I [F18] go to a boarding school. The boarding staff often check in with us to ask how we’re doing and always register us before bed.
I have had quite a few interesting moments with them so far, especially with this girl in her early 20s. I’ve been flirting and trying to see if she’s interested in me for a while now. I’m more comfortable with her now and starting to feel confident about pushing boundaries.
Last night she came to register me at around 10pm. I was wearing my tshirt and panties with no bra so that she could see my nipples poking through the fabric. She said that I looked really cute. I told her I was feeling sad and confused and asked if she could come in for a chat.
She looked unsure at first (staff should not go into student rooms alone) but then she smiled and came in, shutting the door behind her. I gestured for her to sit on the bed.
We sat there for about an hour talking about my issues (I do have a few) and then I eventually told her that I was confused about my feelings towards girls and said I think I am bi. She thanked me for coming out to her and assured me that it is normal and that I can talk to her whenever I need to.
I then said that I’ve been masturbating a lot thinking about girls recently and I’m worried that it will be a distraction from studies. I also said that girls have been sending me pics and videos on Reddit and I just can’t get enough of it.
She said it was totally normal to masturbate a lot as a teenager. She then said that she used to masturbate a lot thinking about women and still does. She said it never harmed her studies or her work ethic.
I ended up showing her my toy and then she pulled up a picture of her toy on her phone. We compared them and she talked about the different vibration settings she likes and different girths of dildos. I just kept thinking about how much i wanted her to pin me down and fuck me.
She left after a while and I just had to get naked and masturbate til I came like three times. She’s so hot and I want her so much, I just don’t know how to go about making the first move, or if she’ll even reciprocate.
I know it’s wrong because I’m a schoolgirl and she’s a member of staff, but it makes me so horny that I just can’t help myself anymore.
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/q7wae3/f_i_discussed_masturbation_habits_with_a_female