[T] i hated the fact that I got hard and came just from seeing my girlfriend with other men

When I was 18 I dated my first gf ; she was alright looks wise, but she was very adventurous and straightforward and I was quite shy, so she kinda always took control , she was more experienced than me and just overall more controlling ..

Our relationship was normal at the start but then she kept wanting to try new things and doing stuff and she wouldn’t really take no for an answer cause I was just a bf that she can push over

Our sex life was okay, but I wasn’t gifted down there so she just always taught me how to eat her out and like sometimes she would just make me eat her out without fucking or anything and that happened often…

Until one day , she kinda put the idea in my head that I’m small down there and that she needs something bigger , so I wore a strapon for her , but she would complain cause it’s fake and long story short, she insisted on fucking someone big.

I didn’t like the idea , I was jealous and afraid and all… but she kept insisting telling me I can be there and it will only be for sex etc..

And ofcourse she pushed me over until she made it happen.

The guy was hot af , fit body and his dick was over the double of mine.

I just sat there and watched. Watched how in love she was with his dick, how he made her scream and moan and her body loved it, how they dirty talked , how good that looked .

Like it was obvious that she enjoyed it so much and he would look at me like he’s the real man..

I got hard and I was so embarrassed getting hard in that situation but they both laughed and told me to masturbate which I ended up cumming in few minutes way earlier than any of them…

I was so against the idea and I was so jealous but idk why I got so turned on by it. And me cumming was like she knew she defeated my pride and can do what she wants now…

Which kinda turned on into her bringing men whenever she wants even without telling or asking me I would find a strange man there fuxking her, and the only thing I got was handjob and eating her out.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/prr5yi/t_i_hated_the_fact_that_i_got_hard_and_came_just