[27F] My Gonewild Manifesto & FAQs [F]

Hi all! I had a lot of fun with my last r/gonewildstories post, so I thought this might be a fun creative way to journal and catalog it all for myself and for everyone!! In no particular order, but due to a lot of inbound messages from strangers…

**Have your breasts always been that big?**

My breasts have probably been around this size ever since I was around 16 or 17 years old. I’ve gained a couple cup sizes since then, but I’ve been largely around this size since the later half of high school.

**What was it like growing up with boobs that big?**

I’m by nature more of an introverted, quiet, quirky kind of personality. I’m a middle child, so I tend to gravitate to being the mediator in the group. I like to play board games with friends, I’m really good at that one Mario Party game where you aggressively spin the joystick around to paddle the boat, I used to think I most identified as an air bender but now I’m coming to think my personality is more water bender, and I have the patience to make a really good smore. I think you can tell in my writing, but I have a lot of distinct quirks and tastes.

Anyway, I say this all as context because growing up, I think I was generally friendly and amicable with everyone for the most part thru high school. But then when my body changed and all these new puberty hormones starting coursing thru everybody, the dynamic did seem to markedly change as I look back. Boys assume you’re super easy, girls assume you’re trying to always be slutty, and even teachers start to treat you differently. It gives you this underlying omnipresent frustrating that always lingers out there. I grew up in a small town and I suddenly became “the girl with the big boobs.” Even girls that had “big boobs” were girls that were like half my size. The shift made me question what was normal, what defined “beautiful,” and what was aspirational to me. I didn’t know what to do with them, clothes became a pain, I was super embarrassed about them, and there was this latent sexual tension and anger about it all that just sat there like this recurring fog.

I later went on to college and I came to realize that it wasn’t that bad. You could even argue they’re nice and the opposite of how I originally thought about them. But if nothing else, they weren’t worthy of being embarrassed about. I think the whole reason I write some of these gonewildstories is it helps me explore this different side of me when I’ve historically been too shy to speak up about my interests, it gives me a safe outlet to connect to nice individuals on Reddit, and honestly – for better or worth, it gives me a lot more confidence and affirmation in my body! I’ve grown to accept my body, but there are still a lot of things I hate about it and hearing from complete strangers that don’t have any vested interest in really lying to me but telling me what they think about my pictures, what they think about my writing, etc. make me feel just a lot more confident in myself and in my body!

**Do you have back pain?**

Definitely! It was most prominent in my upper spine originally, but in gaining a bit of weight or probably just as I get a bit older – I’ve been feeling more pain in my lower back. In the area just above the butt. So throughout the day I’ll try to stretch out my back and take some of the pressure off my lower back. It’s not unbearable, but it’s definitely a reality of my existence.

**Do you like titfucking?**

It’s probably my favorite sexual activity. It’s something about having a man really obsessing over my breasts, objectify me for them, and using my body for their own pleasure. Coupled with this intense face-to-face experience where you can really look at each other. It’s this carnal, selfish sexual experience that’s uniquely objectification of a part of my body that I used to be very critical of. And then there’s so much visual aid, foreplay, face-to-face, buildup, etc. I can’t cum from it, but I love it in its own way, a lot. I think it’s a mental thing for me.

When I am with a guy for the first time, normally he’ll be standing and I’m on my knees or at the edge of a bed using my hands to bounce my breasts up and down. I will say, this tends to work best if his dick is curved upwards a bit and that’ll make things easier. That frees up my hands a bit better to bounce more fluidly. Depending on how big the guy is, I’m happy and eager to suck on the tip as his head pops in and out of my cleavage. I enjoy swallowing and I imagine the best part for the guy is finishing in my mouth as he’s thrusting into my chest. That said, I also love the feeling of fully surrounding a guy and not being able to see his dick at all. Just the overwhelming volume fully enclosed around him and the differences in sizes really turns me on. So there’s something for everyone!

If I’ve been with a guy a few times, then I’ll normally prefer to do it lying down on my back in the bed. The guy will typically straddle my chest on his knees on both my sides while he titfucks me. In the absence of gravity, it’s just a lot easier to bounce my breasts when we’re horizontal. But that’s more for the convenience factor!

**Favorite sexual position?**

Probably reverse cowgirl. I don’t claim to have a big ass, but I have enough to work with, I’d like to think. It just feels different when you face away. I think it pushes the dick against the g-spot. You can feel the difference inside you as it just presses against a different part inside. I’m no anatomical expert, but it just feels different! But I think most guys probably prefer cowgirl to play with my boobs while we have sex. And I enjoy that too! And for the record, I don’t think size matters, so you don’t need to all message me that you have 15″ dicks… 😂

**What are your sexual kinks?**

I wouldn’t say I’m vanilla, but I don’t think I’m that kinky either. Unpopular opinion, but I would never do anal and I don’t like BDSM. But I also love to please a man with titfucking, blowjobs, etc. I love the riskiness of public sex and the possibility and adventure of group sex. I’ve done things in restaurant bathrooms, malls, outside on hikes, etc. I haven’t done anything in this vein, but I like the concept of free use. Nothing crazy, but I think that’s also part of the reason why I like expressing it online on Reddit now, in part. In general, I would say I have a tendency to be the submissive one in the bedroom, but if I’m really really horny and then I can definitely be dominant. If I’m super turned on, I’ll notice that I’ll be vocal about how I want it, in what positions, and I can get kind of bratty if I don’t get things how I really want it. But I will say that isn’t a very common scenario for me.

**Have you gotten out of a speeding ticket because of your boobs?**

I am a good girl and I have never been pulled over for speeding! So, I wouldn’t know and hopefully never will know what is possible! I’m a slow grandma driver. So if anything, I would anticipate they pull me over for going too slow. But I digress! I think I’ve gotten preferential treatment from authority figures more generally, outside of getting a ticket. For example, when I was applying for restaurant or retail jobs, I was always thrusted into being upfront and center because managers wanted the girl with big tits out in front to bring in customers and usher them along. So they haven’t gotten me out of a speeding ticket, but surely job offers and other fun stuff.

**Would you ever get a breast reduction?**

I struggled for a long time with my body and I think this exploration/discovery process, this more formal verbalization thru journaling on Reddit, the affirmation I get from complete strangers – it has shifted my mindset a lot. I concede, maybe it’s not the healthiest mindset. Honestly, it’s definitely not. But frankly, I do embrace this identity of being “the girl with the big boobs.” At some instinctual level, I love the attention they demand in a crowd, the inevitable stares, and the idea that someone is going home and masturbating to the memory of my body. I like when my partner plays with them, uses them, obsesses over them, and objectifies me for them. It comes at the expense of some back pain, usually 2 sports bras to work out, ill-fitted clothes, and an odd stare or two, but it’s a part of me. It’s part of my body and now my identity, and I’m embracing the innate sexuality it brings me. So, the answer is no!

**My favorite Reddit message?**

I appreciate you all and all the positive, uplifting, encouraging comments from those that reached out! I’m a sexual being, but I’m also a regular human being. Comments like, “Oh my this is one of the hottest non intercourse story I’ve ever read! You are gorgeous despite your beautiful breast. Every detail of this story makes it amazing and this boils down to being so well written. Look forward to more from you!” or “Hi! Just wanted to let you know that you REALLY have a way with words. There’s a billion ways to tell the same story, and yours screams either natural talent or good education, possibly both. They’re really good reads! Looking forward to the next ones! Have a nice summer!” are really nice and wholesome. I appreciate the folks that are all business out-of-the-gate, and I also appreciate the compliments for my other underappreciated assets! We’re not all just one thing is my point.

Thanks all for reading! I used to post things on gonewildstories or sluttyconfessions to get my words out into the world and then I would delete it, but I’m experimenting here with keeping things out there and letting my sexual side coexist with love for TV, gardening, food, games, etc. It’s like a cathartic verbal diarrhea for me to just get myself out there into the world, but with all my facets. For my own reflections and also a bit for others’ enjoyment! It’s part sexy and part wholesome, I think.

Yours Always,

Heather

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/vhnxcs/27f_my_gonewild_manifesto_faqs_f