My First BDSM Experience: My Anal Virginity [F]

I’m a hard working healthcare professional and dutiful mother of two. I’d never explored my deep desires until just before my 40th birthday earlier this year. I had come to the realisation that I had dark fantasies that I needed to explore, and I yearned to find the right person who could allow me that level of unbridled ecstasy.

I was fortunate enough that my sexual prayers were answered by a man- nay, master- who showed me that not only my true destiny was to become his dirty cumslut, but I would crave his cock more than anything else.

He summoned me one day to a semi- secluded area of countryside where he proceeded to examine me, tease me, degrade me and humiliate me, to give me a taste of what was to come if I accepted his proposal. He must have seen some potential in me as a filthy slut as he allowed me to continue this journey on one condition: that he would forcefully take my anal virginity, however he saw fit. My cunt was wet and greedy at the thought of him filling my holes and taking me over- I could not resist.

A few days later, we met at a hotel of his choosing. I was eager for the process to begin and arrived early. It was only when he knocked on the hotel room door that it dawned on me that this was actually going to happen; that I would be penetrated and abused, maybe even beyond my limits.

He proceeded to show me his tools of the trade which included shibari rope, a beautiful studded butt plug, a pair of nipple suction devices, nipple bars, a selection of canes, a large heavy wooden paddle and an industrial quantity of lube. My breath quickened in anticipation as he commanded me to strip and grabbed me by my hair, forcing me onto my knees on the bed where I belonged as his whore. He demonstrated every item to me, working through methodically. I submitted to his shibari handiwork as he crafted me a tight sex harness with my hands behind my back, bound and helpless. I felt vulnerable as he showed me the nipple suction devices and the bars- he watched me flinch and endure as he tightened them until I could bear it no longer and begged for release. I shuddered with a mixture of arousal and pain, but most of all a desire to please, and be pleased.

I was still bound when he forced me onto my front, lain out on the bed, my pale ass in the air, ripe for taking. I heard the crackle of a jar opening and I knew he was priming my virgin anus with lubricant- kindly- and the next thing I knew his fingers were expertly inside me, preparing me for what was to come. He inserted the butt plug and I felt satisfied that I wanted him to dominate me in this way, in a way I had never experienced before. I was apprehensive, but enjoying being at his complete disposal and wondering what would happen next. He proceeded to fuck my cunt hard, it was so good I thought I would die if he continued and die if he didn’t. Even as I recall this, I have to stop and finger myself through explicit arousal for how good it felt. His cum filled me as he defiled me for the first time that evening, but I knew it wouldn’t be the last as he still had many plans to joyfully violate me.
As a novice, I also needed to learn the ways of throatfucking if I was to please him appropriately. He lay me at the edge of the bed on my back with my head hanging back, the perfect angle for his cock to thrust all the way to the back and pleasure himself with my throat. This was a huge turn on and I learned very quickly to synchronise my breathing pattern with his thrusts. My throat ached for several days after and it was a pleasant reminder of my duty as his throatslut when I painfully swallowed at home or at work.

At this point, he pulled the butt plug out and I knew my time had come to properly lose my anal virginity. I had never been interested in anal penetration before but I needed him to dominate me in every way he wanted, for my holes to be filled, for him to claim what was his. I wanted to feel him dump his cum in me again and for it to ooze out of me as a mark of dominion. His thick cock filled me and my eyes watered as I let him push me harder and harder through desire and pain.

After this climax I became more relaxed, and settled into my true nature of being a brat. I wanted to push buttons and see what would happen. I brazenly told him of the orgasms I had achieved without his permission in the preceeding days, whilst fantasising about his thick cock violating me over and over. His response was very clear- I was to be punished for my transgressions- 10 lashes for each unauthorised orgasm. This quickly changed to 20 lashes per orgasm as I persisted to challenge and provoke him with my tales of vibrator play and I grew wetter and more excited as I relived my naughty escapades. I realised quickly this was a mistake, as he was unimpressed with my rulebreaking. He had no choice but to put me in my place, and made me choose my punishment of choice by testing each one out on my bare breasts and buttocks. I was completely new to pain and yelped in agony, moving away from the stimulus as he continued to deal me my rightful treatment. I chose the Dragon cane, made of bamboo heart. I have no idea why, it must have felt the least unpleasant, although maybe it was a trick from my master to lure me to it with a slighter more tender stroke.

I braced myself for my punishment and it began. I realised at this point I had completely underestimated my masters desire to bruise me, to mark me, to demonstrate his unyielding power over me. I continued to be a stubborn brat and refused to use my safe words, trying to be resolute and accept what I deserved. I am ashamed to say I could not tolerate the full quota of lashes, and collapsed in a sobbing heap, accepting complete dominance. I still wanted him to continue, wanted to be his bruised slut, to bear his marks of ownership. I practically crawled home that evening, full of his cum, with a smile on my face, feeling a mixture of peace and satisfaction. Even as I write this, I beg him to command me back to my rightful place as his cumdump, to feel him inside of me reducing me to his vehicle of pleasure.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/vwsyg3/my_first_bdsm_experience_my_anal_virginity_f