First time with my crazy ex-girlfriend [FF]

I hate calling women crazy, but my ex had a few issues. Truth be told she was an extremely difficult person to date because she was jealous and unpredictable, but she was fucking awesome in bed. I’m adding this disclaimer because I know not everything in this story is exactly healthy behavior.

I had been with one other woman before that and was pretty inexperienced generally with sex… TBH I got a lot better after dating her.

*If you ever find this account, thanks for that*

I met ex-girlfriend in class and she kind of blew my little naive mind with some of the shit she would say. Like one time we were reading about Catherine the Great and EXGF was like “I cannot wait to get home and play with my vagina to the thought of this bitch ousting her own husband.” Another time we were in the library and she just stops and says “I’m going to go get myself off in the bathroom real quick.”

Yeah, she was a wildcard.

So this was in a very conservative place and I was definitely not out yet. Truth be told I wasn’t even sure what I was. She knew I was attracted to women, but she fucking hated that I didn’t call myself gay. This was 2010 where bisexuality still misunderstood.

Basically, we had chemistry and developed a flirtation but she liked to remind me every chance she got that she would never, ever fuck a girl who liked men. This resulted in a weird back-and-forth where we had sexual tension for months we both refused to act on.

One night EXGF and me are studying at my place and just chilling on the floor of my living room. She naturally pulls out a flask. I’m not sure I had even been really drunk at that point in my life, but we start taking pulls. We get sillier and sillier the longer we’re on the floor and start playing the ever-entertaining game where we pick out who we would rather fuck.

*I.e. Would you rather fuck Person A or Person B*

Just to be a bitch about my bisexuality, she is intentionally throwing out a man and a woman each time it’s my turn to pick. When I’d pick the man in her scenarios, she gets visibly irritated. Finally she leaned over and pulled my hair. I recanted and switched to the woman and she whispers “good girl” in my ear.

So yeah, we were apparently at that point.

We play for a bit longer and she’s a little too pleased with herself when I select only women for the remainder of the game.

At one point we just start talking about sex generally and she asks me what I like in bed. I am so fucking naive I think I say “Idk, just like… sex?” She laughs at my answer and makes a comment about how I really have only fucked men if my answer was that boring (yes, she hated men and made these comments a lot).

I ask her what she likes and she says she likes “being in control.” I’m not even really sure what that means TBH. I was trying to think back to porn I had watched to make sense of it. I finally ask if she meant “like rough sex or something.” Her face kind of lights up as she nods.

She very, very gently kisses me and pulls away quickly. When I try to reciprocate she just smiles and turns her head. I thought maybe she was having second thoughts or something but she takes my hand and places it on her chest, squeezing my fingers around her until I’m so turned on my head is swimming.

I try to kiss her again, but she moves my head to the side so I’m blocked. Her refusal just made me want her more… which I think was the point.

When she pushes my chest so I’m forced to lie back on to the floor, reality snaps into place. I have a very conservative roommate who is literally 5 feet away in the next room who would probably suggest an exorcism if she walked out and saw me with another girl.

I tell EXGF this and ask if we can relocate to my room. She’s pretty amused and informs me that she will fuck me here or not at all. Literally as I’m lying on the floor looking up at her, she starts playing with her own nipples through her shirt. I’m terrified but I finally give her a nod, but tell her we have to be quiet.

“Yeah let’s see how long you can stay quiet then,” is all she says as she runs a hand down my body. I whimper at that and quickly throw a hand over my mouth. She laughs and offers to gag me if it’d make it easier.

*Fuck*

She unbuttons my shirt and puts her hand inside my bra. She plays with my breasts for fucking ever and I’m almost bawling my the time her mouth makes it to that general area. This is already more foreplay than I’ve ever had in my life.

She asks if I still want to move to my bedroom and I just shake my head. She calls me “good girl” again and I swear it fucking shatters me. She knows it too.

I try to kiss her but her hand very quickly snaps to my face. She turns my cheek and presses it into the floor. “You’ll touch me when I say so,” she whispers as she puts her hand between my legs.

This is fucking torture. She just strokes me through my underwear for an eternity as I beg her through disjointed whispers to finger me.

“If I finger your I *highly* doubt you can stay quiet,” she whispers before biting down on the bottom of my ear.

For the first time, this invokes and audible moan and I look to my roommate’s door and listen for a any sign of stirring. EXGF is laughing at my distress and chooses that moment to pull my underwear down and slam a finger into me.

I have to grab a pillow and hold it up to my face to stifle my moans as she adds another finger and starts a rhythm.

“Stay quiet,” she demands again.

I was dying. My whole body was responding and my instincts kept telling me to scream as an outlet. I stayed quiet due to a lot of self restraint, fear of my roommate’s wrath, and an inexplicable desire for her to say “good girl” again.

“I haven’t decided how I want you to come,” she muses casually as I squirm beneath her. “There are a lot of ways to do it, you know? You’re quite responsive.”

She puts her mouth back to my breasts and it’s literally all I can do not to gasp. My whole body was shaking.

“I think this is how I’ll do it,” she finally says as she very, very slowly starts kissing down my body. By the time she hikes my skirt up and puts her tongue in between my legs, I come almost instantly. I think she literally licks me twice before I explode and bite my hand to stop myself from screaming.

This time I do hear the undeniable sound of life in the next room and scramble to pull my skirt down and button my shirt back up. I barely get myself presentable and reach for a book I pretend to read before the door swings open and my roommate walks out.

I steal a glance at EXGF and she’s smiling with my damn underwear balled up in her hand. Still, she reaches for a deck of flash cards and goes along in pretending we’re just really into our notes on Russian feudalism.

*That actually was what we were studying and I have no idea why I remember that*

Luckily Roommate doesn’t notice as she grabs a snack and mumbles something about how long we’ve been studying. She’s notes how all history majors are so boring before returning to her room.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/qu2x5y/first_time_with_my_crazy_exgirlfriend_ff