I am straight but…. [MT]

I am happily married masculine guy that is in good shape. But when no one is home I will but on some lingerie and use some sex toys to pleasure myself. I love the feeling of the soft stockings on my body. Occasionally my wife will use a strap on me but it’s rarely. Once year maybe and while it excites her because we are “pushing limits” she will also complain “That things a pain in the ass to put on etc” (kind of the point 😁) Our sex life lately is I do the foreplay massages etc and when she cums a few times and am told to hurry up. Now she is a stay at home parent and when I am not on the road I am home with no work obligations… we have time. But all this is within the realms of normal.

Before we got together I had the opportunity a few times to hook up with a few trans women. I have to admit I liked sucking dick and reaching up to feel some amazing tits. One girl was a regular hookup until she got into a committed relationship. It was amazing to watch them cum while fucking them. I topped them mostly and swapped oral and once tried to bottom but she was too big and I not able to relax. Again I think I am straight but that shit was kind of hot. Maybe Bi, but doubtful I think about doing those things with another man and it really doesn’t turn me on. The feminine side with an added package i nice so maybe a passable CD? I may be dating myself but Craigslist was a good spot to hookup you just had to do the work and get past the trolls and fakes and you could actually find some decent quality. Now lately the urge is stronger than ever to be with a trans again and all I can seem to find is $500 escorts while I am ok with that but I am afraid of arrest or being robbed which occasionally happens. What’s a man to do?

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/vuqh03/i_am_straight_but_mt