It was a Monday morning in June the first Monday my son was out of school and the summer heat was starting to appear. My husband Jack as usual was nowhere around as he was on his probably 1000th business trip. It was the one thing my parents warned me about after I announced our engagement about 15 years ago. We all know when any relationship is brand new we all look at it with blinders on and now how bad I wish I heeded their warnings.
Don’t get me wrong my husband is a good husband and q very fine provider to me and his son. He is all about the cash flow and he shows his feelings any of those he has with money. He has bought me every designer bag, all the jewelry, the fancy upscale fast cars and the large mansion. I would say for the first 3 years of our marriage you know the honeymoon phase we were on the same page. Of course being young and in love we had a healthy thriving sex life but nowadays as I look back A VERY VANILLA SEX LIFE…I lay on my back open my legs and he just pounds my pussy until he cums deep inside of me.
Jack and I were high-school sweethearts as I was the captain of the cheerleaders and he was on the football team. He is the only guy to put his cock deep inside of me and deflower me and for that we did always seem somewhat connected but I would only admit to myself that these last 2 years has been a struggle. For so long you can keep up that appearance of a happy couple with a thriving healthy sex life and it was now really wearing on me and my mental state. I am not even addressing my sexual health and what part that affects my mental health negatively as well.
I am sitting at my pool as I am thinking of all this stuff that is flooding my mind. It is just like the beginning of the last few summers me and my true love my son Bryce at home for the lazy hazy days of summer. I am always wearing a new two piece bikini and getting my excitement and or pleasures as it applies to my sexual state by having my sons friends slyly checking my body out while trying not to be caught by their best friend my son. That is about all the excitement that happens in my everyday life.
This is going to be the first year my son is going to be away for a long length of time leaving me to enjoy summer alone. Bryce is an excellent baseball player and he is going to baseball camp down in Flordia for basically the entire summer. All of course due to his fathers way of showing love and caring with money. What Bryce wants he gets from his dad. More power to my son as he doesn’t have his dad’s attention so take his money. I was counting down the days to he was going and it was 6 days until I was going to be all alone. I wanted to spend these 6 days with him and I and getting all the stuff he needed to bring with him to the camp.
I enjoyed being around my son and he had a very mature LIKE A MAN presence and I could talk to him openly about of course my non existence of a relationship with his daddy. I didn’t like to criticize his dad in front of him or talk mean but he would listen to me vent at times.
“Bryce I am really going to miss you around here this summer”, I said to my son who was sitting on chair a few feet from my lounge chair. He looked over at me, ” I know mom it has always been me and you during these summers and now I gotta go and try to really reach my pinnacle as it relates to my baseball skills.” Which I sat up and turned to sit on the lower part of my lounge chair and turned to face him and told him that I thought he had been at the pinnacle cause when I watch you I get the proud mommy feeling always. I was looking right at him and he was acting like I had embarrassed him with that compliment and I said, ” take the compliments baby u deserve them.” I was now gazing at my son and was beginning to notice things about him that I remember me and my high school girlfriends noticing about our high school crushes.
His arms were becoming very defined and I noticed he had alot of armpit hair as I could notice it even with his arms flat against his side. He had facial hair and he was just becoming a man in front of me. I asked Bryce to come and sit next to me and he without hesitation stood up and turned to walk over to my lounge chair. I don’t know what my intentions were but I quickly sat back on the lounge chair and looked up at him approaching me and I quickly patted the part of the chair between my legs and asked him to come and sit with mommy. He carefully sat onto my chair as I spread my legs wider and he sat in between my legs and leaned back into mommy’s 36Ds and he loved his arms on the top of my thighs and I wrapped my arms around him under his armpits and we just sat there enjoying our company and the summer heat.
I feel as though I must have dozed off or somehow my focus was way off with the closeness of my maturing own blood my only son but I came to awareness and I had discovered that my hands had or must have slide down to right where his waistband of his swim shorts rested so perfectly on his beginning chiseled 8 pack abs and I think or thought my one finger was that deep into his trunks I swore I felt reistience from his I can only assume growing pubic hair. Somehow I had to slide them out of his not suppose to touch by mama region and hope he didn’t notice or even bothered to pay attention. Or secretly I thought to myself maybe Bryce didn’t mind mommy getting so close to her only and first born child.
I recollected myself and still no movement from me or Bryce so I quietly whispered in the direction of his ear, “Bryce….Bryce….and still no reply or movement and with of course with gravity mommy’s hand was deeper and more tangled into his pubic area. With my self professed and my inner turmoil and feelings I thought hmmm this is nice just to have another being laying somewhat entangled with myself and deep inside honestly I didn’t want this to end.
I didn’t mention before but with my lack of companionship and feeling alone alot of times I have developed a very dirty XXX inner mind and even at times have resorted to porn watching and of course the thing we all do but don’t admit to is playing with myself as well. I cannot lie that every now and then one of those young friends of my boy that have always hung by the pool with us mostly naked have crossed my mind once in awhile.
What would my Bryces friend Joe feel like buried deep inside of my attention starved MILF pussy. I continued thinking some XXX thoughts as I continued to have my hands on my own sons forbidden areas from their parents.
I started to press my luck as I was feeling that old feeling back then in my attention starved pussy…I began to lightly trace his beginning forming 6 pack as I traced it with my long fingernails. Bryce would always summon me even when his friends were over to scratch his back or curb wherever his itch was at that present moment. I was feeling it with me being inappropriately close with my son that I was going to need to address my loneliness or risk doing something that may get me in deep water.
I leaned into Bryces left shoulder and took a look at his ever growing and maturing body. I was breathing a little heavier and it caused Bryce to come to his senses for a few and I took a risk while I assumed I had his attention and planted a three light kisses on his neck and then put my lips up to his ear ….while my mouth was close to his ear “Bryce it feels so good being with you and spending time together”
My son surprised me as his reaction to that was to roll towards his mom and now he was resting his head on my rather large surgically firm breast and I thought to myself how I would love to had him roll over laying chest to chest with me and quell some of my curiosity….you know the ones….how dam big is he ….how experienced is my son and many more. I felt like another hour or so went by and that entire time I would lightly scratch his back and slowly slide my hand down and into his trunks and rub his tight muscular ass. Oh how I kept daring myself to slide my finger between his ass cheeks and search for his pink virgin starfish.
I sensed movement and next I know is my son is looking up at his mommy and he has a smile for me and I tell him, “I would really like to spend these last few days with you before you go because I am really going to miss you. Aren’t you going to miss mommy Bryce???” as I reached for his right cheek and held my hand there as we were staring into each others eyes. I asked Bryce to slide up and get closer to mommy as I am going to miss you.
I pulled him into my lips and our lips met and we stayed liked that kinda like we were both waiting to see who was going to move further or stop this and I felt my son’ s tongue slowly lick my lips as to give me a hint that he wanted to invade my mouth and taste mommy’s lips and tongue. I was now following his lead and we both were invading each others mouth and our bodies were grinding together and he placed his bulge perfectly at the entrance of my womanhood. I reached around and grabqebed his ass and pulled him deep against me and he now was grinding faster and it seemed like we were in perfect harmony.
In the middle of this I became somewhat ashamed or afraid and I with a purpose asked him if he was OK and he continued to grind right on my becoming wet pussy and then I felt a jolt and then my son began to slow down the grinding as I assumed he came right in his swim trunks. That thought had me more excited and my desire to have him fuk grow larger.
I told Bryce why don’t you go up for a shower and get some relaxation in and we will have dinner around 8. He slowly began to slide off of me and was continuing to try and avoid showing me that I assumed was a large wet spot on his trunks. He takes his last step away from the loungechair. Surprise to me he then dropped his trunks and left them 2 feet from me and he jumped into the pool.
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/tjzyd7/my_growing_boy_is_going_away_this_summer
I like that it’s the mother who takes the initiative