The days pass and my dry spell gets longer, and longer, and longer. One thing it does let me do is fantasize – in the morning, in the afternoon, evening, and especially at nighttime. Laying in bed and touching myself is when they get the most vivid. I see it in my minds eye, visions of what I want, what I crave, as depraved as they are I can’t help but want them…so much.
To be kept in a closet, ears filled with sounds of moans and cries of pleasure, eyes blinded so all that’s available is darkness, hands restrained behind my back, ring gag in my mouth to make me drool and have my throat accessible, plugs in my ass and pussy to keep me wet and willing. The only measure of time I comprehend is how often I’m used – throat, pussy, ass. Always in that rotation. Thinking about being a toy in the closet, not a person, only a toy — and one to be used and then locked away, makes me so wet, dripping, longing to be kept by someone like that.
Being tied to a bed, spread out like a starfish, my head hanging just off the edge, mouth slightly open. All I can do is wait for the next time someone comes in to use me. Use my mouth like a pussy, cumming so far down my throat I don’t even taste it. Fill my ass full after a hard fucking, then have my plug shoved back in to keep rounds of spunk deep inside, a reminder of the slut that I am. Fuck my pussy like I’m a fleshlight – only for your pleasure, not even a thought for mine.
Being locked in a chastity belt, only my throat and my ass accessible. Trained to cum from getting facefucked, my hands tied behind my back, a dick down my throat. Trained to cum just from a dick in my ass, hard and rough, pounding until I’m filled up and then plugged full. My pussy being completely off limits until the rest of my holes turn into pussies as well, always ready, always available, for any whim on any day.
These desires and more cycle through my head as my fingers play on my clit, and my mouth is stuffed with a penis gag. Desires pushing me forward in my training, even during a dry spell, so that when I’m out of it, I’ll be an even better toy, an even better fleshlight, an even better slut.
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/tncfw9/desires