I didn’t expect my [first story](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/vvlrxz/i_m_am_a_masseuse_and_love_it_when_my_recurring/) to be so well received, but thank you to everyone who left feedback, compliments, and read/enjoyed! I’ll try to address some of your requests in this second part – enjoy! I ended up writing a lot to try and cover everything that was requested, so Sarah’s fourth session is broken up into parts two and three – [part three can be found here](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/vwpp41/i_m_am_a_massage_therapist_and_love_it_when_my/). Feel free to skip to the ***** if you’d like to jump right into her session and skip some boring massage philosophy. Lastly, huge thanks to u/Nvrrlyhere for helping me proofread and edit!
The day after Sarah’s third visit, I started feeling a little anxious and apprehensive in regards to how things were progressing. The sexual energy at the end of the massage was palpable, and over the next few days I thought long and hard about my own personal philosophy on bodywork/massage, client-therapist relationships, power dynamics, sexual energy, etc. That train of thought led me to rationalizing out my three ground rules, which you can see in part one.
To try and help put you in my shoes, I’ll briefly explain some of my personal ideas on bodywork. Like I said, I think that mental anxiety and stress often manifest in the body through tension and discomfort, which may hide the true issues. The role of my massage is to help my clients feel better physically, but also help them see if there is a deeper reason why they are holding tension.
I’m not a psychologist and don’t claim to be, but I think my clients can make a lot of profound realizations through breathwork, focusing on and directing the energies in their body, and my hands physically de-stressing them. I recognize that many of my clients are just coming in for a massage and don’t want a pseudo-therapy session, but I always start with some breathwork and affirmations to let them know that if they need it, neck up and neck down work can be blended.
I also think that our sexuality, sex drives, and sexual energy are a natural and powerful energy within us. I think sexual energy, when channeled in a healthy and mindful way, can result in some very beneficial effects. Often to truly harness that sexual energy in a healthy way, we need to be completely destressed and at ease; able to focus completely on those energies swelling within.
Practically, all of this is to say that by Sarah’s fourth visit, if she wanted I was willing to take our bodywork a step further into this deeper realm of more sensual energy.
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During our pre-massage chat, I opened up a little and explained in more detail my philosophy, replacing the concept of sex with just “energy”. She seemed very receptive, and had some thoughtful insights related to what she sees in her nursing profession. We agreed to work a more on the breath-energy work and holistic aspect we were discussing, and I reassured that if anything came up during the session, she was free and encouraged to let it out.
After giving her some space to get set, I came back to the room, dimmed the lights, adjusted her slightly, and then stood at the top of her face down body. I very gently placed the tips of my fingers on her sheet covered upper back, and instructed her to start taking full, deep breaths. Letting her back rise into my fingers, I started to gently apply more pressure through my fingertips, walking them slowly down her back to both acclimate her to my touch and to feel for any especially tense areas.
While she breathed, I was dropping some affirmations, telling her how she was safe here for the next hour and a half, how she was doing a great job breathing, how she was free to be herself however that manifested, that it was safe to go as deep as she needed mentally and physically, and affirming that she was welcome to ask for anything she may want or need.
After a minute or two once I had mapped out some spots that needed work, I followed her exhale, sliding my fingers wide and letting my palms come to rest across her upper back. I had her hold the exhale for several seconds, then pulled the sheet down to her waist, exposing her toned, pale upper back. Starting at her waist, I dragged my fingers up each side of her spine, instructing her to try and visualize my fingers pulling energy up towards her crown.
We repeated this several times, her torso expanding and shrinking along with her deep breathing, and again on an exhale applied firm pressure through my palms from her trapezius down to her lower back. As we started really getting into the massage, she became fairly vocal, sighing and moaning, especially as the pressure started getting deep. I tried to encourage her responses, saying things like “good, let it out”.
She was holding a lot of tension at one spot in particular, a fairly common pressure point in the lower back, and as I started to get very deep into it, she started breathing at an accelerated rate. Her skin became very flush and her hands tensed up. I was standing at her side, and as she flexed her hand she brushed it against my thigh, letting it rest there momentarily, her fingers pinching the fabric of my pants slightly. Before I even had the chance to check in though, she moaned out in a breathy voice “oh please, right there … deeper”.
I applied some very firm, deep pinpoint pressure, and let her work into my fingers with her breath. The tension finally started to release after ten or so deep breaths, and I could see how much effort she had put in to go that deep. Sarah’s breath sounded a little exasperated, her skin was warm to the touch, and she was sweating slightly. As I was just lightly circling her lower back with my hands to let her reground herself, she said that she didn’t realize how much that area had been bothering her until now that it had been released.
Not wanting to overwork her, I told her I was going to give her lower back a break and move onto her legs. She responded that for the first time in a while her glutes and hamstrings weren’t bothering her too much, and that she was diligently performing the stretches I had suggested. She was right, and as I worked her legs individually, I could feel a marked improvement from her first three sessions.
As I was making some broad forearm strokes up her glute, she remarked how she was able to wear one of her favorite pairs of high heels for the first time in a while over the weekend since she was feeling so little tension and pain. I asked what made them her favorite, and she said “well they’re just a regular pair of black heels, but something about them makes my ass look amazing. Like it just gives me so much confidence seeing myself in a mirror when I wear them”.
My palms now kneading the sides of her butt, I responded a little too casually, “Hey, I’m glad I can be the one to help you feel that, I can imagine you looked amazing.” She giggled, and said something along the lines of “well no need to imagine, you’re looking at it right now, don’t you think it’s pretty amazing.” Rather than responding, I just laughed and told her it was time to flip over.
[Part 3](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/vwpp41/i_m_am_a_massage_therapist_and_love_it_when_my/)
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/vwpox8/i_m_am_a_massage_therapist_and_love_it_when_my
No sexy bits. Maybe a little too much technical massage therapist talk. But it moves the story along to part 3.
Nicely done, I thought it was a great read, and it got me going anticipating where the story is leading to in the next parts. Thanks!
I love your stories. But more than that, I love your work attitude. Are you working in UK by any chance? I am literally in need of a professional massage due to a lot of painful muscles.
I love your series. It is highly erotic and enjoyable. I as a male know that I would benefit from a trained LMT.
Genuinely curious how one would go about training to become a “spiritual massage therapist”? Loving the series btw, great writing!
I think there’s a difference between technical talk and anticipation/sexual build up. Not sure what most people had commented on the previous story, but what I loved so much about part 1 was all the tension build up, not exactly the technical part of it, but the way it was incorporated into the idea of leading up to sexual fantasy.
Moving on to part 3 though to see where it goes :)