Has had a cuckold fetish for several years. I was a virgin until I was 20 and then I met my first girlfriend. I met her at a friend’s party, and shortly after I left her, she was kissing one of the party people (he told me about it some time later). I was seeing her for a month. We had sex exactly twice. The first time she was willing, but the second time I took her for pity because she said all the time that she was tired, sleepy or that she didn’t feel like it. She had an ex that she loved to tell me about and they continued to be friends. From the very beginning, she told me how good he was. She talked about how she gave him a blowjob more than once, and even asked if she could do him, she also said that he used to cum inside her a regular basis and generally had sex without condoms. On each of those two occasions, I had to put a condom on and eat her pussy, and any pleas for a blowjob ended up refusing with a nasty smile. I didn’t earn much when I was with her because I was in school, but she didn’t mind asking me to buy things for her, which of course I did. Her ex was unemployed and she paid for their things and had a job during her relationship with me.
After a month she broke up with me and on the same day confessed to me that she was in a relationship with my friend. They were together for over a year. My friend, like her ex, used to cum inside her regularly, she asked him to be able to give him a blowjob, and the lack of condoms was the norm, he used her like a whore, because they told me more than once that he said he wanted to for sex and she would come over and put his cock first and then ride him until he cums. My ex told me all the time that she regrets being in a relationship with me and that she shouldn’t have had sex with me and that it wasn’t sex for her. Of course, she knew he was, but she wanted to let me know that compared to having sex with my friend and her ex, having sex with me was nothing to her. She stated that she wished we had been just friends from the beginning.
At one point, I met our mutual friend with whom I wanted to go on a date, but before I could do it, she asked me if I had a small dick because my ex told her so. I told her no, but she laughed at it and refused to believe me. After that, I didn’t ask for a date anymore. Sometime later my friend broke up with her and my ex started dating her current boyfriend and has been with him for over two years. She introduced me to him, and after a short conversation, she said something about what little sex with me meant to her, and that she wished she had ever thought of me as a partner rather than a friend.
Ever since she was with a friend of mine I’ve always been jerking off to photos where she is with her boyfriends. I always pick the ones where she’s laughing and staring right at the camera and I always look into her eyes while jerking off. I deleted all of her nude photos a long time ago because I didn’t think I deserved to have them. During jerking off, I imagine that she locks me permanently into chastity and becomes her servant forever, because someone like me should never fuck anyone again. Every now and then she gives me their used condoms to drink. I don’t even want to watch someone fuck her because seeing her naked should be the reward for being an alpha. While she’s fucking him, I’d like to hear her moans behind the wall. If she wanted, she could kick me in the balls, attach nipple clips, tie me up. I’d also like to be used by the alpha so that he can fuck my throat when she’s tired. I’d also like to buy her condoms, make romantic dinners for her and her boyfriend. My greatest reward should be the permission to lick her feet.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/t0vnc4/mfmy_ex_liked_to_humiliate_me_and_i_like_that