When I lost my virginity [F]

This happened some years ago, but I remember it vividly as it was such a defining moment in my life. Figured It fits the monthly submission theme.

First some background: I’m a Turkish and Bulgarian Muslim. I’m in my 20s and here is a [picture of me](https://ibb.co/vzPszNg). I’m fairly fit, have large breasts and workout regularly. I have long blonde hair and hazel eyes. My parents are fairly conservative due to coming from a rural farming background and they would howl if they found out I had pre marital sex.

Uptill this point, I had been a fairly shy and introverted nerdy girl. While I had been in a school relationship, it had not led to penetrative sexual intercourse, so just oral sex.

I had not used dating apps like Tinder beforeas I lived with my parents at home and was always paranoid they’d somehow find out and get mad at me.

Anyway, in university, I had little parental oversight and was living alone for the first time. It wasn’t long before I started using dating apps and meeting guys at parties or college events. For some reason I had this desperate urge to have sex and get it over with. There were a few guys I really liked, and there were some guys I had met on Tinder and been building a rapport with.

The guy who I was romantically interested in was very tall, around 190 cm, handsome, and had jet black hair with olive skin. He was Syrian and let’s call him Ali. I liked this guy a lot and we both were in the same course (medicine). Without further ado, let us get straight to the day it happened.

We had been seeing each other for a month now and so far he had just kissed me. However, this was the last weekend before which we had holidays and had to go home for a while. We had discussed it briefly but kind of left it open ended. Keep in mind both of us were like just turned 18 and not very good at this lol.

So I show up at his rented appartment, it’s near a city market and he lives alone. It’s got one room, and faces the city pier, so the view is nice. It was like 6 pm. I’m wearing a blue top, levis jeans and black bra with matching thong. We start by watching this stupid TV show, and it’s got some sex scenes in it. So I take my hint, and start pressing his crotch. He smiles and starts kissing my neck. Before I knew it, we’re not giving a shit about what happens in the show and I’m giving him a handjob. His cock was around 7 inches and very thick, veiny. He takes off my top and I’m in my bra and thong.

Keep in mind, the appartment has somewhat transparent windows and its facing a market lol, but I tell him to not draw the curtains cause it’s hotter this way. It’s almost sunset anyways. Soon, he rips off my thong and bra, and is fiddling with my large pale breasts. My pink nipples became really hard and I remember him getting a little forceful and me getting on my knees. I felt very dizzy as he went inside me, it was the first time I had felt a penis inside my body, and it felt really good.

I was gripping the sofa tightly while he was stretching me a new one. It really hurt, probably because it was my first time but also felt really satisfying. I was very sweaty, and he was slapping my butt, calling me names. Midway while pounding me, Ali started just pinching my nipples and squeezing my breasts, which hurt even more but was super kinky.

Then he lied down on the Sofa and I switched positions by climbing on top off him. First time I had done this in my life and didn’t exactly have a very good rhythm going.

Btw, he was wearing a condom uptill now but I told him to take it off (I wanted to see how no condom felt like). He was reluctant but I pleaded a bit and he took it off. His raw meat felt sooo GOOD, I could feel his precum lubricating my vagina. I was wet, and I could feel it. It kinda made him speed up his strokes a bit. But I had orgasmed now.

When he was about to cum, he pulled out and cummed all over my stomach and face. It was very sticky and hot, my first taste of semen. Literally splattered all over my face and upper body as I got down on my knees while he let go his orgasm. I was smiling, a bit dizzy and he was making a goofy face. I remember my heart racing fast, due to all the hormones in my bloodstream. Instinctively, I used my fingers to lick up some of his semen. It was hot and somewhat salty.

After a few minutes, the “rush” of what we had just done started fading away. I was on the Sofa, naked and he was wiping his dick with a towel. It wasn’t until he went to the bathroom to take a shower that the orgasm, hormonal rush high wore off and I realized what I had just done. I was lying naked on the Sofa, and had my vagina was still wet. I had literally lost my virginity to a guy I really liked, it has gone about as good as I had dreamt of it. At the same time, I felt like a shameless slut and thought what my family would think of (seeing their daughter go to college to become a doctor but she’s getting fucked raw by some guy her second month there already). I honestly felt a bit shameful, and felt like a slut who has no self-control.

Both of us were Muslims, but we literally didn’t give a fuck about any of that. Felt like somewhat of a hypocrite. But that’s that. It happened and I enjoyed it.

Thanks for reading xx

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/uu70zk/when_i_lost_my_virginity_f