[F] – how i get manipulated into giving handjobs

I’m an F that’s not very attractive, i didn’t look good or get much attention from any guys because they would focus on hotter girls.. so I would usually only get attention when the party or bar is closing cause they were drunk … so yea i wasn’t thé wanted girl …

Anyway I worked as an Uber at night just to get some money … and most of my rides were just driving back drunk people from parties or bars or so ..

So at one of those rides, it was a very attractive guy who’s out of my league, he was drunk af but I could see his bulge down there, he was clearly horny and like he was just flirting with me all the rude which never ever happened before for me to be flirted by a hot guy like him.. anyway he saw how much I like his flirting and it just turned into more sexual flirting and so on and I would just laugh and say nothing until he took his dick out and started stroking while he kept flirting and telling I did this to him and so and then he just took my hand and put it on his dick , I was shy , weirded out but at the same time he was attractive af so idk I didn’t do nothing he just had my hand on his dick moving it with his hands until I started doing it myself while he just kept flirting until he came in my hands..

Wiped it off with a tissue , dropped him off , he tipped me and took my number ..

Honestly I was embarrassed but happy thinking I just got a date with someone that hot… but he only called me when he was drunk wanting a ride … and ofcourse he would want a hj during it and the worst thing is It wasn’t an Uber ride so he didnt pay unless he wanted to tip me … idk why I did it.. maybe because he was so hot and so attractive and I was lonely and just always felt ugly so a part of me liked the lil attention I got from him. Even if it was clearly just him using me for a ride and to get him off..

It kinda got out of hand when once he was with 3 friends that all wanted a ride and he still made me give him a hj in front of them and like told them that “I’m good and I can give them one when they want” even if I never said that but they just took my number and it started happening with all 4 .. they never wanted anything more and just felt all weird ..
Part of me was happy cause I wasn’t lonely and men wanted me but it wasn’t the attention I wanted .. but it was still something so I kept doing it more even with other clients hoping that one of them would take me out on a date but they are all just drunk horny men so that never happened

I realize that men just want me to jerk them off a lot more often than taking the effort to take me home .. whenever I am just alone with a man, in a car or sitting alone or so… they almost always make a move on me by touching me sensually and taking my hand and placing it on their cock so I start jerking them off

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/rd69qk/f_how_i_get_manipulated_into_giving_handjobs