I had grown tired of complications, restrictions. Petty rules. My search for an escape had begun to look futile. I always felt more grounded in nature than this overbuilt civilization. I craved simplicity. And I thought this trip would re-center me. Somehow, I instead end up in this glamping yurt that is gaudy, overpriced…just so…civilized. The portable heater was also so unnecessary. I wanted just one friend to level with on this. But I didn’t want to be ostracized for it. Again… Those pesky complications.
They were all about 40 miles out at some trashy bar anyway. Better to be alone here than in a crowd, however pretentious the surroundings. There was that missed connection. The one from years ago that through some chance sequence of events, is a new mutual friend. I never found out her name. Perhaps there was nothing to lose if she was with the rest of them, mindlessly drinking in an attempt to fill some existential void.
I looked up at the skylight. At least this overpriced rental came with a nice bed, I thought to myself. It was quiet. Literally just crickets. A saying with negative connotations in most cases – society places an annoying emphasis on noise. But this – this was peaceful. I didn’t feel that usual urgency to escape the moment.
Following the reflection of the waning crescent moon through the skylight, down a curtain… the contours beneath took me by surprise – someone else was here. Now spooked, I walked closer to the bed two over from mine. The moonlight’s reflections played tricks on my eyes for a split second, and then settled on her… that missed connection. A stranger who never felt like one. Seemingly of the same mindset about going to that bar.
It appeared as if she had thrown off all the covers in her sleep…I thought that was understandable, what with that ridiculous heater they all brought along… But that moonlight. It illuminated her perfectly. Every curve, a subtle shift in the shadows that moved with her breath, a partial outline of a breast… and I thought I saw a slight glisten of sweat in a sliver of light that swept right around the arch of her back….I snapped back to reality and went over to turn the damn heater off and open the window behind her, trying not to wake her.
She must have been in a light sleep, as she immediately rolled over when I turned the power off. When I went to the window, I heard a slight ruffling, opened it just a crack. As I turned around, I barely saw in the light, that her eyes were halfway open. I could see she was wearing only thin laced panties and nothing else. I broke eye contact and walked back towards my own bed, wondering why these beds had to be so large for one person. But I felt in that moment, that something in me had shifted.
I walked back towards her, and her eyes were still on me. They felt magnetic.. an irresistible pull. She reaches an arm out to me and our fingers gently touch. But I was fixated on the perfectly lit curves and contours all up and down her spine, that magnetism also running through my hands, wanting to trace the perfect arch in her back. A breeze comes through the window, rolls through her hair, then onto her back, then onto my arms and neck…
She gently pulls my hand in closer and I can’t resist. I run both my hands up from her shoulders, to her neck, then back down, all the way to the small of her back; I was right – there were small beads of sweat. Good thing I opened that window.
I get that same feeling – that lack of urgency to leave the moment. But I also felt locked into an energy in a way I hadn’t for a long time. It was as if this raw lust was radiating throughout her body and there I was, in that moment..it was fated for me to take that lust, amplify it, consume her with it. Make her surrender, lose herself to it. The same way I wanted to lose the world. Everything about it felt perfect.
Her back arches slightly with my hand still grazing over it, as she lets out a small whimper, and my hands move back up slowly towards her breasts. Out of the sliver of light, I graze a nipple inadvertently, and begin to circle it with my fingers, noticing how hard it is. She lightly moans and I pull her towards me, pinching and circling my fingers around both nipples. She moans a bit louder.
By now I’m rock hard, pulsating; her full breasts, hard nipples, moans and that intangible radiation of lust consume me. The way I can feel waves of vibration through her chest with each whimper and moan as I tease her… “Please just fuck me”, she sounds so desperate – her breathing is heavier now, and there is a slight crack in her voice, which is completely irresistible. I gently slide her panties down and she is even wetter than I expected, and I throb harder.
“That’s right, get these fancy sheets nice and dirty”, I growl in her ear as I start to finger her, alternating between rubbing her clit, teasing her folds with her own wetness, and putting pressure on her g-spot. She squirms a bit under my weight as she soaks my fingers, gasping and moaning.
“I need you inside me…”
I spread her legs wide, my hands grasping at her thighs, and hold them like that for a moment. That moment where she is bare and exposed, completely receptive to whatever is about to happen…her wet slit is aching to be fucked. It gives me a rush of pure lust. I enter her slowly, but deeply, and she lets out a deep moan.
Once again, I can feel it reverberate through her, but on my cock this time, because of how tight she is around me. I wanted to see her in her rawest form, all instinct, no thinking, no talking….giving into this primal need. She continues moaning and breathing heavily as I pound into her, her legs wrapping around me. I graze a hand over the arch in her back again – she is sweatier than before, and her scent is as intoxicating as the rest of her.
I pull out and she moans again, but sounds more exasperated.
“Just flip over for me”, I say, which she does, eagerly. I tease her again, grazing two fingers over her clit and then the tip of my cock over her opening. She seems a bit shaky and whimpers again… Her wetness starts to drip onto my cock, only partially illuminated under the moonlight. She is clearly filled with lust and passion, and it has never felt like a more perfect match. I start to pound into her prone, and she arches her back again so I can easily pull her hips towards me.
“Oh my god, yes, right there, please don’t stop!”
She’s so tight around me it seems almost impossible, but I do stop — I just want to see her lose her mind. Another exasperated moan..
“Please.. no.. I need it so bad….”
“Only if you cum hard for me”, I reply in a near grunt, my own breathing also heavier now.
She again arches her back; I can tell she agrees with her entire being, she wants the same thing I want; leave all the rules and expectation behind. I thrust back into her, quickly this time, and it isn’t long before she says, “you’re gonna make me cum so hard for you..”
That never fails to drive me wild.
“Turn around and look at me while you cum”, I say with a small growl.
At this angle, I can barely make out her eyes in that sliver of light; they seem to be attempting to make contact with mine, but instead, keep rolling to the back of her head.
“Oh my god, fuck, I’m about to cum so hard around you, please, I need to be filled…. I’m cumming…” She lets out a long, deep moan as her thighs shake. She continues to moan and pulsates so hard around me.. that I immediately start to cum deep inside her, still thrusting hard. I stay inside her as I feel her continue to slowly pulsate around me, then smile at her. She returns a smile momentarily, and without a thought – without even catching my breath – the words come out. “You are fucking incredible. I feel like I’ve reconnected with something within myself that was lost for a long time”. She returns a cheeky grin: “well…I am glad we made that connection this time. You brought something out of me that I really needed myself.”
Just seeing that smile and replaying in my mind how she had completely unleashed, because of me… was getting me going all over again. I knew everyone else would be coming back soon, though. I smirked at her, “well, I think we’d better get back to sleep.”
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