He turned me into a depraved needy slut [FM]

Before meeting my ex(M30), I (f23) was this sweet innocent naive virgin (I was 18 by then). He quickly convinced me to have sex with him and within months, I was completely addicted.

For me it was love at first sight but for him, I was just another challenge and once he made me his slut, he was not that into me. It took me a while to realize that.

We were a few months in our relationship and I was always horny and begging him to fuck me, but most of the time, he would refuse. One day I decided to surprise him. I had just recently bought a nice pair of sexy lingerie and decided i’d drop by and surprise him. I had the keys to his place, so I let myself in. As soon as I was inside, I heard moans coming from the bedroom. I think part of me knew what was going on, but I guess I was still hoping I was wrong. Maybe he was just watching porn… well, he was not.

As soon as I reached the door, I saw him in bed with another chick. She was naked, lying on her back, legs spread apart. He was on top of her, balls deep in her, one hand around her throat, the other rubbing her clit. I could not believe my eyes. I stood there watching them, unable to react, unable to scream at him. I was heartbroken and angry. This bastard was cheating on me. I was also very jealous. I had been begging him to fuck me for weeks now and he always refused. Now I understood why.

I don’t know how long I was standing by the door, but he finally noticed me. I thought he’d finally stop and make some bullshit excuse. Maybe even blame her for making him cheat, but he did not. Instead he started fucking her harder and told her how tight she was. This sent her over the edge and she came. I was so angry, tears started running down my cheeks, but he kept fucking her.

I watched as he came inside her. This is when that other chick noticed me standing by the door. She was not even surprised to see me, instead she asked him if I was the girlfriend. This fucking slut knew he had a girlfriend and still agreed to fuck him. I finally snapped out of it and walked out of there. He did not even try to stop me.

A few days went by and I still had not heard from him. Were we over? The more time went by, the more I missed him. I kept replaying that day in my mind. I even started thinking about it when playing with myself. So after unsuccessfully trying to talk myself out of it, I called him.

It rang for a while before he finally picked up. When I heard his voice, all the things I had planned to say flew out the window. Instead, I ended up telling him that I missed him and asked if he wanted to come over.

He came over and we had sex. While he was fucking me, he kept telling me how much of a slut I was, that even after watching him cum inside another woman, I wanted him to fuck me. The more he degraded me, the more turn on I was. He noticed how wet that made me, so he kept doing it. He told me how good it was to fuck that other girl, and that as soon as I had left, she was sucking his cock and getting him ready for round 2.

He told me all the things he did to her, told me how better she was and that by the time she left, she had completely drained his balls. I came hard, and he quickly followed.

After that, our relationship took a different turn. He would openly invite girls to his place. Sometimes he’d even invite them when I was there. He would have me watch as he fucked them. I was still not getting fucked as often as I wanted to, but at least I got to watch and i’d think about it when I played with myself.

In the rare occasions I got fucked it was only because he could not find any other girl, but he still needed to drain his balls. This went on for months before he broke up with me. It took me a while to get over him. He completely ruined sex for me. Nowadays, I can’t get off unless i’m degraded and humiliated.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/rtoqga/he_turned_me_into_a_depraved_needy_slut_fm