Playing with myself(F23) with my partner(M) asleep next to me (masturbation)(short)

(this is my first time letting myself be this slutty and my first time posting anything like this) (sorry for any spelling/grammar mistakes)

I played with myself right next to you sleeping tonight.
It took at least an hour for me to cum, slowly running my fingers over my wet pussy as quiet and still as possible under my blanket.
Everytime i was close youd move a bit or mumble and id stop.
Half scared youd wake and be pissed, and half excited youd catch me looking at porn and touching myself, praying youd fuck the shit out of my dripping pussy with your massive cock. I would lick the wetness off my fingers and continue once i knew you were still asleep.

I haven’t been this wet in a long time.

After scrolling through all kinds of subreddits, i settled on cumshots and imagined every single video i saw was you covering my entire body in your hot steamy cum. I mustve watched at least 30 of those short videos over and over again.
I could feel my body starting to shake with how close i was toward the end and looked over at you in a panic, afraid you’d feel my movements and wake up.
I knew it was finally coming and decided to be bold and remove the covers from my body so i could finish what i started. My back arched and i could feel the cold air hitting my tits, my thighs, and most importantly my aching pussy. I slid my fingers up and down my swollen clit and my hood faster and more aggressively, not caring at that point if you saw me.
With a quiet sharp gasp i came hard and tried to control the shakes caused by my orgasm, my pussy throbbing in the cold air less than a foot away from you. I licked my fingers again, glanced at you one more time, and recovered myself with my blanket.
Maybe I’ll tell you tomorrow, but maybe i wont.

Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/rwfbk9/playing_with_myselff23_with_my_partnerm_asleep