Never did I think I would crave to spread a woman’s naked legs to reveal her mound-wrapped clit, and absolutely indulge in my succulent feast.
3 years being with a girl with no sexual confidence. No matter what I did. No matter how much I reassured her. No matter how much I met her every request, patient with her never ending traumas.
Eventually I shut myself down so I wouldn’t want to cheat on her. I stopped asking for blowjobs – cause everything I said would turn her off. Even though, if she was at just the right time in her cycle, in just the right mood, she would timidly, over hours, work up to going down on me.
I always tried to tell her how good she was, because it was becoming more and more true. But even still. If I said anything – the bubble would burst. I wanted sex with her [her, not her pussy] but it got to the point I wasn’t even turned on because of all her hangups.
I started doing it mostly for her, which is how I am anyway. I get plenty of pleasure knowing my girl loves surrendering to me. As soon as she was finished, I told her I was fine so I wouldn’t send her into a panic.
Good God. Just typing this. What have I put myself through?
So anyway. She broke up with me in the most painful way possible, so that “I couldn’t break her heart” and so I would remember her forever.
Well anyway. Moving on to a woman who’s not clinically insane.
Seems I don’t even want pussy. I start fantasizing about courting a confident girl. Getting close enough to taste her breath. Pressing her against me so she can feel my gift that all she has to do is accept.
Tasting the tongue & fragrance of a new woman. Seeing her marvel at my soft gaze.
You have no idea what I have stored up for you. Our entire second date maybe be hours of cunnilingus. Gently licking every raw lip. Drinking all of your fluid as it flows onto my tongue.
My very pleasing member will be fully ready to attack you and pump you. I’m sure you’ll know it as I keep you in anticipation of – “When is he going to dive in and fuck me?”
You have no idea girl. I’m going to devour you. I’m going to lick every secret place on your body. Kiss it every time you gasp.
I’m going to keep my enlargement hanging over you like the raging bull it is. Let it drag over you as I play with you so you can feel it’s pressure and heat.
I’m going to knead you with my big hands from your sideboob to your hips, getting you to stretch your arms out so I can nuzzle your armpits and get an erection that may actually intimidate you.
I may even prop your legs up. Show you that this is your last chance to deny me, with my fully engorged penis head staring you in your lusting eyes, as it lays on your fully open lady.
I would look you in the eyes. Very carefully ease into filling you up. Give you my full erection so I can feel your cunt begging me to fuck it.
Looking in admiration at each other as we sit there with only slight movements. I just want to kiss you. I just want to feel you get hornier. I want to show you the kind of man you can have if you will treat me well. Cause if you can’t already tell – I will treat you well. We [will] go places that few ever will.
I’m very much into routine. But Spontaneity is a wild beast that knows me as it’s master.
Maybe I’ll just hold you like this for a few minutes. Feel our tummies breathe into each other. Telling each other our desires. Pecking a bit. Maybe you’ll like it so much you’ll hold me tight. Tight enough, and I may let myself release into you without even a thrust. Maybe not. Maybe I’ll just cradle your head, kiss you, and carefully pull out so you can see the glistening cock that is all yours, tame itself, and pull you onto my side for a cool down and a nap.
I look forward to this version of heaven.
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/uw356a/mf_a_fresh_breath_of_allure