Stay at my side Ch.8 [M/F] and [A/F] [friends] [comfort] [cuddles] [oral sex]

Chapter 8: New feelings

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I never thought that you could comfort each other if you were the reason why the other one needed it. Well, it wasn’t real comforting, it was more like calming down, and I would lie if I said that I didn’t need it too.

Casey still sat on my lap and hugged me. I could feel her heart pounding, and I was pretty sure she could feel mine. Sometimes, when our feelings overwhelmed us, we hugged each other extremely tight for a moment until we had calmed down. When it got better we let go a little bit in the first few minutes we clinched on each other so hard that it almost hurt. With time, it got less and less. Until, after maybe 20 minutes, we both almost simultaneously loosened our grip a little. We didn’t look at each other during that time, and nor did we talk. We just communicated by the intensity of our hug.

I didn’t know what to say. We had kissed each other partly. Not only that we were just friends, but neither of us had their first kiss before, and we didn’t know how it was supposed to be. Was it normal that it felt this way or was a real kiss even more intense and we were just overreacting? All the thoughts and this girl in my arms, that surely thought something similar.

“I’m sorry.” I whispered. I really meant it but I didn’t even know whether she had heard it or not. “That’s my sentence.” She started laughing. She really laughed. She pulled her head back and smiled at me. Her eyes were still full of tears but she seemed happier than ever before. Her dark blue eyes shone behind the wall of tears, that had built up. Like a crystal at the bottom of a deep lake. Her hair was a total mess and seemed like it wanted to hug her face. Truth was, I wanted it too. I didn’t think and just cupped her face in my hands. I was as gentle as possible and my best friend willingly put her face into my hands. “You’re beautiful, you know that?”

It wasn’t the first time I said these words. It was true, Casey was really pretty and everyone would agree with that. Everyone except for Casey. I know it may sound like Casey was a typical pick-me girl, but she really wasn’t. She didn’t like the way she looked and she hated it when someone made her compliments. There were some exceptions, for example, me. She just thought that I always said it to cheer her up and was happy about me, wanting to make her smile, but never ever did she say:

“Aww, really? You too.” Her face still laid in my hands. There was no blushing or anything like that. She believed me. And what should the part with the ‘you too’ mean? I sometimes got told that I was hot. She even called me pretty one time but never beautiful. I couldn’t define the difference but it made me smile way more than ‘pretty’ did.

I still hadn’t said anything about it, but I was lucky. She yawned and cuddled her face against my hand. I gently stroked her cheek with my thumb and she seemed to enjoy it. I still had many questions in my head, but I hoped that Casey could answer them. It was maybe too early to talk about the kiss so I started chronologically.

“What even happened? You were suddenly awake and started to cry. You wanna talk about it?.” Her eyes wandered away from my face and into the darkness. She sighed once and then began to talk: “I had a nightmare. Not one of these simple ones, where you wake up maybe are scared for a couple of seconds and then go to sleep again. It was… it wasn’t even a nightmare technically it were the memories from what I heard last night. That’s why I cried.” She lifted her right arm to wish some tears out of her face. After she was finished, she put her hand on mine, which still rested on her face. She looked me in the eyes again. “And now I’m crying because of the thought of this kiss ruining the best thing that ever happened to me.” A tear ran down my hand and onto hers. “Fuck, why did it have to feel this good?”

She also had split feelings about this. She already had enough problems and I shouldn’t make her more. “I don’t know, I guess we’re just overwhelmed because we never experienced something like this. The important thing is, that we are close enough that we can laugh about it and maybe even be happy that we had somewhat of a first kiss with a person we trust.” She seemed to like this idea and closed her eyes. “And it felt really good for me too.” She looked at me with big eyes. “Really?” She sad between sobs. “Yes, I can even still taste you.” I would never have told her that if I wasn’t sure that she felt it too, but the number of times she already had licked over her lips made me pretty sure that she also remembered the kiss this way. I was right. “Good, I thought I was alone with this.” She didn’t cry anymore and seemed very relieved. We looked at each other for some more moments before she yawned and closed her eyes

“We should go to sleep.” I nodded at her as soon as she opened her eyes a bit to look whether I also looked tired. I was happy that I just had to listen for once. I laid down and spread my arms for her. She bent over me. Her hair slightly tickled my face as we looked each other lovingly in the eyes for a couple of seconds. Then she rested her head on my chest and I pulled her down onto me. Her warm body felt comforting on me. “Good night, I love you.” Were the last words I said, before drifting off into my sleep.

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Mia’s hands were shaking. We sat on the couch in our living room and I kneeled in front of her while she has laid down and told me about her current situation. We were holding hands but this was normal for us. I bent over her and now kneeled between her legs, pushing her hands down on either side of her. “You wanted a distraction?” I asked her directly. She nodded. “Please, I know you wanted this and I need it now.” She really begged me for it. I didn’t need any further words from her and kissed her straight on the lips. She seemed surprised at first but soon wrapped her arms around my neck and started kissing me back.

When I pushed my tongue out, she willingly opened her mouth and greeted me with her own. I had to admit that she was good, even though I knew she had almost no experience. I started sucking on her tongue which seemed to be new to her but she got into it really quick. When we parted, a small string of saliva still connected our mouths.

“You wanted a distraction?” She quickly nodded. She didn’t only wanted a distraction, she also wanted me. I unbuttoned her blouse and placed a kiss on her neck. She let out a soft moan and I proceeded to kiss her body. I reached her upper breast and placed a kiss. She seemed surprised by the feeling she got but I didn’t stop. When I tried to open her bra, she lifted her back to give me access and her breast was free only some seconds after. I firmly blew at her nipple, which was already standing up straight, eager to be touched. I licked around it at first but as soon as I heard her whimper, I gave in and took it in my mouth. I didn’t even care about her reaction anymore, I did it for my own pleasure.

With her other boob in my hand, I continued my journey downwards and caressed her stomach until I couldn’t wait any longer. I threw her dress next to her and almost ripped off her panties to look at the treasure I found. Her outer lips almost completely hid my goal, but I was experienced enough to navigate through this area blindly.

We both couldn’t wait any longer. I decided to give her what we both needed and put my tongue on the lowest part of her womanhood. She tensed up as I licked upwards, pressing my tongue between her lips and tasting the wetness I caused her to produce. I licked further and my tongue slid into her entrance. I could feel her pulse down there and I had to smile because it felt that innocent thinking about something like her heart while doing this.

My goal wasn’t her entrance so I continued further to the sweet spot. I stopped for a second to tease her but my plans were broken by her legs that wrapped around me and pushed me down onto her clit. She needed this. I gave up teasing her and started to stimulate her with my tongue.

I noticed her moans getting louder and at some point she even grabbed my hair. This evening was a full success. I switched to sucking and she tensed up. She was close. I had to hurry because I couldn’t even breathe properly while she was leg-locking me. I didn’t have to wait for long, because shortly after she got even louder and I could feel the contractions of her bottom.

I wished I could see her face during this but I had no other choice than to hold my breath and imagine what I would see if I could lift my head.

After some seconds she let go of me and sat up. We both were breathing heavily and after some seconds she understood why I was out of breath. “Oh my God, I’m so sorry. In the heat of the moment I just…” before she could apologize for more dumb things I planted her a kiss on the lips and laid down next to her. I handed her her blouse and she clothed the two middle buttons. She couldn’t find her panties and just put on her dress.”You don’t need to put them on for me.” She smirked. “Isn’t your Brother home?” He was. “You know Matt only has eyes for your sister, and now come here.” I grabbed her by her waist and pulled her down to me.

We laid on our sides and looked at each other. “Turn around.” She had a look on her face I couldn’t interpret. I followed her introduction and she laid an arm over me. I felt her body against my back as she cuddled against me. “You deserve some love too.” I didn’t know what to say. I got friends and sexual relationships. No one ever gave me love. Whatever that meant. I was too tired to resist and it even felt good but I would never admit that. With her hand on, and an unknown feeling in my chest I fell asleep.

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