20 years later and it’s still electric [MF]

I had a very strong emotional and sexual relationship with my school sweetheart. We will call her Maria. Being teens we experimented on what made us feel good which led to everything except penetration at the time. We dated on and off for years and even when we broke up our chemistry always led us back together.
As we left high school our relationship had stopped and we went our separate ways.
She was always in the back of my mind over the years.

I have never been one for social media however needed to create one for a side job. As you do… You look up old friends and found her. Now Maria didn’t have much on FB but a few pics .. I browsed this every so often and eventually one day I gathered the courage to contact her . We spoke for nearly 2 hours and it was like we didn’t have 20 years of seperate lives between us.
She had gone through some hard times but was getting herself back together.

Over the next couple of days we chatted via text and voice. We were pretty open as we were always like that with eachother and there was still trust between us. This is when we got sexual over text and she admitted that she masturbated to what I had written. A woman masturbating was one of my biggest turn ons and always has been.

So a couple of weeks after our initial conversations we meet in real life and continued to do so over the next couple of months. This was purely plantonic and nothing happened. We respected our boundaries and I really did enjoy her friendship. We both knew the chemistry was still there and very very strong ..our conversations would last hours with great laughter and smiles.

Until one day when we meet up and everything starts off normal enough until she tells me that she has a birthday present for me. I had recently had a birthday. I said ok and she stood in front of me and kissed me. It wasnt a great kiss but I enjoyed it.
We just laughed and continued talking but I wanted it to be better so a little while later I grabbed her hips and placed her in front of me. Looking down at her I kissed her the way she should be kissed. It was passionate and lasted some time.

Now Maria was still gorgeous and the kiss was electric
We continue to talk but she kisses my neck and it gets me turned on… We playfully kiss and touch eachother and I  got hard and she knew it
We kiss again but this time allowing my hands to wonder
First feeling her arse pulling her into me and slide my hand up her shirt as I do she reaches down and starts to feel how hard I am through my pants. Her hand rubbing and down my shaft as I start to feel her tits and her tits are large. I believe she told me an E. I would say they definitely are an E.

She reaches down my pants and grabs me and starts to stroke me. I could have blown right there and then but my brain took over and settlers body down.
I then make my move and try undo her bra which she doesn’t allow me to do. She has this thing about her tits sagging… I don’t know why… so I pull her bra up over her tits and start to feel her hard nipples. This  must have gotten more excited as she starts to stroke me faster. Her hand holding onto me firmer and pumping up and down.

I push my luck and try and put my hand down her pants and she pulls away. I got the message and just went in between her legs on-top of her pants. She spread her legs wider for me and I began to rub back and forth feeling the heat being generated from her pussy. I asked her if she was wet and she said soaking. I then grabbed her hand and put it under mine and we rubbed her pussy together, her hand under mine . She was still stroking me as we did this and kissed hard.

Eventually I had to pull away as it all became a little much and I thought I was going to explode
As I did she looked down swiped the pre cum from my throbbing cock and licked her fingers telling me it still tasted the same

That was the end of that and we went our own way due to other commitments.
Maria and I stilled talked and we caught up once after that but again it was platonic.
She then got involved in some negative people again and I let her have space.
Only last week, nearly 18 months later I reached out to Maria and she is still having a hard time with family and she went back to her abusive boyfriend for a while. Which I still don’t understand why…..

We are starting to chat again but I am trying to help her get some positivity back in her life

Would I want more from Maria I don’t know. The chemistry is really electric when we are together but I think right now is not the time. Maybe I can get presents for the birthdays she missed….
She is still a gorgeous woman but just wrapped up in some stupid things she needs to distance herself from.

I hope one day we get to fool around again and see where it goes
We are very sexually compatible
I really want to hear her cum and see her tits and have told her this on multiple occasions.

Just going to take each day it happens and see if we have another connection

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/uk6te1/20_years_later_and_its_still_electric_mf