I’d been thinking about this weekend for months now. I would have the house to myself for three days, and I’d been planning on taking some molly and having a night of sexual exploration with myself. I’d collected lots of things to keep myself stimulated throughout the night, starting with some sexy outfits. I already had a nice collection of black thongs, tights, garter belts, opera gloves, heels, and bras, but decided I’d find some UV party clothes and put some black lights around the house.
I had meant to find some different colors to try different outfits on while I was rolling, but kept getting drawn to the neon pink stuff. I knew it would look good with black, so I just went a little crazy and got fingerless gloves, thigh highs, a thong teddy, tube dress, and bodysuit that I cut into a top and crotchless tights, all fishnet because I knew the sensation would be irresistible. I got a few accessories like a pink headband, tiny g-string, and sunglasses, but what really caught my attention were a set of pink nipple suction toys, and a dual density pink, 7.5” dildo, with balls and a suction cup. It was by far the hottest toy ‘d ever bought, and I was about to find out just how amazing it was.
Tonight was also the night I planned to deploy a special prototype I’d been working on. Two fucking machines put together with tools I had, a jigsaw and a drill powered reciprocating fucker (both with voltage regulators to control the speed and no sharp bits still attached :). After getting out of class I went home and started putting together my Rave Cave, laying out all of my implements of pleasure on the kitchen table, and drew the blinds.
I put some music on and shaved my body smooth all over, then started working on some makeup. I had found some pink sparkly eye shadow, some pink stick on nails and polish, hot pink lipstick, and some glue on lashes. Besides the stick on nails (I just settled for a coat of neon polish on my natural fingernails and toes, the plastic ones were extremely awkward), everything looked HOT. I love applying makeup, it gets me into such a girly and sexual mindset, and I took my time with it, admiring myself in the mirror, my eyes popping behind the thick lashes, my body covered in my black lingerie set while drinking a few beers and progressively turning up the music as the sun began to set.
I had planned on dropping at 8, but I underestimated how long it would take to get ready. But, the freedom of knowing that time didn’t matter in that moment was exhilarating, and I gladly downed my first dose at about 10. I changed out my black garb and squeezed into my fishnet set, my skin already electrified by the sensation across my smooth body. I decided it was time to relax, and puffed on my weed vape, took a shot, and went to have a cigarette on the front porch, dressed in my rave finery for anyone to see (which in my quiet neighborhood was unlikely…but not impossible!) I had cranked the heat in the house way up, hoping to get my sweat on soon, but outside was unseasonably cold, in the low 30s F. It felt sooooo good, I wasn’t even shivering, just enjoying the icy wind on my skin as the menthol filled my lungs, bass rumbling in the house behind me.
For the next hour I danced around the house, EDM music bumping, sipping on my THC and tobacco vapes as I waited for the come up. I had tried a little of this batch before, so I knew it was good, but it was taking a little longer to kick in than I’d have liked. By 11:30 I said fuck it, measured out my second dose and snorted half, followed by the other half 30 minutes later. Next thing I knew was that it was Time.
The roll hit me smoothly, it was strong, but my head stayed clear and I didn’t feel nauseous. I changed out the music for a playlist of porn music videos I’d been collecting, hours of nonstop dance music synchronized with porn that I wouldn’t have to control was *chef’s kiss*. I began changing outfits around, watching how the black lights hit my skin and lit up my lingerie was dizzying, sliding my netted hands around my body to feel every sensation. I lubed up my smallest butt plug just to get things started, and inserted it slowly into my ass. The wave of pleasure raised goosebumps on my entire body, my nipples standing erect through my fishnet top. I pinched them before pulling my thong back up and started to dance again.
After I felt I was hitting my peak I decided to try a whippit I had bought, unfortunately I got one of those cheap crackers and ended up pretty much wasting the NOs as it leaked out, but in the moment I couldn’t care less. I pulled out my butt plug and laid on the couch, mesmerized by the sexy display on the screen, and started working a slightly bigger toy into my ass as I tested out the pink dildo in my mouth. The soft texture was unbelievable, not completely realistic, but much better than any harder dildo I’d ever used, and it easily slid in and out of my throat as I fucked myself from both sides. I let my eyes roll back and just forget about time for a while as I double teamed myself, moaning and gagging around the cock in my throat as tears welled up in my eyes, the curved head of the second toy hitting my spot perfectly.
After cumming on the couch, whimpering and quivering over the sound of the moans and music coming from the TV, I pull my thong back up, sealing the dildo into my ass, as I decided it was time to strip down a little bit. I turned a box fan on and got a spray bottle of water and a beer out of the fridge. The heat was dry and I wasn’t sweating much, but pulling the layers of fishnets off and exposing my skin to the fan and light water droplets sent me to another level. With the coffee table pulled right up to the TV, I smacked my new toy down on it, covered it in lube, and went to town.
…part 2 coming up :)
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/u18jek/dancing_with_myself_t_a_rave_journal_pt_1