I had an experience a while ago of having a crush on an older guy and as soon as I saw he might be into me, I went for him in a really direct way and we hooked up. It was a lot of fun and very exciting and we wanted to keep it up. Because of the age difference he wasn’t comfortable making it known to anyone so we worked hard to keep it secret, which meant it was hard to find time to get together since we both lived with our parents and families. It was hard on me because I really was into him and would have loved to be able to just tell people I was his girlfriend but if keeping it secret was what it took to keep him then I was ok with that.
He told a friend of his, a bit older than him, about us and the friend said we could meet and hook up at his place which was sooo good. Finally we were able to get together often, like a few times a week. We were having amazing times together and I was just getting more into him. But then the friend said he wanted something in exchange for helping. He would ask for stuff like being in the room and watching or a little bit of time with me before or after, like just seeing me naked or touching or a quick bj or handjob. I didn’t like it but my boyfriend said it was my decision, he wouldn’t make me do it but it was the only way to have a place to meet so I had to decide if that was worth it. I was still really into him so I agreed, even though I was kind of mad at the friend for ‘forcing’ this on us (or me).
I kinda got used to it and it was just part of the routine of meeting up but it always went a little further every time and he wanted a little more till we were basically having threesomes together. And there were even times I would have to go there just to hook up with the friend, like without my boyfriend. I wasn’t really into him and it was all for my bf so I did my best to get comfortable with it. At this point, it had gotten to things like, giving the friend a handjob or bj during sex with my bf, or him cumming on me after my bf did, or letting him take some pics and videos of me and my boyfriend together, or just me. My bf’s friend started buying me lingerie and underwear and outfits he wanted me to wear when we all got together.
Since I never really got chances to just hang out with my boyfriend and do normal things and we basically only met up for sex, it really felt like I was dating his friend too, like it was always the three of us together and almost never just me and my bf. Sooo accidental polyamory I guess?
I was getting used to the arrangement and it started feeling normal to me and I was really having a great time with both of them. I loved the attention I got when the two of them were with me, and loved hearing how they would talk about me and what they liked about me and what they wanted from me. I was feeling like a rockstar with two older guys so into me and I was going along with pretty much anything they asked.
Just as I was getting really into them both, rumors got around about us and they both got a little nervous and would rather keep it all secret so my bf ended it suddenly. It took some time to process it all and think how a lot of it was so good and so much fun but also really hurtful too. it was way more than i signed up for originally and had no idea what I was getting into but I definitely learned a lot about what I want, what I don’t want, and how to get it.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/v7dxga/mmf_to_have_a_place_to_have_sex_with_my_bf_i_had