I was lonely girl with below average looks, so must of the time I just spent my days with the nerd/geek group which wasn’t my vibe but I didn’t wanna be alone , specially that my personality and looks didn’t attract others ..
Until one day one of the guys I was trying to open a conversation with , took me to a corner and told me to jerk him off while talking otherwise he will lose attention… I felt so weird and bad but I did it cause I really liked him and wanted him to like me back .. so I did until he came in my hands .. and it became our normal meeting . We talk with his dick in my hands and stop once he cums …
It went on for a while, until he started telling other boys that would just come and ask for the same.
They would fake interest in me , so I jerk them off , which once I did they ignored me after and just thought of other girls while I did it
I didn’t like doing it, I knew they were just using me to cum and never cared about me even a little but a part of me liked having some attention from those attractive guys.. and like it was either that or just sit with nerds.. so I did it and it gave me the reputation of the dumb unattractive girl that would jerk off guys for attention because she was desperate.
Which I was, and I was ashamed of it lol but I did it idk why
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/rv3ooi/f_the_only_way_i_made_friends_in_school_was_by
Sorry they used you like that. I hope things for you have gotten better
That could have given you power. You had many a population guys cock in your hand. You could have easily taken not of the different sizes and shapes. Spread that information to the other girls and use that as a means of asserting yourself. And teaching those guys that their actions have consequences.