Momma’s gonna lose it if she doesn’t cum. [F] [masturbation] [orgasm denial by default]

For the first time in days I decided to spend time playing with myself during one of the baby’s naps. I ignored the dishes, turned a blind eye to the laundry, and stripped down to hop into bed. I was in a seeerious mood to be fucked, but Mr. TNRG is away for the weekend and I’m left to my own devices.

I had thoughts of a breeding scenario running through my head all morning. I wanted to be face down, ass up, and taking the full length of a thick cock in my aching pussy. I wanted to feel a big hand pressing down heavily between my shoulder blades, keeping me pinned. I wanted to hear a gruff voice tell me to keep my hips high, just like he likes it. And I wanted to feel the sting of a few perfectly placed spanks land on my cheeks, immediately flushing with heat and redness like a perfect stamp on my pale skin…..

Baby is usually a perfect napper. An hour and a half twice a day, like clock work. Of course it took months of practice and schedule adjustments to get to a stable place like that – but for the last three months he’s been so predictable……until today.

Today momma doesn’t get to cum. Cuz first baby boy took thirty minutes to settle for his nap (usually he’s out in three minutes) and then woke up halfway through very upset and needing to be rocked.

So here I am. Rocking him in the dark. Wearing a robe with nothing underneath it because I flew out of bed and grabbed the nearest thing on my way out of the room.

I had just gotten to a good place in my activities. My pussy was wet and throbbing. I was about to get my dildo out of my toy drawer and start teasing it into me slowly. I was so, so, so looking forward to getting the release I’ve been aching for all day. I can feel the wetness between my legs right now and can’t do a fucking thing about it. This is a new kind of torture. I’m not the orgasm denial type. I’m losing my goddamned mind.

I can only hope that he goes down easy tonight and I can finish what I started. Pray for me. 😩

**To be abso-fucking-lutely clear, I’d chop off my arm with a rusty butter knife for this human I made. This is what I signed up for, the beautiful and the incredibly frustrating, the magic of motherhood and the comically tragic no-snoo-snoo-for-you moments.

Update: I’m freeeee! And the robe left creases across my tummy. 😂 http://imgur.com/a/go1RdeP

Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/qxsbqu/mommas_gonna_lose_it_if_she_doesnt_cum_f