Mom’s best friend [51F] (from my childhood neighborhood) and me 26[M]

I honestly don’t know where to begin… this one is one of my top sexual moments for a variety of reasons.

TLDR; I lived up my childhood fantasies of my old milf neighbor (currently my mothers best friend) and I think my Mom secretly knows/tries to deny it. What should I do?

I moved into a new neighborhood/town when I was 10 years old. While I lived there, I became best friends with these 2 boys across the street (who were around the same age as me) and we would hangout multiple times a week. I essentially went thru puberty during that time and I had the hots for their MILF momma. She was 50/50 black and latin with an absolutely thick ass. She worked out all the time, was a masseuse while being a stay home mom… she was a milf and it was widely known.
Clearly I was too young to approach her then… lol, I was a minor if you think about it (although I felt older sexually because I was just horny all the time).

Anyways… fast forward about 9 years since I moved out (I was 26 when we started talking). My mom and Paula (her name for the remainder of the story) were literal best friends since the day we moved out of the neighborhood. They would hangout, Paula would be over (I was normally out with friends/away at college), and I ALWAYSSS had this childhood fantasy of her. I love Milfs as is (hint hint to those milfs reading this)… but Paula was that milf who made me horny all the time, plus I saw her very often as I grew up.

I started making my moves via text (while in a troubled relationship) and she was trying to coach herself into helping/identifying where I needed help (she was a licensed life coach too lol). I would say it took about 2 months, but the day had FINALLY come… I was single at that point, guess she coached me well, and we had met up once already and had lunch (will write about that experience later, but in short it was such a TEASE).

So… I went over to her home, since she lived close to my parents when I was visiting town (I go often, they dont live too far and she is separated so she lives alone). We hung out, did the normal small talk, had some good music going, and we were getting handsy with each other. She was always trying to “push me away” and play hard to get, but she knew what she was doing… with some music, dancing, laughter… I ended up taking her to townnnnn.

We ended up fucking in her kitchen, bent her over on her kitchen counter, fucked in her bed, had multiple rounds… and I cannot explain how unreal that felt. I remember laying in bed after, cuddling, and looking at her to only play the flashback of what she meant in my life.
This ended up getting messy though, as we continued to fuck for about a month before she caught feelings for me (real crazy). I wish I could fuck her again but do not want to blend emotions with my horniness.

Allegedly, per Paula, my mother does not know… but I am fairly confident that she has an idea because she knew we were in touch through the end of my relationship.

I guess my question for the audience is… should I tell my mom? ;)

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/trxhi3/moms_best_friend_51f_from_my_childhood