My bf and i have been experimenting with me taking control recently and honestly its been magic… I think i found my sexual calling~ Its not really “femdom” cause its normally a lot gentler than what that word conjures, but i finally worked up the nerve and he said yes!
That was on Tuesday and it was honestly the sexiest, most intimate night of my life. To me i felt like him accepting this was showing trust and vulnerability, and ive never felt more connected to anyone than i did with that boy then. But it was also just hot as fuck >:)
The way he gasped when i sunk deeper, how he shook and squirmed when i found the right pace… Watching the reactions i was ripping from him drove me fucking wild, it was like a power rush. Ive never seen him like that, so helpless and overwhelmed, he felt like prey. It was fucking awesome.
I couldnt make him cum from pegging but apparently that can be tricky, so we have something to work towards! Ive really always wanted to try taking the lead but ive always been kinda self conscious, thinking it would feel silly since im rather small and light. But now that i have someone i fully trust to explore with, im so fucking glad we went down this road.
I get this crazy feeling sometimes, often after we get stoned and go to bed. When im slipping into my zone where i want to take control over him, its like a burning in my tummy. And i swear it feels like its releasing euphoria right into my brain, it feels like a drug of its own. It was never as strong as on Tuesday though. On Tuesday night, after we were finished, even just during the aftercare i felt like i was on a cloud. I was holding him and having giggle fits to the point he asked what was up lol. I couldnt really explain it to him, still dont know the words to describe that feeling, but i know im gonna chase it ♥
I know this is more of a diary than erotica, but i just wanted to share~ ty for listening to my ramblings♥
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/upw6lm/i_f_finally_tried_pegging_with_my_boyfriend_m
Glad for you. I have wanted to try that for years but have been to shy to ask.