[MF] I (M21) fucked my friend (F23) after a break up

Hello, this is my first post here and it’s a bit of a long one, so if you wanna skip to the sex part just look for the (). Feedback on this story is really appreciated tho lol
For the people who read it entirely, you’ll know how confused I am about all this.

So first and foremost, I gotta say two things: 1- English is not my native language (sorry for any misspellings), 2- this wasn’t in any way planned.

This friend of mine was going steady with this guy for about a year and a half now, they were already living together and having generally a good time besides minor setbacks. Then all of sudden BOOM, everything came crushing down! Her boyfriend was in the army, and apparently when he traveled for duty he fucked a bunch of strangers with the confidence they’d never seen him again. A friend of his from the military spilled the beans to his girlfriend and she had a meltdown.
Someway, somehow she had chosen me for comfort. Texted me in the morning asking if she could come over to vent for a little bit. I never ever considered we could end up doing something besides talking, because even though I had a gigantic crush on her, when we met I was dating at the time so she was always respectful and wouldn’t flirt with me or give any signs of interest.

She arrives, looking beaten down from crying, but spectacular either way. She’s a small girl (about 1,55cm so do the math imperials) but with a great ass and really sexy tits. She is tattooed all over, but one in particular is a snake traveling trough her chest between her boobs, that she took so proud of I’ve never seen her without a cleavage on and this day was no exception. It was a hot day (almost always is in my country) so she was using a blue dress that made my mind start racing. Even though I had a crush, I’m a respectful man so I put all those thoughts behind me and invited her in.

She broke down again, started crying and telling me her story in details. At one point, she would just hug me in silence and let the tears run down her face. I found it really emotional, and couldn’t avoid to cry a little myself. She told me her boyfriend would allegedly show her nudes to his friends in the military, which made her feel violated. I got so angry for her.

Eventually we both calmed down and decided to go up to my bedroom to smoke some weed. I live in a small duplex, so she had to climb my stairs to get there and while I helped her I ended up getting a great view of her ass, but I tried to shrug it off these feelings because I didn’t wanted her to feel watched after all she said about her nudes. Either way, I couldn’t deny I was attracted to her.

We lighted up a joint in the bathroom and started talking shit about his boyfriend. How he stopped having sex with her, even though she has always horny, and now she understood he was just focusing on his side girls. By this time we finishing our joint and moved back to the bedroom, the conversation stopped at sex. She went on a speech about how she would fuck so many of his friends that she found it hot. How many missed opportunities she missed for being faithful, and how horny she was feeling now for payback sex.
I can’t say my mind wasn’t racing over this, but I wouldn’t take advantage of her vetting to shot a shot. While she talked, I noticed she started looking at me differently, as if she was trying to read my reactions about the nasty things she was saying. I’m really bad at reading signals, but the chemistry was starting to get overwhelming.

Then she began to cry again, asking if no one was ever going to love her in a way she feels in a classic love story. I approach her again, and hold her close. I’m not the type to just say what you want to please you, so I went with honesty and told her that the future is uncertain and the world might be unfair sometimes but from everything I know of her, nothing makes me doubt she wasn’t deserving of one of the greatest love stories ever told.

We locked eyes for a moment and in the wave of sympathy it came from that, I didn’t had a slight of doubt we were gonna have sex now. I felt her desiring me, and I wanted her too much to ignore.

(START)

We stood still for a moment, then she asked me for another joint. I got up already feeling aroused and went to look for it in the bathroom. When I got back, I could feel how hot the room was. She was sitting on the bed invite, looking at me like she couldn’t wait for me to come close. Her legs were open, with the dress still over it, but pulled up a little more than it would’ve been normally. She was really teasing me.
I got close, really close, and put the joint in her mouth. We locked eyes the entire time. I light it up, and she took a huge hit and held it. I was so ready to go all in, I wanted her completely.
I told myself “fuck it”.

I started kissing her neck slowly, and felt her shiver while letting go of the puff she took. She put her hands in my back and held me tight. She pulled me to a kiss, and started sucking on my tongue. I haven’t felt so fucking horny in ages, and I felt like it was the same for her. I lifted her dress and started caressing her clit over her panties gently, while she moaned quietly in my ear. I got on my knees and went down on her. First I provoke her, kissing her pussy slowing to let her know I was coming for it. Looking up, I saw her face red with excitement, anxious and smiling mindlessly. She took another hit of the joint, and that’s when I went for it.

I fucking love to give oral to a woman. A pinned down her thighs with my hands and started licking her clit viciously. She started moaning more and more, and I wouldn’t stop till she came for me. I got her to undress and started playing with her boobs too. I was squeezing them softly at first, when she said “don’t stop! I’m gonna cum” and locked her legs in me and made me tight her tits even more. She told me countless times she liked hard, and that was finally my go to.

I was already so fucking hard when I grabbed her hands and pinned they down to the bed. She let go of any shame and started mounting loudly when I speed it up, and by the time her pussy started pressing up against me and her thighs started trembling, breathlessly she said “oh my god, make me cum! I’m cumming! I’m cumming!”.
Her body went into a peak but I didn’t held back. I stopped for a second while she climax and then went to kissing her clit gently while she felt a rush in each new touch on her pussy.

I finally got up and took a good look of the beauty that was my friend. Her body was everything I ever imagined and more. Perky tits, just how I liked it, that snake in the middle that for some reason made me want to suck on her even more. That beautiful pink pussy. Her sexy neck and how much more I wanted to kiss it.

I by the time I saw those lustful big brown eyes, my cock went stone hard when she said “Fuck me, please”.
I stripped down as fast as I could, grabbed my cock and just as I was teasing her pussy with my tip, she said “wait” and held it very thigh. I felt a fucking rush trough my spine. She got up, then down on the ground and started sucking my cock. Fucking hell, never had someone suck me so good and with such desire. She went to town on it, licking, sucking and wrapping her tongue around it. She pressed me and gag on it just because she wanted to. She lost herself for a moment, but now went back to do what she always told me she likes the best. Dominating.
I couldn’t help myself anymore and said “You’re so fucking hot. I’m gonna cum”.

That was her cue. She pushed me back to bed and got on top of me. Even though I wasn’t a stranger to sex, I always knew she had more experience than me and that was flying me over the moon.

“You want this pussy?” She asked me before putting it in. “You want this little bitch’s pussy?”

I played along with her game, and just felt I knew exactly what was the answer she wanted “Your pussy is already mine” I said.

She grinned at me, and slide it in. She moaning loudly without breaking eye contact. She wished me to see how bad she wanted it.

She started fucking me hard. I’m not vanilla, but that was my first time getting fucked by a women who knew how to get what she wants, and she wanted hard and with vigor. The way she danced on my cock was making me go crazy. I started sucking and slightly bitting her tits, with made her go even more over the edge. I was already feeling sorry for my neighbors, we weren’t even hiding our voices anymore. I slapped her ass hard and she yelled “YES!” and rode me faster than before.

She then went looking for my hands, and with the air she had left she asked me “choke me, please!”. In turn, I let go of her grasp and took it on my own. “Make me cum” I told her. I saw her eyes light up while she moaned.
I hold her forearms behind her back with one hand, and with the other I started choking her. I’m not much of a choker, but was so fucking hot and the way she rolled her eyes back was making me go crazy.

“I’m gonna cum” I told her, almost out of myself. She let go of my grasp and hugged me tight. “Cum inside me! I’m gonna cum!”. I went in for the hug without hesitation and we keep pounding together now till a rush took over me and I started to fill her pussy. At the same time, she took one last loud moan and bite down on my neck till I felt a familiar shivering of her body while she orgasm.

After it ended we were so tired our bodies just dropped on the bed and we lay there to catch a breath. I felt like I was under some kind of spell.

(END)

After sometime between lots of deep breathes and “fucks”, reality started coming in. Of course my first worry was about cumming inside, something I don’t normally do. I calmed myself I little because I knew she took the pill, and as if she read my mind, the first thing she said was: “it’s ok, I’m on the pill”.

She got up, cleaned herself and I went right after. There’s a part of me that wished to finish this story with “and we fucked all day long”, but the truth is even though that was one of the best sex I’ve ever had, the circumstances that led up to it weren’t great. I was worried she felt I used her, and by the time we got dressed and went downstairs to talk, that was the first thing I apologize for.

She said something along the lines of “Don’t worry, I don’t feel used. I wanted that too, and I never came here for this or thought you expected this for us. It just happened”. I asked her if she regretted, and she told me she didn’t. At least, not the sex itself, just the feeling that she betrayed her boyfriend now. What stuck with me was “It’s kinda stupid, because he definitely isn’t regretting what he’s doing to me. So I just feel like a idiot for still feeling faithful to him”. I said “I think that’s something that shows that despite any flaws, you’re still a good person. A better person than him”. I don’t think this is something people reading this will agree with me, but I believe it to be true.

Before she left, she asked me a funny question about if I’ve ever done anal and if I didn’t we could try this again sometime when this is bad moment she’s having is over. I told her she didn’t had to find a excuse in sex to keep seeing me and we’re still friends and that hasn’t change. She could count on me like today.

Unfortunately I haven’t heard from her in three days. It’ll be a month till her boyfriend comeback from service duties and she breaks up with him. She’s also contacting a lawyer about him leaking her nudes so he doesn’t do it again. I guess this post is for me a mix between wanting to talk about this amazing experience and vetting a little about the confusion in our relationship it brought along with it, especially considering the fact that this is something particular that only a few people know so I couldn’t talk about it to anyone if not anonymously.
Anyway, thank you for reading my first post here. Hope you enjoyed somehow.

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