I got fucked in public now I regret it

Lately I got curious and I dressed up like a girl. I looked so good it was unbelievable, but I didn’t want people to see me so I went outside during night. There wasn’t anyone in the park nearby and I had the place for myself. I lowered my panty and sat on bench, I bent my butt backwards, then started fingering it.

It felt so good ,my dick was rock hard, but then at that moment I felt something grope my ass and I froze up….. I soon realized there was a man behind me touching my ass. I was shocked and couldn’t move, so I stay silent as I felt a hand grab my ass firmly. I was infuriating, how could somebody do something so horrible.

I felt his hand moving down my skirt, inside my thong. He caressed my bare ass with the palm of his hand. The situation was getting out of hand so I had to tell him I was a boy, but he didn’t stop.
That’s when I was truly terrified.
After a couple of grabs I suddenly felt one of his fingers poking the entrance of my asshole. There is no way he would go that far in public!……………Right?

At that moment I felt his finger go in my ass. Did he really just do that ?!. He started moving his finger more and more inside me. I was paralyzed at that moment. My ass felt numb and i felt disgusted as I realized the very first time having my ass played with wasn’t by a curious and loving boyfriend but by a random pervert. He finally took his finger out my ass and out of my panty. Finally it was over and he had his fun.

As I barely started feeling relief once gain I felt something pushing against my ass but………….but it wasn’t the feel of a hand or a finger. I couldn’t believe it, he was slowly brushing his hard cock against my ass. Then with horror I felt my panty getting lower. I had to do something, I wasn’t gonna let that guy do as he pleases. Before I could rethink my options his cockhead already went inside. He was ripping my ass, I wanted to escape but he firmly held my hips , then felt his huge dick slid deeper, as he began to pound my butt. I can’t believe it was happening, he was raping me. Fucking me in the ass and all I could do it watch.

After that he slid two fingers in my butthole, as he began to pull my hair. That guy was fingering me while pounding my previously virgin ass ,I could feel every inch of him entering and sliding out my butthole. It felt so weird and dirty like a forbidden way of doing it. I couldn’t help but feel the tiniest bit of pleasure making its way inside me. Then I realize with shame that I was indeed getting hard. Unbelievable, how could I get that aroused being raped in the ass by some bastard. He fucked me harder and harder.

Then he stopped all of the sudden and with what will forever be a stab in my pride and self-esteem I, not even realizing it almost as my body had taken over my mind, pushed my ass towards his cock. I barely stopped myself from cumming having his cock and fingers inside my asshole.  Out of nowhere I saw people walking nearby, but he couldn’t stop fucking my ass. I felt something warm, but when I turned my head to see it was too late. He was ejaculating ,pumping my ass with cum.

Then he got me down on my knees and forced me to suck his cock deep down my throat. I could taste my own ass as he deep throated me. I was getting face fucked by a stranger and I couldn’t do anything. Someone in the distance was recording me while I was taking another man’s cock in my mouth. He pulled my head harder towards his penis, so I can’t escape. It was so embarrassing to choke on his meat while filmed by people. It didn’t take long before my mouth was full of his seed. I got home trying my best not to let shame overcome me as I washed the cum off my legs.

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