[M] My ex liked to humiliate me and I like it too

Until I was 20, I was a virgin. Then I met the girl I first went on a date with. From the very beginning, she told me about her and her ex. I got to know his penis size – bigger than mine, of course, stories about their best sex and many other things like that.

I only had sex with her twice, having been with her for a month. She never gave me a blowjob, she always made me lick my pussy and use condoms. I also bought her sweets more than once, when we were in the store, although at that moment she earned more than me. Her ex was unemployed and they were living on her account.

She broke up with me after that time and on the same day started seeing my friend. They were together for over a year. She then said we could be friends and we stayed. They told me more than once about the fact that they didn’t use condoms, he used to cum in her, he has a bigger penis and he blows him regularly, and he doesn’t lick her pussy. More than a dozen times she even asked him to give him a blowjob. They kissed in front of me several times, and I felt jealousy, but also excitement. I felt then that she deserved it.

She told all our friends that she didn’t have sex with me and that my cock was small. Being alone, I asked her why she said that, then she always laughed and changed the subject.

Now she has a new boyfriend and we’ve lost touch a bit, but I hope he’s better than me when it comes to sex.

Hearing him fuck her could be quite enjoyable. I wouldn’t want to see her because that would mean I could see her naked again, which I don’t really deserve. Listening to their sex while I clean her apartment or make food for them sounds really good.

Now all the time I jerk off to the photos of her where she is with her boyfriend staring right at the camera. I always look into her eyes during this.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/tj0lkl/m_my_ex_liked_to_humiliate_me_and_i_like_it_too