I (23) am obsessed with my ex(24) (M/F)

So we dated for over two years. And we really loved each other. But due to some different opinions about some life decisions we had to breakup. Thankfully we were in good terms.
I was a virgin before dating him. I just wasn’t ready for sex yet and he was fine with it. But we did all the other stuff. He’d treat me like his pet and slut but at the same time so caring. We both had one relationship before but it didn’t feel half as good as this. I never knew I was into it until I met him. And I’d do anything to satisfy him. We were obsessed with making out. He fingered me few times and I sucked his cock twice in restaurants. Making out in the stairways and elevator was a regular thing. He’d bend me in the elevator, sometimes even pull my pants down and spank me hard. And I couldn’t help but moan. It was so exciting! So right before breakup I decided I want him to be the first person to fuck me. So he did.
At first it hurt but slowly it started feeling really good. He was fucking me while choking and spanking my ass ( I really love when he spanks me). When he was close to cumming he stopped and started eating me out until I cummed. Then he continued fucking me again and released a huge load on my tits. It was amazing for both of us and I didn’t want to stop it. So we came to an agreement that we will fuck once in a while as long as we’re single.
Fast forward 7 months, we are no longer together, it still kinda saddens me but he fucks me once in a while. He texts me whenever he feels like doing it and I try to meet.

He sometimes gives me pictures of the lewdest dresses and I bought few of them for him. I love how slutty I look in those. He’s not my man anymore but I still love how he treats me. He puts me on a leash and uses me however he likes. And it’s so cute how he sucks my tits like a baby while his thicc dick is inside my tight wet pussy. I love how it feels. He treats me like his own personal slut and I love itttt.
Honestly I wish even if he gets a new girlfriend I hope I stay as his secret slut.
Just right now he left my place. And I couldn’t help but share this with you guys while my tits and tummy is covered with his cum xgkxhxgoxhgcg

Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/u27heo/i_23_am_obsessed_with_my_ex24_mf