How [M]y Onlyfans and Porn Addiction lead to the most intense blowjob of my life.

Hi everyone, first time sharing a story on here and I’m not much of a writer but here it goes. A bit about me, I’m 23, tall, skinny, awkward and have no game or confidence with woman. Lost my virginity couple years ago in a one off encounter and been a dry spell every since. Fell down the Onlyfans rabbit hole and embarrassed to say how much I spent on subscriptions, eventually came to my senses and cut it back before I went into debt.

So anyway enough about the sob story that is my life and onto the main story, work has me on location. Originally a two week job but like everything recently it has turned into a two month plus job, of course they move me from the decent hotel to more budget friendly location. I wouldn’t call it the ghetto but it wasn’t far off, you had to have your wits about you but I’ve seen worse.

As the weeks went on and the work kept getting delayed I found myself more and more bored and alone, a strange city and living out of a cheap hotel all I did was staying in watching porn all day afraid to venture out at night on my own. Sexting on Reddit and Onlyfans can only get you so far and I very nearly brought back one of the fine ladys that worked around the corner on more than one occasion, but fear and shyness always stopped me from approaching them. If I was at home I would power up some VR stuff and blast a few loads into my fleshlight and be good, but for whatever reason I was horny 24/7 and no amount of self gratification could ease my needs. It got so bad that I found myself jerking off while on break at work, I have an addiction I know.

I needed more than my hand, so I ordered a fleshlight online because I missed my own at home. Unfortunately said budget location turned my delivery away twice and the order got cancelled, so I was left with my hand and imagination again. I eventually got to breaking point and decided to look into local brothels, after some thorough research I found one close by. I had a few drinks and headed there, I was a nervous wreck as I hadn’t done anything like this before. Scoped out the place and watched as guys came and went, but alas my social anxiety won over and I chickened out. I went to a bar instead and had a few more drinks to drown my loneliness, before heading back to my hotel.

On the way back I stuck to the busier streets to feel a bit safer and happened across a late night sex shop, normally I would be too embarrassed or shy to go in but this night I ventured in. It was surprisingly busy for that time of night, couples browsing toys, shades wear guys hiding their faces and a few loner types like myself avoiding eye contact with everyone. I picked up a small pocket pussy and went to the register, a cute alt chick rang me up. Drunken me obviously found some Dutch courage and started have small talk with her ‘Busy tonight’, she unenthusiastically motioned to the door behind her ‘Yeah the booths are always busy this time of night’. I questioned her about them but she was uninterested and pointed towards a price list on the wall, tokens and hour rates.

She was calling the next person in line and I was off, back to my hotel with my new toy. Of course I couldn’t get the rude alt chick out of my head and visualised about her big tattoo covered tits as I blew multiple loads before falling asleep. My humble pocket pussy satisfied me for the next couple weeks, that along with an expensive Onlyfans subscription to a busty alternative girl as my social outlet. She was my only human contact outside of work, she liked to boss me around and I being the lonely loser let her. She helped empty my balls along with my wallet, but at the time I didn’t care. She would set me challenges like how and where to jerk, edging and denial, all while charging a premium for the privilege.

It wasn’t all sex stuff, we would talk about normal stuff too. Dreams, ambitions, daily life, hobbies, work and the future, looking back she was probably just keeping me on the hook so I would continue to subscribe. In some of these conversations we obviously talked about the sex shop and the booths out back, she kept telling me to go back and check it out. I was reluctant and shy but over time she had me convinced, telling me that the rude worker probably likes to go back there, or the couples that were hanging around. It became a game for her, trying to get me to go back. Eventually I caved and she won me over with the promise of an in person meet up, I knew she was bullshiting me but even if a 1% chance she was telling the truth I was willing to take the risk. Stupid I know, but I was in to deep at this stage and she knew it.

After a few false starts I eventually picked up the courage to go back, sending my OF friend snaps to document the journey as she encouraged me on. I needed a few drinks first then headed down the same street as before, OF friend was overly excited and sending me saucy snaps. I put my mask on and a hat and in I went, straight to the counter and got some tokens from a burly looking guy. In the back and into a far booth, my heart was racing and my hands shaking. I threw some coins into the video machine and some hardcore porn started playing, my phone was buzzing constantly from the OF girl asking for updates. Again she had me convinced to stay, telling me everything I wanted to hear. ‘I bet that bitch is on the other side tonight’ she told me to get my cock out and send her snaps. Of course I do as I’m told and send her what she wants, a finger entered my both through a waist height hole in the wall. This was it no turning back, I moved towards the hole and the fingers meet my cock and help guild me through the hole.

I was still soft, nervous, anxiety or fear, I don’t know what it was but my cock stayed limp. The fingers on the other side became a hand and slowly jerked me, pulling back my foreskin and teasing at my overly sensitive head. I pushed my body against the wall and closed my eyes, focusing on the sensations of my cock being teased. Thoughts of that rude alt chick on the other side teasing me as she unenthusiastically stroked my cock, envisioning her or my OF friend on the other end. I was tense and nervous and my cock refused to rise until the warmth of a mouth engulfed my head.

Slowly I began to rise and relax as my cock was licked and teased from the other side, growing to full mast as they took more and more of my cock deeper into their mouth. It felt amazing as they picked up the pace, teasing was replaced by sucking. The sensations was hard to explain as a hand stroked and twisted the base as my head was under vacuum like suction, it was warm, wet and felt like they wanted to suck me through the hole in the wall. Years of death grip masturbation and porn addiction meant I could withstand the vigorous onslaught that was being performed on me, the lack of visuals really effected me as I tried to imagine one of the many scenarios OF girl and I had discussed.

Could it have been the rude alt chick, only working here for her love of sucking cock after hours? Perhaps a young couple exploring their sexuality? Maybe even a cuckold and his woman sucking another man’s cock and forced to watch? Visions of cock hungry sluts filled my imagination, flashbacks of porn videos an internal highlight reel of all the best cock suckers flashed through my mind. The video playing in the background adding much needed audio to the otherwise silent affair, only the muffled gags and slurps could be heard once and a while.

The sucking became more hurried and deeper as time went on, the person on the other side was clearly determined and enthusiastic about cock sucking. Not that I’m well versed in what a good blowjob entails, but out of the very small sample I’ve had this one literally blew the other ones away. They had every nerve ending on my cock dancing for joy, my whole body could feel it, hairs standing on end, toes curled, fisted clenched so tight all blood had escaped and migrated to my cock. I could feel it building now, the orgasm that my mystery cocksucker had work so hard for.

Nearing the limits I prepared to give a curtesy knock to let them know I was about to blow, but my body was one step ahead of me. My legs began to buckle and my knees shock and banged against the wall, the whole shop could likely hear my groans. My cocksucker shifted into one final gear, working my entire shaft into them gagging loudly as they did. Their efforts were rewarded as I loudly and forcefully emptied the entire contents of my balls deep into their mouth, coughing and choking as they continued to suck every last drop out.

They weren’t finished with me either, continuing to suck at my cock long after I had came. Possibly hoping for another load, grabbing hold of the walls to keep myself from collapsing from exhaustion. But even though my cock was still rock solid my body couldn’t take any more, try as I did to stay. The pleasure turned to pain and I had to pull away, falling back against the rear wall as I struggled for breath. It was only in that moment had I the sense of clarity to fully comprehend what had happened, the fog of sexual frustration was lifted and I quickly shoved my saliva soaked cock back in my pants and hurried out the door. I felt all eyes on me as I rushed through the place and exited swiftly.

Back at my hotel I felt sick, so much so that I vomited from the worry. After a mild panic attack I lay in bed and wondered how I ended up in such a situation, reading back through the messages from OF girl it was clear as day now that she was getting off on controlling and manipulating me. Her wannabe Dominatrix tones and mannerisms milking me of my money and sanity. I was blinded by lust and the fantasy of porn, sure one of those scenarios could have happened it could have been the rude alt chick or any of their other fantasies. But the stark reality of the whole ordeal was I had the hands down best orgasm of my life and it is 99.9% chance that a dude gave it to me, safe to say I’m questioning my whole sanity and sexuality every time I get hard now. I’ve deleted my OF account and subscriptions, gone cold turkey on all porn and booked myself into much needed therapy.

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