I’m the least attractive in my friend group, like face wise they are a lot prettier , and even having seen their bodies all, I have by far the ugliest body out of them … which is okay but that kinda made me always the bridge that guys take to get to any of them ..
I’m not that hot that I don’t get the chance to be picky and I give everyone a chance, but unlucky for me , 90% of those guys are aiming at getting closer to another friend or so .
Having those hot friends made me encounter alot of very hot guys that are way above my league .
Which kinda makes me always jealous of how often I get so attracted to a guy and I end up seeing him with one of my friends…
Like the best I ever get was just a quickie cause they were drunk and didn’t find better and when I try to talk to them again later and ask them out they just call it a drunken mistake.
So I kinda always felt like I was a cuck that just gets guys to her friends, and end up often just listening to one of them fuck a crush of mine .
I’m the least attractive in my friend group, like face wise they are a lot prettier , and even having seen their bodies all, I have by far the ugliest body out of them … which is okay but that kinda made me always the bridge that guys take to get to any of them ..
I’m not that hot that I don’t get the chance to be picky and I give everyone a chance, but unlucky for me , 90% of those guys are aiming at getting closer to another friend or so .
Having those hot friends made me encounter alot of very hot guys that are way above my league .
Which kinda makes me always jealous of how often I get so attracted to a guy and I end up seeing him with one of my friends…
Like the best I ever get was just a quickie cause they were drunk and didn’t find better and when I try to talk to them again later and ask them out they just call it a drunken mistake.
So I kinda always felt like I was a cuck that just gets guys to her friends, and end up often just listening to one of them fuck a crush of mine .
Until one day at a party I was very drunk and with a friend , and there was that dude that was so freaking attractive ..so I went on , tried to dance with him, and hit on him few times but kept getting ignored. Until he saw me with my friend, and he was like “what about you bring your friend over with us for tonight and maybe tomorrow we go out for a date “ I was drunk , desperate and very attracted to him that I believed him and begged my friend to accept telling her that I would date him and this is my only chance to get there and get his attention . So we did .
We went to my place which was just a small one bedroom student appartement.
Me him and her, it started normal but few minutes in , it became clear that he only cared about her , they were kissing and making love while I was there naked trying to get involved with him by trying to suck him or something but that went away when they started fucking , I had nothing to do , I kept trying to get involved but they fucked like lovers , wrapped together , like I couldn’t do anything, I was so embarrassed and felt like I didn’t exist to them, I tried to play it off cool and acting like I’m enjoying it and masturbating , but I felt so pathetic , it was as if I didn’t exist to him and I was there just to watch them make love in my bed…
They fucked until they both came , cuddled for a while then went for a second round , that’s when I just went on the couch next to them and tried to sleep while he fucked my friend all night long then they both slept on my bed, woke up and had sex again in the morning, showered together then they left.
I felt like I was just a cuck there, I felt so inferior to both of them and so embarrassed and pathetic .. I never spoke to her about it cause it would be like admitting what happened …
I just never knew a woman can be a cuck but that night I felt like one … speciality after orgasming at the start and getting tired before they even got close to it lol…
[ please keep any compliments or pick up lines away, I’m not here to hook up or something, I just like telling my stories and chatting and answering questions ]
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/qgucp5/f_i_felt_like_i_was_my_friends_f_cuck_during_a
Are these stories an out let for you?
Maybe you need to remove yourself from these groups of “friends”. They don’t seem to be very good at helping you build some self esteem or some sort of self worth.
I know you’re not interested in comments. But I think this is something you need to hear. But I can give you a remedy to your dilemma.
Steer clear of immature BOYS around your age.
Look within yourself, into your natural instinct that IS in all girls… Look toward an older MAN. A daddy type age MAN… This natural instinct I’m referring to, goes back to the beginning of time. If you want a person that you can please in every way (not JUST sexually) and will make you feel worthy and admired. Look to an older man who can give you, what you’re missing in your life.
This is NOT pick up line. Just something to ponder on. I hope you’ll take this in consideration. Even wouldn’t mind down the road hearing if my words has given you positive results.