What a time it’s been.
If you’ve been following my posts, you’ll see that for a while my bf and I were very back and forth on the idea of opening our relationship (although I only want to see him
with other women) Well I can now 100% say that isn’t happening and want to share my experience.
Skip to “_______” for the sexy stuff.
First of all, we did all the discussion and understanding possible to make sure we were good with they dynamics. We finally decided to give it a shot and he picked someone up from the bar last night. I was thrilled! He found her, flirted with her, and even explained the situation. She was super into it and said she appreciated his honesty and just wanted to have some fun.
This girl was gorgeous! I think it reminded both my bf and I what he could have if he wasn’t with me. She was clearly college age and was up for anything. When I sat in my chair and waited for them, something happened. They were just about to kiss when I felt my heart sink and told screamed.
“Wait! I can’t do this”
Immediately my bf stopped what he was as doing and came over to me. He put his hand on my shoulder and consoled me.
Him: We don’t have to do this babe. If you’re having second thoughts don’t worry about it.”
Me: No, no. I want to do this for you.
Him: For me? Babe, I don’t want this. All I want is you.
He turned to her and apologized, explained that it was nothing personal, and she completely understood. She was really nice about everything and so understanding. Even trying to console me even though she didn’t even know me. I asked if she had a way back home and she said she’d get an Uber. My bf ordered one for her instead saying it was the least he could do and she was grateful for all of this. We couldn’t have asked for a better potential cake.
After she left, my bf took me and sat and cuddled while we talked about it. This is our way of having tough conversations. The cuddling helps us remember physically that we’re in this together and it’s about both of us.
I told him how although this fantasy turns me on more than anything, having it actually happen became too real and made my heart sink. We had a nice conversation about our love for each other and how neither of us want to have anyone else, but we encourage all the fantasies and fulfillment of those through roleplay as much as possible. I love this man so much. Seriously, how many men would take advantage of this situation? Too many I’m sure. But he’s fully dedicated to me and I am him as well. Before anyone asks, no. I have absolutely no desire to have anyone other than him. Never did in the first place. And now I don’t want him to be with anyone else either. We’re finally on the same page again so that’s really nice.
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Now for the part you’re all here for. As we cuddled and talked, we began kissing each other softly. Our lips met slowly as we gently kissed. Then we kissed again, and before we knew it we were building up to making out. In between breaths, murmurs of “I love you” were echoed by each other until my top was off and my breasts were in his mouth. He sucked on them and kissed my neck. He told me he wanted everyone to know I belonged to him and that he belonged to me. He told me to follow his lead and started sucking on my neck while putting his hand down my pants. He fingered me while giving me a hickey and I did the same by giving him one on the opposite side of his neck and stroking his cock.
We continued to make out and ripped each other’s clothes off. God it was so hot! He laid me on my back and spread my legs before telling me how beautiful and sexy I am. He looked at me with such hunger and dove between my thighs face first telling me how pretty it was and how good it tastes. Then he focused all his attention on my clit and began fingering me. I just about lost it here but as I pulled him in closer and rode his face, begging him not to stop, I came and squirted all over his face.
I giggled and said I was sorry. He laughed and said “don’t be” with a sexy grin and went to eating my ass which he said was even sweeter. I absolutely melted for him and begged to suck his cock. He obliged and took off his pants, revealing to me his perfect, erect dick and I just had the biggest smile and stuck out my tongue. He put it in as I looked up at him and he called me his good girl. I swear I fell in love all over again. I told him not to be gentle and that I wanted to be treated like his personal fuckdoll (because I am) so he grabbed my head and facefucked me so good! He took me to the base of his shaft and as I gaged he told me not to swallow. He pulled out and I had spit all over his cock. He told me how pretty I locked with his dick in my mouth to which I responded “Only yours daddy!”
He loves being called daddy so I asked him “can I lick daddy’s ass too?” In a desperate and pleading voice. He told me “of course princess” while stroking my hair and with a devilish smile and giggle, I got to work. I told him how good his ass tasted and how I want to worship his cock and ass, and all of him completely for the rest of my life. He told me what a good girl I was and eventually asked if I was ready for his cock. “Please daddy! Please give me your cock! I’ve been such a good girl. I’ll always be a good girl for you and only you daddy!”
This was all he needed. He growled and told me to face his ass toward him on my knees. I did so and he licked my pussy and ass again before putting his dick inside me. FUCK! I instantly felt a wave of pleasure and as he grabbed my shoulders and fucked me hard I begged for him to treat me like a dirty little slut and spank me. He did this, pulled my hair, and then asked if I wanted to be choked. I think you know my response by now. “Please daddy!” So he wrapped his hands around my neck and the sting of the hickey somehow combined with the choking along with him railing me and calling me all kinds of things, I was in absolute heaven. I could’ve died right then as the happiest woman in the world.
After making me cum again he threw me on my back and just teased me with his cock. He told me how pretty I looked when I came and how perfect my pussy was. How it was all he wanted. I told him similar things about him and his cock as he teased me. More and more. Eventually I was begging almost to the point of crying and he just started pounding into me. He wrapped his arms around me and I wrapped my arms and legs around him. We kept kissing and saying how much we love each other the whole time Until I came once again.
He pulled out quickly and fingered me until I squirted all over his arm. He licked it and said I tasted amazing, then put his fingers in my mouth and made me taste myself. Then he put is cock back in me and I almost came again. He fucked me a bit like this and turned me on my side to spoon. He slipped it back in and kissed me while grabbing my tits and said how perfect I am. I told him how I love and worship everything about him. How he’s my one and only and I need this from him all the time. He said “with pleasure” and fucked me like an animal as I moaned and screened his name, telling him how he owns my pussy and it belongs completely to him.
He pulled out and I felt so empty. He laid on his back and had me suck my juices off of him. He had me get on top and ride him. He said he wanted to see my pretty face as he fucked me until he filled me up. I rode him until he did and begged for it, all the while us both continuing to make out and say how much we love each other. When he filled me up it felt amazing! It felt right. It felt like this was what was supposed to happen. He told me not to get up and that he wanted to stay like this and cuddle until he got soft. Once he did, I cleaned up what dropped out on his crotch and swallowed. “Yummy!” I said, before embracing him again. We cuddled for a bit and enjoyed our time together.
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Soon we heard a knock on the door and went to answer it. It was the girl from the bar. She said she was trying to get an update on the ride but could hear (and now see thanks to the hickeys) that we were having a great time and didn’t want to disturb us. She said I was a very lucky woman and that she hopes she can find something like what we have some day. My bf found out the ride canceled, ordered her another one, and made sure this one picked her up before we went back in ourselves to enjoy the rest of the night together.
Since then we’ve been having sex, cuddling, and talking all day today, only stoping to eat or use the bathroom. These are my favorite days with my man and I’m so glad they’re happening again. No more cuckquean stuff. For those that like it, no judgement. But it’s clearly not for us. We only want each other and that’s perfect for both of us. Besides, our imaginations can work wonders for us during roleplay or any other way we decide to explore our fantasies with each other.
I hope you all enjoyed this post. I’m sure there will be more to come in the future. Thank you to all who have chatted with me privately as well and helped me figure this out. Ultimately we needed to jump in to know for sure but ENM is t for everyone. And there’s nothing wrong with leaning fantasies as just that. Fantasies.
*My DM’s and chats are always open for discussion with anyone but please know and understand, we are completely monogamous and committed to each other. No soliciting or sexting please. I do not send pictures of myself or him either but will gladly show you examples of what we look like. Respect me and my relationship and I promise I’ll respect you as well.*
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ub9u0r/mf_true_to_my_name