I maybe was supposed to leave my underwear on during my massage based on the technique… but ended up spreading my legs for my male masseuse to get a good view[FM]

I have always had fantasies about being used, not aggressively but just letting someone do whatever they want to my body. I want to know how they would touch me without me stopping them. I want to know if they would spread my pussy just to examine it or finger my ass or sick on my nipples for 5 minutes. Whatever their kink is, I want them to do it to me. I love the idea of someone watching me while I am with my partner. I love having my body explored. I love being with a man (i’d do with a woman too, just never have had the chance) who just worships my body. Who loves exploring my pussy and just staring at it. I think there often times is so much shame felt by women over their bodies and I just find it so fucking empowering to just spread my legs and be on display. I preface this with saying this because I’m sure some will not approve of this experience. But fuck I need to tell someone because it makes me insanely horny. So as we read this, know I was 100% a willing participant and that was clear.

I love massages and love watching massage porn and fantasizing about someone massaging my whole body. Males can have their chests massaged, why can’t women? My chest gets tight and it feels fucking amazing when my tits are being massaged. So I got a massage at an oriental massage place. Everyone kept talking about how the male masseuse was just amazing and a god at massages. I sort of got the feeling from some of the reviews that maybe things went a little beyond a regular massage. At the beginning, I think he might have told me to leave my underwear on, but I honestly wasn’t listening and I always take everything off for a massage. His style of massage involved stretching which I’ve had plenty of times.
Well let’s call him John. John did seem a little surprised when he moved the towel and I didn’t have anything on underneath. At first I thought maybe he had a little flinch/hesitation because he accidentally pulled the towel over more than he meant. So John is by no means attractive to me and is probably three times my age so I am not sexually attracted to him whatsoever. But as the massage keeps going, my towel keeps just going a little bit more off my ass and a little more. Then, he stretches my legs and I just know that my pussy is on display. And I fucking lean into it. I move my other leg out wider so that when he has my one leg up he can see me. We are both much more hesitant at first. He starts massaging and getting closer and closer on my inner thigh. So I spread my legs a little more and push my ass up.

I’ve had my ass massaged many times and everytime they always have it completely covered with a towel, but this time I am almost completely exposed on the table at this point. And I am fucking dripping wet. He’s massaging my ass and as he does it, he is subtly spreading my cheeks. He’s behind me and really getting into the massage and has a hand on each upper thigh where it meets my ass. His thumbs are dangerously close to my pussy at this point. And so I just push my ass up again and he is spreading my ass and massaging away. I know he can see my asshole. And I will tell you he was so fucking into this massage that it was by far the best massage I’ve ever had. I also chose this place because they offered 2 hour massages. This ended up being 2 and a half hours so I know he was fucking stoked. He is not missing a beat and is finding any and every way to be able to spread my legs and stretch me without actually ever crossing that line. If I had been sexually attracted to him, I would have spread my legs really fucking wide and made it clear. But I wasn’t to him so we just kept this teasing for two and a half hours.

When I’m on my stomach, he is massaging my ribs and finding every way to “professionally” get to my boobs. So I’m just laying here thinking, what is going to happen when I flip over? Are we really going to just get rid of the towel and I’ll just be completely naked and on display? I liked the idea but it also made me more nervous because having “just” my ass on display was one thing. But my tits and pussy? Maybe too much. I am in my late 20s and I’ll own up to the fact that I have a banging body. Supermodel body? Definitely not. But I have big natural tits, size G, and a perfect-looking pussy. I am an attractive person and so I just have to imagine his night is being fucking made and this turns me on.

When it’s time, I roll over and he just sort of lays the towel across my waist. But, when he is at my feet I know he has a great view. He is massaging all the way up my legs and going almost right along my bikini line. There is a towel across my chest but it’s just barely hanging on. When he comes up to massage my neck, he just goes right dwon and is literally centimeters above my nipples. I know he lifted the towel as he moved his hands so he got a view of my tits completely but for just a quick second. I don’t flinch during any of this either so he knows I’m also digging it. The massage comes to an end (I honestly think he would have kept going if it hadn’t already been a half hour over haha!) and he’s like ok well see you on the other side. I obviously have to get myself off because I’m just seconds away from it. So as soon as he leaves, I just go to town and probably orgasmed in 10 seconds.

I’d already paid online so when I check out, it’s just for a tip. At this point, it’s like when you get off when watching porn and you have a second of like wait wtf…why did I just get off to that? And you’re like well I mean it was hot at the time and did the trick, but you’re feeling a little ashamed. Except this is real life and now I need to walk out and see him. I go out and he’s like, how was the massage? I’m like, ooo it was very good. Then he was like yes it was and so I went for almost 30 minutes more. Do you want to leave a tip?

So now I can’t stop thinking about it and I keep wondering, do I go back in? Will it go too far next time for my comfort? Where can I find this same thing but with a really fucking hot guy haha. If I could just go in, keep the lights off and have a massage done like this and then just leave with no interactions needed, I’d be there every week probably haha! I’m sure I’d get over it at some point.

Edit: I am also married so you know getting some excitement without fully crossing the line helps keep life exciting. I will definitely not be telling my husband about this experience though. He is very boring in the sex department hence the need to find ways to fulfill my fantasies somehow

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/swveny/i_maybe_was_supposed_to_leave_my_underwear_on