting I went out to eat with a guy friend of mine that was at the meeting. He asked me about what I shared. We ended up talking for over 3 hours at the restaurant. I shared so many details of the things that I was made to do on drugs.
We got tired of sitting at the restaurant and he suggested we go back to his place that wasn’t too far and finish talking. We got to his place and his tone really shifted with the questions he asked.
Instead of being nice and caring he was aggressive with his questions and shaming. He started saying stuff suggesting I liked the abuse and wished it didn’t stop. He told me he thought I was getting turned on sharing all the things my ex made guys do to me and that is why I was telling him everything.
I didn’t realize it but I was turned on. That hadn’t been the purpose of sharing with him but I felt similar to what happens when I come on Reddit to share about my abuse.
He made me confess how turned on I was then asked me to beg him to let me suck his dick. I was surprised how quick my mind shifted and I felt flushed. A surge of electricity shot down my spine. It felt like a rush of dopamine hit my brain and I wanted to fuck him. There is something so hot about fucking assholes. He was acting like everything I hated in guys but I didn’t care, I needed him to use my body.
I got on my knees in front of him and unbuckled his belt and slid his pants down revealing his cock. It was long and meaty as it flopped out hard, slapping lightly against his abdomen. He stood around 6 feet , bearded and fit. I grabbed his cock by the shaft and swirled my tongue around the tip. It had been a long time since I sucked cock and it felt so good to feel slutty again. I furiously sucked and stroked his dick while he told me what a good slut I’m being. He was a piece of shit for taking advantage of my vulnerability but that just turned me on more. I grabbed his scrotum and massaged it before pulling his cock up and sucking on it. While sucking his balls I stroked his cock furiously with my right hand.
Before he came he moved my mouth back over his cock and pushed down on my head making me gag. My tongue moved around feeling every vein on his shaft before he came down my throat. He held me like that until his cock stopped twitching and released me. As I gasped for air he picked me up and walked me to his bedroom where he laid me on my back and took off my shorts and panties. He laid between my legs and licked my already soaking slit. It felt so fucking good each sweeping motion he made. Not too long after he told me to beg for him to keep going.
After I begged he plunged his middle finger inside me then two more. He licked my clit while finger fucking me. I came hard on his fingers. I caught my breath for a few minutes and so did he. He asked me to flip over and wanted to take me from behind.
I rolled over and sat up on my knees before bending over presenting myself to him. He stood on the ground at the edge of the bed and teased his hard again cock over my pussy before plunging inside. We fucked like that for awhile as he pulled on my hair and spanked me. My mind kept drifting as he fucked me thinking of what a slut I was being.
He moved on top of me forcing me flat on the bed. He straddled my ass and got really deep inside in a prone position. It hurt as he pumped into me but I get off to pain. Eventually he came deep inside of me. I was a mess. I must have came 3 times while he was fucking me like that.
We spent the next few hours resting and fucking before he called me a Uber and I went home. It’s been awhile since I had dirty sex with an asshole but I love it. I don’t think it’s good for my mental health but it gets me off like nothing else.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/vxehyt/24fucking_a_35male_friend_from_na_i_told_about_my
sounds fun but make sure you don’t fall in too deep