So when she I got back to my apartment from work I got a FaceTime call from my gf and she told me to come over so we can have a chat. She started getting really seductive over the phone and she made me a deal she said that I can fuck her anyway we want tonight it doesn’t matter. She just wants me to choose and in one of the hottest voices I’ve heard from her she goes “ Lets have some fun tonight baby, but the agreement is that you have to be hard the moment you walk in the door” and if I’m not at my hardest state than no sex for me. I asked her how am I supposed to stay hard? She just tells me that I have a drawer of sex toys and stuff she’s sure I can figure it out. I do have one but nothing in it was for me. I went on a spree and bought a bunch of lingerie and toys for my gf a couple months ago, but again she gets nervous about sex and she feels uncomfortable wearing lingerie so that drawer hasn’t seen the light of days after a day of buying them lol
And idk why maybe it was me saying fuck it you only live once, or maybe it’s cause I just smoked a joint to myself or the thought of instead of telling her my kinky just showing her or maybe it is cause I have lost sight of my dom energy and I am a little bottom boy now. I opened the sex drawer and I grabbed a pink lace thong and slide it on while my FT was on pause, I looked in the mirror and I just looked ridiculous so I went back in the drawer and grabbed a pair of white lace boy short panties and I have to say they looked really hot on me. Not even like in a feminine way they just hugged every thing so nicely, like my ass was just wow all my exes in the past used to make remarks about my ass and even my current gf will say something here and there. It even got me thinking why don’t they make male lingerie or like if they do why don’t they make it sexier lol but yet there’s also this hint of shame and embarrassment to be wearing these like it felt like I was losing a bit of my masculinity and idk why but it turned me on.
There’s something in me that likes being a pathetic male for a powerful independent woman. I also think femininity in males during sex could be much more sexier if toxic masculinity wasn’t a thing. Idk it’s nice to see that smile girls get on there faces while pegging or being a dom. The power they hold and the fact they have dirty little secrets to hold over your head when you get to cocky in you manhood lol Like id do anything she’d tell me. I’d submit in anyway. I always thought it’d be so hot for me to be in a full on suit and tie tempered to fit me but underneath my gf has me wearing her panties, just so we both know she’s the one who owns me. It’s a pathetic fantasy.
So back to it I’m on my way over to my gfs house and when I get there I walk into her room and my legs are shaking from anxiety and my dick is rock hard from being turned on she looks at me and down at my area and has a huge smile. She grabs my hand and leads me into bed. She starts feeling me up above my pants and whispers in my ear “your the hardest I’ve ever felt, what’s got you so turned on” she kisses my ear “is it cause you can fuck me anyway you want daddy or is it cause you decided to be a little bitch and wear a plug” I was shocked I thought in my head that could’ve done that and she would’ve expected it! She starts to laugh at me and say “I’m pretty sure I know what role you’d rather play” she starts to try to grab my dick under my pants but I jump back and the panic and embarrassment starts to kick in and the next thing I hear is “so your definitely wearing something underneath” I try to defend myself but she had complete control of this situation from the start.
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/v5v6vt/learning_my_place_pt_2_true