Summer of Exploration [1] [FF]

As I exited my morning lecture into the open air hallway on a morning at the end of April, I contemplated all of my options. My freshman year was coming to an end and I was filled with a sense of dread about what I was going to do for the summer break. I had to be out of my dorm room in a couple of weeks, which led me to the dilemma of whether I would have to pack my bags and spend three long months with my parents and little brother back in the rural town I had spent the first eighteen years of my life, or if I could manage to scrape by in an apartment with my meager savings and a lot of roommates.

I desperately wanted to be able to remain in my college town after the semester. I couldn’t fathom the thought of having to spend my free time driving twenty minutes to the nearest shopping center to wander around and loiter with the same group of girls I went to high-school with. I had purposely left home to meet new and interesting people, and to be honest, I hadn’t really managed to do that so far. I had spent the fall and winter trying to form friendships with my two dorm-mates but quickly found we had little in common. They were stunning, confident girls that went out for “study dates” and didn’t come back until after their first classes of the day. They stayed up talking about their latest sexual experiences with guys from our classes. They would giggle about how horny they were and how much they wanted to fuck one of the English professors.

I would sit quietly and listen to these conversations, but never joined in. I felt far too embarrassed to tell them that I was still a virgin, and hadn’t so much as seen a penis in real life. I hadn’t even watched porn; the only images of the male anatomy I had ever seen had been in the health textbooks at school. When they would leave their toys peeking out of baskets by the bed, I would look at them curiously. I had of course masturbated, but only with my fingers and never very often. I wouldn’t consider myself a prude, but I had been shy and non-confident my entire life. Though I had been asked on dates and to go to parties and generally had friends, I had trouble getting close to people and opening up, even to myself.

As I continued to weigh my possibilities and walk back towards my dorm room, a flash of green paper tacked to one of the cork-boards in the student lounge caught my eye. It read “Roommate Wanted” and underneath it stated “Looking for one roommate, 5 bedroom house, $110/mo” also listed was a phone number and an address. I bit my lower lip feeling a mix of fear and excitement. It would be tight, but I would be able to afford $110 without having to get a job over the summer so that I could continue to do extra research to maintain my scholarship. But four roommates seemed like a lot, I had just gotten used to living with two other girls, and genders weren’t even listed on the flier. Before I talked myself out of it, I untacked the paper from the board and folded it into my hands. Once I got back to my dorm, I texted the phone number.

/———–

Sitting in my new bedroom, I was astounded at how well my luck had turned out. The house was a Victorian, sitting about four blocks away from campus situated in a neighbored that was a mix of college students boarding together and young families. My portion of the rent was astoundingly low for how maintained the house was. I had been anticipating water damage, stained carpet, and a dirty mess with four other people living in it. But it was remarkably clean and well-kept. The person who had lived in the room before me was an exchange student that had decided to return home for the summer, so my room also had the benefit of being furnished with a double bed that felt luxurious after my hard single in the dorm room.

I had met all of the roommates briefly before moving in. There was Angie who was a tall, gorgeous blonde who was a marketing major. When we met I was struck by how long and thick her hair was that fell past her curvy, but perky tits. She was wearing a white sundress and I remember seeing the pink outline of her nipples as she introduced herself with a hug. I thought about my dorm-mates and I changing in front of each other and how we’d all talked about the tits we wished we had, and I wanted ones like Angie’s. There was also Todd who was tall and broad-shouldered, he too was a marketing major but his real passion was kayaking and disc golf. He had sandy, light-brown hair, glasses, and a deep, loud voice. It was very clear that Todd was the funny one out of the group of them, he was always making jokes and smiling a white-toothed grin. There was Drew who was a chemistry major, he was shorter than Todd at about five foot eight and his haircut was an obviously expensive take on the *Peaky Blinders* look, he was witty and smart but a little bit intimidating, when you were talking to him he would look at you with these intense green eyes and nod along, it felt like he was really listening to you. Lacy was the roommate I had met over texting, she was my height, at five foot four, but she was more curvaceous. Her stomach was softer and her hips and thighs rounded, when she would bend over her ass was a perfect heart-shape with two back dimples placed perfectly over the waistband of her tight jeans, sometimes her lacy thong would ride over the top, flirtatiously. Her dark curly hair was wild around her head and her full lips and husky voice were simply stunning. While Todd and I were going into our sophomore year, Angie and Lacy were going to be seniors, and Drew had just graduated and was staying on for research while he applied for grad schools.

All of them were interesting and likable people, I found myself coming out of my shell a bit and drinking vodka orange juices with them late at night while we listened to music and joked around. After my first week there, it felt like I had found the friend group that I had been looking for. As the late spring turned into early summer, we felt like we had all the freedom and energy of being young and untethered.

/———-

One night in early June, Lacy had gone home for a weekend to visit her family, Drew was out of state doing graduate school interviews, and Todd was in his bedroom hooked up to his headset playing video games. Angie and I sat in her bedroom drinking cheap wine and watching pirated romantic comedies. The only problem with the house was it didn’t have air conditioning so we lay on top of her blankets in tank tops and biker shorts with the fan blowing down on us. It was dark in her room other than the glow of the laptop screen and the streetlights and we were both giggly from the wine and the heat. Our heads shared a pillow and our thighs were nearly touching, I could feel the heat coming off her tanned skin.

We were watching a torrented copy of *My Big Fat Greek Wedding* and as Angie rolled over to grab her glass of wine, the scene flashed and instead of John Corbett, suddenly there was a close up of huge tits taking up the entire screen. The sappy music was replaced with a high, throaty moaning as the woman on the screen ran her fingers across her erect nipples. They were perfectly pink and tiny, she took her thumb and index finger and tugged them lightly and her moaning quickened. Angie looked back at the screen and I quickly turned to face her. I could feel myself blushing. She watched the screen and started to laugh. I turned back and now a cock was taking up the frame of the screen. It looked far different from what I had seen in the health books, it was longer and thicker. I could see the veins running along it. The woman’s hand reached out and began to stroke it and it throbbed in her hand. I let out a tiny bit of air and went to shut the page. Angie grabbed my hand to stop me.

“Just wait a minute, let’s watch.” She was looking directly in my eyes. Her hand was warm and soft against mine and the moaning from the computer was terribly overwhelming. My discomfort must have been written all over my face. “Have you never watched porn?” She asked me, still with a bit of a laugh in her voice.

Feeling embarrassed, I shook my head slightly. Her eyes sparkled.

“And you’ve never had sex?”

Again, I shook my head. I bit my lip and blushed harder, never having felt so childish. I had made friends with these interesting, beautiful people, and now Angie knew that I was an inexperienced kid, who hadn’t left her small town and her small life until going away to college and even then I hadn’t been confident enough to try anything new.

“I’m just surprised because you’re so fucking hot.” She said, her tone both kind and seductive. She was no longer smiling, but her eyes still danced in the light of the computer. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see that the woman was now kissing and licking the enormous cock on the screen, I turned to get a better look. The woman made wet, gagging sounds as she took the man deeper down her throat, as she pulled off she smiled and playfully licked the tip of his manhood.

I felt Angie softly caress my bare thigh and turned back to her. She had her other hand on her breast and was slowly rubbing and squeezing while she looked from the screen to me. Her fingers made tiny circles on my smooth, warm skin. She would inch closer to the inner thigh. She would move up loser and closer to my vagina as while playing with her huge tits. I could see her nipples beginning to poke through her tight, sheer tank top.

“Doesn’t it make you so horny?” She asked me, her voice barely above a whisper. I didn’t know how to respond, I just kept staring at her perfect body. Though I had appreciated Angie’s body when I first saw her, I never considered myself feeling this way about another woman. But watching her begin to play with her body was causing me to tingle with excitement. She leaned over and kissed me hard on the lips. I immediately started kissing back, my body felt full of insane pressure and heat. Her cool tongue ran against my lips and slipped inside my mouth to gently lick the tip of my tongue. She tasted sweet like wine and summer. We sucked at each others mouths trying to get closer. She released her breast and I groped around with my hands to find it. It was soft, yet firm under my hands. Her hard nipple pressed against my palm and I moved my hand to run my fingertips over it. A sharp moan escaped her lips. I felt her hands move up to my own breasts which were smaller than hers, but perky and soft, she began to tease my nipples through the fabric. Suddenly she pulled away from the kiss and started to suck and lick and kiss my neck, going lower until she made tiny tongue circles around my nipples, sucking them through the fabric. My body began to tremble with anticipation and she looked up at me, once again smiling. Her white teeth flashed as she began to remove first my tank top, and then her own.

I stared at her perfect, creamy, tan skin. Her flat stomach and high D-cup breasts. Her pink nipples were swollen and tender. I leaned down and began to circle my tongue the way she had. Her skin was sweet and salty, she moaned harder. I began to suck her nipple more aggressively and lightly bite it. She pulled me up to kiss me again and stood up to take off her shorts.

She was perfect, not a single tan-line down her midriff and hips. Her skin was perfectly smooth like porcelain. I immediately felt nervous anticipation building inside of me. I couldn’t take my eyes off her inner lips peaking out of her perfect, smooth labia. Just as pink as her nipples and shining, wet, in the blue laptop light. She lowered her hand and began using her fingers to circle her clit while her other hand teased her nipples. I watched, feeling my own pussy becoming wet and throbbing to be touched. I reached down and began to tease my clit through my biker shorts.

Angie’s eyes watched my fingers move against the mound of my pussy, and she reached down to tug the waistband of my shorts. I lifted my hips and let her pull them off of me. She got on the bed and spread my knees apart, looking at my vagina. Slowly, she took one finger and stuck it in her mouth, licking it hungrily. As she pulled it out a trail of saliva connected it to her tongue. She used her finger to gently caress my already soaking pussy lips. It felt as if time slowed down as she got closer to my tight, virgin hole and as if it slowed down again as she brushed close to my engorged clitoris. I moaned longingly for more.

Finally she slipped her finger into my vagina and began to explore me for the first time. I felt her tiny finger against every inch of me. It was amazing. I felt like I had never experienced anything as delicious and blissful as this. She curled her finger upward and I felt myself clench at the intense sensation. I bucked my hips upward and stifled a scream.

With my hips still off the mattress, she moved her head down to kiss and lick my clit. Her tongue was now hot, and the wettest thing to have her touched it. She lapped up and down, and made figure eights around the most sensitive part of me and then began to gently suck as she massaged the upper wall of my pussy.

Within minutes, I felt myself erupt into a tremendous orgasm. Fluid rushed out of my pussy and ran down my lips, my clit spasmed in her greedy mouth. I let out a scream, trying to restrain myself so Todd didn’t hear through is headphones. Angie slowed down and lapped up my cum, leaving kisses and soft hickies on my labia. She looked up and locked eyes with me. My face was flushed as I smiled at her and reached down to touch her face. She got up onto her knees and then moved to straddle my hips, giving me a great view of her amazing body. I put my hands on her hips while I admired her and her chin dripping with my nectar.

I danced my hand down her hip and started to tease her clit with my thumb, making wide circles and loops. She moaned and began to grind against me. She was dripping wet. After a moment of teasing her, she got up and began to move further up my body until finally her pussy was right above my face. I knew intuitively what she wanted and I again put my hands on her hips and pulled her onto my mouth. I was overcome by the sweet smell of her pussy, how soft it was against my face. I explored her body with my tongue, first going down to lap her wet hole, inserting the tip and feeling her clench around me. Tasting her salty sweetness. Then I would move up to massage her clit with my tongue, making figure eights and sucking gently like she had shown me. Even though her thighs were wrapped around my ears, I could hear her quickening moans and could feel her grinding her pussy against my chin. I felt her clit stiffen and shudder ever so softly in my mouth and then a rushing, hot wetness on my face. I opened my eyes and saw her tits bouncing up and down as she ran her hands through my red hair and let out a long, high moan.

When her pussy calmed down and she had caught her breath, she got off of my face with trembling legs. I looked over at the computer screen and saw that the movie had returned to normal, but the credits were rolling. I was sticky with sweat and cum but felt exhilarated. Angie and I locked eyes and grinned as she tossed me my clothes.

“I think you’re my favorite roommate.”

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