I (18F) gave my first blowjob to my gay friend [FM]

Okay, so this has been an incredibly weird experience for me (18F). To preface this, I’d say I’m a pretty kinky person, as you may be able to tell from my previous posts. Total virgin, only sexual experience has been getting groped on a train twice lol.

I’m also a lesbian. Romantically. I don’t know, sexuality is confusing. Basically, I only want to date girls but hooking up with guys is fine with me solely because I’m a slut haha.

Anyway so I started a new part time job a month or so ago. I’ve been put on shifts with this guy, let’s call him Jacob. So Jacob and I are on shifts together most of the time, and we get along really well. He’s 19, just finished his gap year travelling, so he has a ton of stories to tell, plus we are both hopefully going to uni next year. When I found out he was gay it was great as it was nice being able to chat to someone about it.

Jacob’s definitely your stereotypical nerdy guy, super into anime and gaming. I’ve watched a few animes and I play PC so we vibe well. He’s not like super ugly or anything, but very academic and definitely doesn’t care about his looks that much. Picture hair that is just a very grown out haircut and a few acne scars and stuff. Freckles too.

I don’t really know how to describe myself but I’m 5’8, brunette with long hair and pretty pale skin. I’d say I look very average lol.

On to the interesting bit, earlier today on our shift him and I were chatting since it was a super slow day. We got onto the topic of COVID tests, and I joked about how I was glad I didn’t have much of a gag reflex having to put them done your throat. He made a comment about how the male population must be suffering then since I’m gay, and I joked back mentioning that I’m down to suck dick just for the attention.

I didn’t think much about it since we joke around a ton, but it obviously stuck in his mind. When we were on lunch break, he snuck it back into conversation, and casually mentioned he had never got a blowjob. I was pretty surprised, since he told me about his ex who he dated for like a year, but apparently they were asexual so they never gave him one.

I’m sympathising with him but there’s definitely a slight smile on my face since he genuinely looked so sad about it. I think I say something like, “Aw, well if it gets too hard to bear this incredible burden I’m here for you”, and he just looks me in the eyes and I feel like he knows. Then it’s confirmed that he knows, since he straight up asks me if I will give him one.

Naturally I’m like, “what? I thought you were gay?” and he’s like “Yeah, I mean I thought you were too? I’m gay but a blowjob is a blowjob”. I’m kind of pinned in a corner since yeah I guess he is right. I can’t remember exactly what I said back, but it was something like “Just because I don’t like guys doesn’t mean I don’t like dick”.

One incredibly awkward conversation later and I’m agreeing to meet him at his place after the shift. (Note, I have been to his place before so I wasn’t like putting myself in a creepy situation or anything). We’ve laid out the ground rules, we aren’t into each other like that, but we are both horny and sex is sex.

I get home to get changed and I’m panicking for what to wear, and then thinking about how ridiculous it is that I’m having to panic on what to wear to go give a bj to my gay friend. In the end I just put on a hoodie and a skirt, and head over to his ASAP.

He’s waiting, and he’s like “Dude, like, tell me any time if you’re not into this anymore and we can pretend it never happened”. Very sweet, but I’m determined. He takes his trousers off and gets his dick out, and honestly all I can think is wow men do not know how to get undressed sexily. He’s maybe a bit on the smaller size of average, which is honestly perfect for me giving a blowjob for the first time ever.

I start licking it and I’m feeling kind of awkward as I start sucking, and then he places his hand on the back of my head. Hundreds of porn clips I’ve seen flash into my head and I’m just looking at him and nodding. I don’t actually think he understood at first, but then he starts pushing me down more. I keep having to take breaks to breathe, and I feel kind of embarrassed about it but I don’t even think he cared lol.

He gets pretty rough and at this point it’s definitely more of a facefuck than a blowjob, but its easier to me as I felt out of my depth having to be in control. He doesn’t last super long (although I have no clue what is normal) and I can see the hesitation when he’s about to cum. I mean, I didn’t know what to do either, and at that point he’s pulled out and his cum is on my cheek.

He’s obviously pretty exhausted, so I excuse myself to the bathroom just to wipe down my face lmao. When I get back he’s pretty flustered, and I am too, and he offers for me to stay and play videogames for a bit, and I’m like, “hey, we are cool that was fun. But that’s a bit too awkward haha”.

So, I go home where I am now, and I have another shift with him on Thursday haha.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/vgrs4u/i_18f_gave_my_first_blowjob_to_my_gay_friend_fm