Stay at my side Ch.12 [M/F] [Friends to lovers] [cuddling]

Chapter 12: A cutie

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I used her boobs as a pillow! I knew that I should focus on other things, but the thought that I just cuddled my face against the chest of one of the hottest girls in school left no space for anything else. It wasn’t just that it felt really good, which it definitely did, but that Casey almost forced me to do this. It was by far the biggest proof of trust I ever got from her. Are you really thinking about her boobs while she needs comfort?!

It wasn’t like I did nothing for her. I kissed her forehead and was stroking her cheek. I could allow myself to think about other stuff while doing this. I didn’t even know why she needed comfort right now, but maybe I should focus on her now.

I looked her in the eyes. She seemed happy, maybe a little excited and I instantly forgot about my new favorite pillow. I didn’t know why, but looking at her always pushed any other thought away. I guessed I had the same effect on her because there was a new look in her eyes I didn’t notice before. Before I could find out what this meant, she asked me: “Did you like it?” I knew a normal answer wouldn’t be enough to show her how much I liked it. “I loved it.” I pressed a kiss onto her cheek and felt her lips forming a smile. I pulled away before another accident could happen. It felt good to kiss her again but I didn’t want to take any risks.

I sat up and looked down at her. She really was adorable. I thought about cuddling with her again but I had other things to do, which she also had I guessed. “I’m gonna get dressed and finish my homework because it’s too much to do on the bus. You should do the same.” Before she could contradict me, I stood up and pulled out some clothes from the wardrobe. I needed to go to the toilet anyway so I opened the door and stepped through it. Before I could close it behind it, I noticed Casey sitting up. “I don’t have anything to wear.” I totally forgot about that. “I can lend you a shirt and Sophie will borrow you something if you ask her. If not, let your sister ask her.”

She thanked me and I closed the door. When I was in the bathroom, I heard her going down the stairs, followed by two persons going up. The door to Sophie’s room was opened and soon after Casey walked back to my room. I hurried with changing my clothes and then quickly went back to my room. Casey sat at my desk and had taken out her school stuff. She seemed annoyed.

“I hate Math!” She really hated it and Math probably hated her. She had other talents but I’ve never seen someone struggling so hard with this subject. “I can help you after I am done with my own.” “I’ll wait for you then because I don’t understand anything.”

My desk stood next to the bed and you could use the edge of the bed as a second chair. I sat down and started writing an essay I had to finish until Monday. At some point, Casey got up from my desk chair and sat down behind me. I expected her to lean her forehead against me but she seemed to seek some more contact. She squeezed herself between me and the wall and curled herself around my waist. Her thighs were pressed against my lower back and her head rested on my leg. I tried to concentrate on my essay and somehow was able to write something that wouldn’t get me an F. I didn’t tell her though.

I didn’t know how someone could be so unbelievably cute. She seemed so innocent and vulnerable cuddling against me. I didn’t know where that feeling came from but I just wanted to protect her. She seemed happy but I still had this feeling. Maybe it was because it looked like she depended on me. I felt kinda bad because this sounded egoistic but I had every right to be a little bit protective over her, right? I wasn’t like I wanted her only to myself, I just looked after her to protect her from bad people. Maybe she was like a little sister to me when it came to these types of things.

I knew this was a lie when Casey snuggled her head into my lap. I thought about bout what I would do if she would do this with someone else and I was shocked at how much I hated this thought. It was easy to say that she was like a sister to me and I wanted to protect her but this wasn’t the case. I not only wanted her to don’t do this kind of stuff with anyone else… I wanted her to do it with me.

I almost started laughing when I realized this. “What’s so funny?” Casey looked up at me. I returned it and we looked each other in the eyes for a moment. “Nothing, just thinking. Don’t worry, Cutie.”

Did you just call her Cutie? I quickly turned my head away and felt my face turning red. How did that happen? Casey didn’t say anything either. Just when I thought that she didn’t even notice it, she asked me directly about it: “Did you call me cutie?” She didn’t sound mad. I looked down at her and saw her smiling at me. Her cheeks were a little red but she seemed more flustered than embarrassed. Did she like it?

“It just slipped out, I didn’t think about it.” Suddenly the smile on her face vanished. “Oh… okay.” She really did like it… and it wasn’t even a lie, she was cute and beautiful and nice and all these things you could wish for… “This doesn’t mean it’s not true. This may sound weird but in my opinion, you’re a cutie.” I just let go and told her what I thought. When I looked at her, I noticed how her view changed. It wasn’t just the lovely caring look she always gave me when we were alone. There was a shine in her eyes and I knew I had the same look on my face.

Neither of us said anything. We didn’t even really know what we wanted from each other at this moment. We just knew that this felt good.

I slowly laid my hand on her cheek and she wrapped her arms around my neck. I leaned down to her and she pulled herself up a little. Our faces were now inches apart. I could feel her breath on my skin. She was even more beautiful up close. My heart raced in my chest. We both were too scared to come closer but we both enjoyed this vicinity.

“I love you, Casey.” I didn’t even think about it. The words just went out of my mouth. I noticed how her expression changed from overwhelmed to loving. “I love you too.” Neither of us knew how we meant these words but her lips on my cheek, shortly after definitely felt different than usual.

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