[F] My brother is so assertive now, and I’m absolutely overjoyed

Writing this with a finger in my pussy so i apologize if the grammar is shittyy.

Lately I’ve (F18) gotten far more comfortable with my brother (M20) and what we have. In January we first started to break that familal mental barrier that has been the only thing keeping our hands, mouths, and bodies off of eachother, but although the sex (primarily oral) was frequent, it wasn’t… right? He’d always tilt his head away and silent  when I played with his thick dick and sucked him dry; I would never  look at him directly either. Its my fucking brother. But We knew we needed eachother , we enjoyed pleasuring ourselves together, but it was as if we’d pretend we were other peopl during the act. We would always try our best to dance around the fact that his sister has been swallowing his cum,  and vice versa.

I gave him quiet, awkward blowjobs, but he could never fuck my throat without shame until 2 weeks ago. We go to separate universities in the same state , and  luckily we’re close enough to home to meet up for the weekends (it rarely happened at first, but ever since i first I sucked his dick he’s been coming back at every opportunity). Around March 20th he hung out with me in my room while our parents were downstairs..

I’m trying to keep composed and write this competently but holy fuck I love being used…

we were watching some movie (can’t remember which), while  i quietly grinded on his cock with my thick ass, which has become a routine of ours. Normally, I’d turn around by my own volition, spit on my hands, and stroke him until he moaned and asked for my mouth, but this time was different. Instead of asking, he told me  “come here luna “, and grabbed the back of my head. He pushed himself in my throat, repeatedly trying to reach the back like he was testing my gag reflex. He used my mouth like a cunt for I don’t know how long. 10 mins at least. He usually cums by then so what coherent thoughts i could muster beyond “im your bitch. Im your bitch” were  just me being in surprise. He took a break, pulled me up to him and sucked on my tits. My nipples are so sensitive so i didnt know what more i could take. He was telling me how good i taste. What a good slut i am. How he loves me. All things he could never put into words before. I was proud of him.

He took it a step further, gripped the back of my head with both hands  and continued to make a sloppy mess out of my face until he finished. We kissed and he played with my ass and we did some more things but all I can really remember  is how forceful he was in that moment. How bold he is with my throat, now. That day he realized he owns me, his little toy, and I hope he never forgets

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/txwbaw/f_my_brother_is_so_assertive_now_and_im