[F] Confessions of a Stupid Submissive Online Slut

First story on here.. throwaway for obvious reasons. But here’s the story of how I’ve been a submissive slut over discord to a dom in another continent… for the last 9 months. Specifically… this is the story of my first challenge with him.

Out of all places to meet someone, a discord page for a hobby wasn’t expected. HF is a night owl, and myself, and a few others in the group would just chat nonsense until the late hours of the night. HF started to interest me when I noticed some remarks he made, specifically about how he was a dom. I’ve shared pictures in the discord, and was getting attention from some of the other men publicly, and also privately. The attention is always appreciated, and teasing these men who are abroad became very entertaining for a slut like me. It started to become funny when guys were in my DMs asking for my snap, but that was a line I wasn’t too comfortable crossing with many of them. HF and I were DMing about random stuff for a few days, and eventually he just sent me his snap, and told me to send him snaps of the US. It was the order, the demanding tone, that really got me. Fuck it, I was intrigued by him anyways, so added him. At one point, the discord was discussing favorite subreddits, and HF DMs me his list. StupidSlutsClub and ThroatFucking.. fuck. Next thing I knew, I’m typing away while using my vibrator, and he was ordering me to send him voice messages begging for permission to cum. Went from 0 to 60 in minutes. But a good slut will always be a slut.

“Your clit will be swollen so often that you’ll wish you’d never crossed my path!” – How can one simple text, make a slut want someone so much, I’ll never know.

All through discord… all because of a random hobby.

I remember just driving him wild, just dirty sexts that would drive him insane. Telling him how many fingers I was fucking myself with. How I wanted to be choked, spanked, and fucked as hard as possible. Letting him know when I was just sitting there, ready to cum and have an orgasm. I wanted to cum, so I wasn’t asking for permission. I knew he would say no, so I was making the rules…up to that point. Then the game started. If I were to guess, I teased him to the point that he knew he had to punish me.

“Count the amount of orgasms you have between now and Sunday evening. I’ll write a list out with various amounts of hours and days on it. Whatever number you land on will be the amount of time I’ll make you wait.”

Fuck. What a challenge. But I wasn’t going to back down. I expected HF to deny me for a day or 2, not that much more. I was ordered to update him live as well. If I had an orgasm, I had to just send him a number. Something about this game made me horny as fuck, and I asked him for permission to finger myself. Granted. Thank god. The next 2 days – 1…2….3…. and I was doing it all on my own. He sent me a message one morning as the number is about to go up. Perfect timing. This is where the texts get fucking dirty and I start to go insane. He’s directing me, one finger… two. I’m describing how everything feels. He’s driving me crazy, telling me how he is going to tease my clit with his cock. I ask him permission, telling him how I want to cum as much as I need his cock. Fuck. Me. 4.

5 & 6 were easy. 7 & 8 had to be back to back orgasms according to HF. Fuck. I was at work, and he was sending me messages whilst I was driving home. At one point I had to pull over, for safety reasons, and to just feel how fucking wet I was. The second I got home, within minutes I was at orgasm number 7. I decided to let him control my vibrator for orgasm 8. 10 settings. 10 being the strongest. Slowly the numbers were increasing with every text he sent. Challenge completed. And then he tells me that with 7 being out of the way in his spreadsheet, the one day ban is gone. Fucking asshole. He did that on purpose. I don’t know how long the ban was going to be, I just knew it was fully up to him to decide.

8 was my last orgasm for the night. Master later informed me that my ban would be 6 days. Fucker knew what he was doing. He teased me constantly to get the numbers up, so they would increase. The orgasm ban wouldn’t officially start for a few days. I was going to have one last one, before a week of torture. But that night, I was being a slut and uploaded a picture of myself to the group chat that had my boobs on display. I ended up having to put binder clips on my nipples for 5 minutes. We were both so fucking horny that night, and HF gave me the order to cum. Fucking hell.

The next day involved walking around my house with clamps on, and having rubber bands tied around my nipples. I loved every minute of it, the pain, and the pleasure. It drove me wild. Then I realized the fucking power he had over me, even though he was so far away. He had me rub ice on my nipples. Then the order came in. “Ice on your clit for 10 seconds. No longer”. Those 10 seconds were brutal. Felt amazing, but I needed an orgasm. 10 seconds felt like an eternity. Then, another order came in. Pour myself a glass of water, put the ice cube in it, and drink it. My juices mixed in and all. This drove me wild.It was so filthy, so fucking hot, and I loved every minute of it. I wanted him more than anything at that point.

That night, the torture started. Every minute or so, I’d get a message, and the vibrator intensity would increase”

“1 – I bet you wish that was my tongue on your clit right now, sliding all over.”
“2 – This is where it starts to get interesting, the pressure builds and your clit swells. Desperate for it to be clamped!”
“3 – Right now I’d slip the first finger in very gently, so gently that you’d barely feel it but all you can hear is your lips parting for me.”
“4 – With that I pull it out and let you think I’m going to give you a taste, you beg at the very thought of it. Just like that ice cube all over again.”
“5 – You beg me to use two fingers, you want me inside you so badly. Your breathing is getting so shallow as you’re desperate to cum for me”
“6 – Your body starts to move out of your control, you wriggle even deeper onto my fingers. I slap your pussy as punishment to remind you who’s in charge”
“7 – Now the apologies start and the begging intensifies, you want me leaning of you. My cock dripping with pre-cum. You want it down your throat so badly!”
“8 – This is where you can’t take the teasing any longer, you’re desperate to cum. Desperate for that permission!”
“9 – “You’re now laying there, a quivering wreck, soaking wet and, about to pass out from all the edging. Your nipples are aching”

My eyes were rolling back, I managed to get the willpower to send “close” to him. And then the hatred went through my body.

“Back to 2” FUCKER. Sadistic fucker. DENYING ME NOW. What. The. Fuck. That wasn’t the plan at all. I didn’t think he would do that.

The orders were coming back, I was fucking myself with one vibrator, and another on my clit. When I got to 6, I couldn’t take it. I asked for permission. “STOP. EVERYTHING OFF” was his response. I was going crazy. I was angry. But I needed more. I needed a fucking orgasm. The orders came in again. Slowly fucking myself, and then the vibrator back on 8. Fuck. I was ready again. I was getting close again, but managed to beg for an orgasm.

“Cum for me”

Thank fucking god. And what an intense orgasm that was.

The next day was Sunday, and my official orgasm ban started that night. I was out shopping, but had to bring rubber bands with me. I was with family, it was 90+ degrees. He gave me an order. I had 5 minutes to put the rubber bands on. I requested a fitting room, and my hands were shaking. Once I got the rubber bands on, I had to walk around and pretend everything was okay. After what seemed like an eternity, I finally got the command to remove the rubber bands. I crossed my arms over my chest, and removed them. Then had to keep my arms crossed, so the rubber bands didn’t fall out from my shirt. My orgasm ban officially started that evening. And getting through that was an exhilarating form of torture.

To think that was just the start, and the last 10 months has turned me into a very submissive slut to a dom overseas. I’ve had many more denials since. Each one making me hate and love him even more. Maybe in the future I’ll write more about other challenges. For now, it’s just going to be this one.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/tdjpro/f_confessions_of_a_stupid_submissive_online_slut

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