I’ve [F] been letting a [M] married man face fuck me in his office.

Before you judge me I know what I’m doing is bad. I feel bad. I’ve met his wife and she is so pretty and sweet. But I can’t help but feel turned on when we do things. It’s so wrong and I’ve tried to stop but everytime I try to pull away he brings me back in. This is my anonymous journal if you don’t want to read the “boring” stuff skip ahead.I met him during a company barbecue.

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I’m not going to divulge details but I work in a large office building. I was really stressed out because it was cold and it was crowded and I get a lot of anxiety in crowds.

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I guess my face showed it because he came up to me and asked if I was lost. I told him I was struggling and that it was too crowded for me to try. He asked if he could get me what I wanted. Aww. He was really sweet and got me the burger I asked for and he got it the exact way I wanted it too! We struck up a conversation about work and at some point he mentioned his wife and I instantly crossed him off the list. He was cute but I wasn’t a home wrecker. At least not at that point. He worked a couple of floors up from me and was significantly higher up in the food chain than I was.

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As we were finishing up our conversation he asked me to take down his number and to text him if I needed work related help. I felt a little awkward about it but I figured I was overthinking and took down his number.

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Later on the month I encountered a problem at work. I can’t get into details but it was a very expensive issue. Instead of bothering my direct boss (she gets snappy and it really bothers me) I decided I’d just message him and hope for the best.To my surprise he got back to me quick. He told me to call him. Eeek okay. He sounded really happy to hear from me. I told him about the issue I was having and he told me not to worry about it. He would take it from me. We started to joke around about our work day. I vented to him a little bit and he vented his own grievances. It was refreshing.

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Fast forward a couple months and we are talking almost everyday. We constantly joked about work and vented about our day. I honestly looked forward to talk to him. And I knew I was attaching to a man I couldn’t have. But in my mind I justified it. We were just work friends.

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One day he invited me to come after work hours to get a tour of his floor and office. I wasn’t nervous at all. Our connection felt natural. I felt comfortable around him. After work I went up to see him and we had a great time! I knew at that point I was crushing on him but I wasn’t making any advances and besides why does a little silly crush matter?

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It become a regular thing after work to see him. I started wearing tighter pencil skirts and pulling them up a bit more. I’d refresh my make up before going to see him. I admit I had a hand to play. He started venting to me more openly. I always heard him out and I think he started leaning on me.

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We were laughing so much and we were having so much fun almost every day. One day the tension came to a boiling point. I was teasing him about his ugly tie. I was leaning in to make fun of him and we just kinda stared at each other. Before I could pull away he grabbed the back of of my head and pulled me in for a kiss.

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We made out for what seemed like forever. He started to get touchy and I pushed him off. “What about your wife”. I felt AWFUL. “I’m sorry we should stop”. He said. It looked like he felt bad too. I grabbed my purse and left.

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Later that night he texted me and apologized. I did too for my part. I told him it wasn’t a big deal. I didn’t want him to feel bad because it was my fault too. It didn’t work because by the end of the night we were sexting. We both knew it was wrong but I couldn’t stop myself. I wanted him to fuck me. I imagined him throwing me on his desk and ripping my skirt off me and fucking me on it.

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The next day I went to his office like I usually would. Within ten minutes of me being there he was sticking his tongue into my mouth. It felt so wrong. I got a rush out of potentially getting caught and the fact that I was his mistress.

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I asked him if he wanted his dick sucked. At this point I was so wet. My pussy was twitching. He told me to get under his desk. I’m such a man pleaser that I’d be willing to do anything, so I did. I took the top off my dress down and kept my bra on. His dick plopped out of his pants. He was already half erect. I wasted no time I put his warm cock in my wet mouth.

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I wanted to be better than his wife. I let his cock slide over my tongue and hit the back of my throat. “God your mouth is so warm”. He said. “I bet your wife can’t suck your cock like I can”. I told him. I was confident I was better than her. “You are going to have to be real good then” he responded. I was jealous. I felt angry. I wanted to be his best.

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I popped his dick out “fuck my face already”, he was being too soft I wanted him to take control.It was like I turned a switch on. He pulled me out from under the desk, pulled my bra down 😭 and pushed me towards the wall.

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He grabbed an entire handful of boob. It hurt. He slapped them. “Are these nasty tits ready to be punished?” He slapped my tits. I felt them heat up. It stung.He grabbed my entire pony tail and made me look up to him. He pushed his cock all the way down my throat. I was choking. My jaw started to hurt. “I’m going to enjoy this mouth pussy”. I wanted to giggle but I had a cock down my throat. 🤷🏼‍♀️

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He was really picking up pace now. I was his little side piece slut and I couldn’t stop from thinking about his wife and how he would rather have me.

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He pulled his cock out and put his balls in face. He was smearing them on my face. “Suck my balls, my wife came all over them yesterday”. I twitched. I let his balls fall into my mouth and I gently sucked on them. “Play with my asshole slut”. Some guys like that kinda thing. I was happy to oblige. He put his dick back in my mouth and I played with his ass.

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He grabbed my hair again really aggressively. He pushed head against the wall and started using my mouth. He slid his cock across my tongue and stopped when it hit my throat. He wasn’t long, he pushed his cock in deeper and let his kids into me. I pulled him close. I didn’t want to waste a single drop of cum. He was groaning. It was so hot.

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He was shaking. I sucked the rest of his cum out and swallowed. “Holy shit, you fucking freak”. I felt proud.”Can you fuck me?” I told him. He told me he would rather not have intercourse and would finger me instead. I obliged. I needed a release. He told me to lay down on his desk. He started to suck on my tits and easily slid his finger into my pussy. I couldn’t handle it I came 2 minutes into him feeling me up. He didn’t stop he was enjoying his hands inside of me. I grabbed on to his hand as he played with me.He took his hands out and shoved his fingers into my mouth. “Taste it”. I couldn’t believe what we just did. It felt surreal.

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We cleaned up and snuck out of his office and out the floor.Its been a month now and I can’t stop sucking his dick. I’ve become his little side piece. He calls his wife and I suck him off while she’s still on the phone. She has no idea. He calls me his side pussy and I love it. I need to stop but I can’t.

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