I was thinking on writing this weeks ago, so here is my little story with a misstress. Note that this is my first post ever and english is not my native language, so sorry if I make some mistakes.
Before summer, I met a misstress online and we talked a bit about our fantasies. She told me that she was in a vanilla relationship time ago, but she wants to make her bdsm fantasies truth, like denial, edge, chasity with a cage, cbt… believe me, she is so imaginative and, because i’m so new in this, a part of me was afraid but another was exciting.
About me, like I said, I’m new to this and I never tried anything but I really want to try it, I fantasize with a little of chasity and make my balls get big and full of cum, or be her toy while she edges and facesits me… and yes, I love to edge and ruin my orgasms, I love to feel like a milk machine to only be used like an object to pleasure her, and objects don’t feel orgasms. Recently, because of her, I began to tie and squeeze my balls till are blue.
But the story starts here, it was this summer and I was on my holydays far from home with like 20 more people in an event, we lived together three weeks, eat, sleep… everything. And like you guessed, I couldn’t masturbate in three weeks because I was always with people, I didn’t have any privacy. I like to masturbate very often so… imagine the situation.
The firsts days were easy, but at the end of the first week, I was desesperate. Sometimes when the others were sleeping, I touched myself a bit, only edge, because I didn’t want to make noises, or if I was in the shower I tried to edge again but always someone came into the bathroom and I had to stop right in the moment. Doing those edges, made me more desesperate and horny than ever before, I couldn’t stop, I needed a release, but in the other hand, I was enjoying that feeling of be on the limit. At the end of the second week, I spoke to my misstress and told her my situation. She really liked to see me so desesperate and without release, and she made my hornyness go out of control telling me what she wanted to do to me, to my balls…
At the end of each day, I talked a bit with her telling how I was feling before sleep, and I always ended begging to her for permission to touch myself and edge, I needed it!, but I never had permission to cum. It was so hard to edge multiple times surrounded by people and not cum, but was exciting and I loved it.
The third week, she was more brave, and told me that if I want to edge again, I have to obey her. She told me to send pictures of me naked. But I was always with people, I can’t vanish and do that… but I was horny, I wanted to satisfy her… so I find a risky solution. I went to a public bathroom and I was able to make a photo of me using the mirror in front of the toilet. I was so horny and nervous of doing that for the first time, also because anyone could came in and find me naked! but I enjoyed a lot that situation.
The photo I made, was with me feeling shy and careful but she liked it, so the next day, she asked for another but she wanted to me to take more risks, so I went to another bathroom because I knew that was less frequented, and in the middle of the bathroom, naked, I made it.
She only had two requests, full naked and no erections. I was so horny so the no-erection request was hard to make. Those are the photos, sorry for the quality. I hope you like it. [Photo 1](https://imgur.com/a/D6Ay7ZB), [Photo 2](https://imgur.com/a/cNMMH9V).
She didn’t stop there, and ask me for more pics the next day. [Photo 3](https://imgur.com/a/By5oKJc) and [Photo 4](https://imgur.com/a/7F8olex). Also, because of my hornyness, I couldn’t stop and I went to the same bathroom to edge myself because I couldn’t think in another thing, I was brainless, I need to feel the edges and maybe I was missing one hour some days to do it. Maybe my friends were thinking where I was, here is the answer.
After that, we talked about how she wanted to lock my cock in chasity and play with my full blue balls and don’t let me release my milk maybe for months, and of course squeeze and slap my balls all the time while I eat her pussy and a lot of more things. Also we fantasize about met in person and make all this thruth. By that time, with all that tease, my hornyness and desesperation, I really wanted to be her toy, I was surrender at her feet.
The night before I arrived to my home, I spent one night in a friend’s house to sleep there and guess what, another [Photo 5](https://imgur.com/a/L8PMX4O).
When I arrived home, the first thing I did was to edge myself like crazy, I was like two hours edging non stop, also I tied my balls and made them blue, I loved the feeling of being full of milk and be at the edge. Like this [Photo 6](https://imgur.com/a/2pi17kY).
But… I couldn’t hold it at the end, and I ruined my orgasm like never before. It was so intense the feeling of my body tensing up, feeling my cock harder than ever before that I thought it was going to explode.
But I didn’t feel any pleasure or orgasm (holy fuck I loved it). I only felt my milk opening its way inside my urethra, stretching it, and all my three weeks gathered milk, went outside. It was a lot of it, and when I say a lot, it’s a LOT. I never ruined like that, it was covered in my massive cum and… you know what? I was still horny, and I did it again. I loved it.
Currently, I almost don’t speak with my misstress but I still edge almost everyday and ruin my orgasms often, I also like to squeeze my balls and tie it (a fantasy I learned from her). I’m currently in a 3 day streak of ruined orgasms. Do you know some years ago I spent 1 year and 3 months with only ruined orgasms? (Like a milk machine). When I orgasmed for the first time after that time I almost didn’t recognize it, it was like I forgot how to orgasm, it was so weak, but maybe that is a story for another time.
For now, I know about locktober, but I don’t have any cage so I didn’t say anything to her but maybe I would like to try it someday. In the other hand I’m really thinking to tell her about no-nut-november and let her control me. Should I ask her to do it? If she doesn’t want or can… another misstress wants to control me? As you guessed, I like to someone to control my orgasms, and I’m available.
PS: I’m thinking about how she made me expose myself naked in public and I think I like be naked like that. Maybe I should try to go to a nude beach someday, maybe I’m a bit exhibitionist. Another fantasy learned from her.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/qg0kb7/m_my_31_little_summer_story