Certified Gamer Moment [M/F, long distance]

Today was a horrible day, but I knew I could always count on hopping online for some games with friends to pick me back up.

After I got home from work I headed upstairs to change into some comfier clothes almost immediately. Today couldn’t have been any worse. My boss blew up on me, I tried to stand my ground, I just wanted the day to be over. Before I left I sent a message to the group chat.

**Hey is everybody free to play tonight? Today was the worst**

Jake and Ryan texted back after a few minutes and said they would get on around six o’ clock, but it was a response from Brennan I wanted to read. I figured he must still be working himself and that’s why he hadn’t texted back.

I really looked forward to our nearly daily game sessions. Jake and Ryan were hilarious when you got them into a party together. I loved them almost like distant brothers. Brennan on the other hand, I loved. He lives in some small town in Iowa, a state I had never even imagined thinking about before, and over the course of a few years I had grown to love him more and more. Part of me always wished I had the confidence to just come clean to him about it.

Our party would always queue up in some battle royale game and we would play late into the night joking around and just having fun. The energy was always positive, but some nights I wished it was just Brennan and I in the party chat alone.

**I can be on at 6 see you guys then!**

It was Brennan. Thank God he is free tonight, I thought to myself. If everyone is getting on around six that gives me about an hour to kill so I decided to head to my bedroom to let off some of my sexual frustration before I brought it into our games.

I laid down on my bed and immediately slid my hand under my short shorts and panties. As I started to rub my clit, I pulled up the pictures Brennan had sent me over time. Some were of just his face, Snap’s I had saved, some were from his social media, but all of them I had saved on my phone like some sort of online stalking sexual deviant. I was enthralled with him but didn’t have the courage to say it, but even if I did he would probably be too naive to pick up on it. He was too sweet.

I thought about all the times I had slyly implied something sexual to the group hoping Brennan would say something, but he never did. Maybe he was too shy.

I could feel my pussy getting more and more wet the more I thought about him. He was so handsome. Tall, dark hair, slightly chubby but pulled off his outfits beautifully. I wish I knew what was under them, thought. I always pictured him having an above average sized cock. Surely since he was always so modest he had to be hiding something.

My pussy throbbed and a slight chill ran through my body. I reached down further so I could slide a finger in. I wish it was his fingers. I started to pick up the pace imagining what he would do to me. I always dreamed about being fucked by him. Feeling his cock sliding in and out me. I would let him use me however he wanted to. He could fuck me in any position, use my mouth like some sex doll, I would even give up my anal virginity to him. God I bet his cock would fit so nice in my tight ass.

My body shivered again. I reached over to my beside table and fished out my confetti-colored dildo while still fingering myself. I wondered if he even likes anal. I wonder if he thinks of me when he watches porn.

I pulled my fingers out of myself and replaced them with my dildo. As I slid it in I circled one of my nipples with my wet finger then pinched it as I bottomed out. I closed my eyes and tried my best to imagine him on top of me. I let go of my nipple and pulled my leg up into the air holding it steady and feeling my pussy be exposed to the room.

I want him to push my legs up over my head and just fuck me. Fuck me as hard as he can. I couldn’t move my dildo fast enough. The fake balls at the bottom kept slamming against my skin but I wanted it to go deeper. I know Brennan would. I moved it as fast as I could manage and started to moan into the empty room.

“Brennan, fuck, please cum inside me. You can cum in me it’s okay,” I moaned in the dark to nobody.

Just as I came my phone vibrated.

**Hey I saw your message to the group I’m really sorry you had a bad day hopefully we can cheer you back up**

A direct message from him, then another to the group.

**I’ll get on around 6 talk to you guys in a bit!**
I laid there basking in the post-orgasm cloud I felt I was on reading his message he sent me. I laid there thinking of what to reply before texting him back.

**it’s a long story but I’m really looking forward to playing with you guys. You’re always a great end to shitty days**

He replied.

**you know if you ever want to talk about it or anything you can always text me and I’ll listen. I might not have the right things to say but I’m always here for you Katie**

Holy. Fuck. Was this him making a move? Was I reading too much into it? Is this really happening? My hands shook as I typed.

**Really, Brennan? That means so much to me to hear that. I could definitely use you most days**

My heart was racing as I pressed send.

**All you have to do is text or call, I’ll pick up if I’m not busy with work or anything**

I replied.

**Thank you so much. It’s so nice to hear that, really.**

I laid there basking in the texts he had sent. Maybe he was finally getting the clue and trying to make a move. I mean, maybe he was just trying to be a good friend also, but maybe there was more to it.

Thirty minutes had gone by and everyone started to get online. We all joined into a party and queued up into the game. We played for about two hours or so and the whole time the only thing I could think about was what Brennan had said. I wanted to just come clean to him, I thought about mentioning something while we were all in the party. Fuck what Jake and Ryan had to say or the jokes I know they would make. I could just do it, but I didn’t.

We queued up for one more match when Jake or Ryan said it was all or nothing for them. If we win, they stay on and play one more again. If we lose, they get off for the night. We lost. I figured Brennan would get off as well, but he stayed in the party.

“Hey, you doing alright,” he asked me. I could hear the nervousness in his voice. Normally Jake and Ryan could keep the conversations rolling, but now it was only him and me.

“I’ve definitely been better,” I replied, detailing what had happened at work earlier in the day.

“Jesus Katie, that really fucking sucks. Good on you for standing up for yourself though. You have the confidence I wish I had,” he said back.

Really? The… confidence? God if only he knew. I didn’t have a confident bone in body. Or, I thought to myself, even if I don’t he thinks I do. Maybe he is right. If he’s not going to make the move then I will.

“Brennan, can I tell you something,” I asked with a waver in my voice.

“Sure you can, Katie, what is it?” He asked back.

“I think I like you. I think I like-like you, Brennan. We’ve been friends for what feels like so long now and I know you live all the way in Iowa but I think I like you a lot. I mean I think I’m attracted to you. Like I think-” I trailed off. My confidence was just dumping words on him.

“Katie…” he said softly.

“Yeah?” I whispered back.

“I like you too. I just, I’ve never done anything like this. I’ve never had a girlfriend or been with anybody or any of that. I’ve wanted to say something for so long. I can’t believe this,” he confessed.

I let out a small laugh and breathed a sigh of relief. Finally the band-aid was ripped off. I didn’t know that he had never had a girlfriend though, I didn’t think that was possible. I knew his personality was soft, but he was so attractive. Surely some girl in his town had wanted to get with him, but I guess I was wrong.

“Brennan, can I tell you something personal that you will probably laugh at,” I asked him again with a slight joking tone, trying to lighten our moods after the panic of coming clean to each other.

I told him about how I had masturbated right before getting on. How sometimes I imagine he’s the one doing it. Even though he lived so far away, maybe one day they could do it together.

“Fuck Katie, that’s kind of hot, I am a virgin though so I would probably panic instead of being that pornstar you imagine me as in your head,” he gave a soft laugh.

“I don’t care, Brennan, as long as it was with you,” I nearly moaned back. I could feel my panties getting wet again.

“Do you think about me like that often, Katie?” He asked.

“Mhm,” I definitely moaned. I reached down and put my hands back into my panties again.

“That’s really hot, Katie. Sometimes I think about you too,” he whispered. I could tell he was getting nervous again.

“You think about me when you stroke yourself, Brennan,” I started to rub my clit, “you can do it now if you want.”

I could hear his breathing pick up over the mic.

“Are you holding your cock?”

“Yeah, I wish it was you holding it though.”

“Stroke it for me, Brennan,” I couldn’t help but moan his name, “I’m so wet thinking about it.”

I pulled my headset off just long enough to take off my shirt and bra then put it back on. After it was on again I grabbed my phone and opened Snapchat. I aimed the camera at me, bit my lip, and took a picture for him with my boobs as the focus.

“Check your phone, Brennan,” I moaned to him.

“Oh my God, Katie, your boobs are so fucking beautiful. Jesus christ,” his breathing picked up, “I think I’m going to cum, Katie.”

I started rubbing my clit faster feeling my own orgasm approach with his.

“Cum for me, Brennan. Please cum for me. I wish I could taste it,” I moaned over the mic.

I could hear his gasps and just as I knew he blew his load I let out a deep moan of his name letting him know that I was cumming with him. Even though we were miles and miles apart, I had never felt so close to him.

“I’m going to have to visit Iowa soon,” I told him out of breath, “very soon.”

We both let out a small laugh then stayed up with each other just talking about anything and everything deep into the night.

Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/uzc7a0/certified_gamer_moment_mf_long_distance